
Crushed. That is the right word to describe the conditions that befall Mr. Darmaji at this time.
How not, left behind by the wife for good has become a heavy blow for him. And now he is faced with the harsh reality if his only child is two-bodied.
It would be very encouraging if it happened when his daughter had a husband, but Selvi is a single unmarried girl. Let alone the husband, his son is close to the man where Mr. Darmaji does not know.
That Mr. Darmaji knew from the village midwife called Teguh on the order of the package. Selvi who fainted did not go away making Mr. Darmaji worried. He was afraid that the slap done earlier had an impact on Selvi's health. He did not want anything bad to happen to his son.
But instead of his son's health being disrupted. Mr. Darmaji actually found a bitter reality like this.
"Whose child are you carrying?" Ask Mr. Darmaji with a trembling voice. Already exhausted his energy is used to be able to toughen up against reality, all are no longer the same since his wife breathed her last.
"What did you say.." Selvi wants to quibble. He wanted to find justification in his actions. His eyes looked towards Teguh standing up.
He just stared at her softly. Unable to pass a sentence even if it is only about the same age. Selvi hopes Teguh will cover up the reality if she is pregnant but, it seems like Teguh is unreliable. Selvi knew Teguh would not defend her.
"Say whose child are you carrying? Don't just shut up! Are you a Cell Shutter?! You heard what I asked!!" A little raise his tone.
"It's lucky your mother died before knowing that the child she was proud of had thrown dirt on her parents' face.. I envy your mother.." Mr. Darmaji sat down because his legs seemed limp could not support his body.
"Sir.. L'm.. Apologize." The cry broke, Selvi's heart was knocked when she saw her father no longer interrogating her with a snapping and a look of anger. Only a look of disappointment was implied in every blind wink of old Mr. Darmaji.
"Begging the person who impregnated you to take responsibility.." That's the next thing Mr. Darmaji said.
"No sir! I don't want to! Mending I've killed this baby demon!" Selvi would not want to be married to Mbah Ribut. He even hit his own stomach in front of Teguh as well as Mr. Darmaji.
"Do I have to follow your mother first let you be satisfied? Don't kill me slowly with this shame.. You let me live alone, surely the angel of death will also come to pick me up when the time comes.. There's no need for you to make a pit of sin and kill me slowly with this kind of shame.."
Not slapped or got other physical violence from the father but Selvi was struck by his father's words.
"Sir.. I was raped sir, don't think I really want to have this child.. Don't tell me, sir, we just lost mom.. I don't want you to leave me either." The roar of tears did not make Mr. Darmaji's heart believe. Selvi lied in every way.
"Truely said people, pampering children must have limits. When the parents can no longer give what the child asks, then the head of the parents will be trampled so that the child is given his wish."
"And I've proved the truth of that talk.. Everyone is right, I am wrong. I love you too much, too afraid to deny your mother's orders, so you get out of control like this.. Yeah, you're not the one who's wrong.. All the mistakes are with me.."
"Do you, your mother before she died every night, you're the only one asked. Every night I ask.. Sir, where is Selvi sir? If I say I'll be home soon.. Your mother just nodded and began to close her eyes. When he woke up, he asked again.. Where's Mr Selvi? I said he's home, sleeping."
Steady to shed tears. Ayu who was there did not even have the power to stem the tears, sadness was difficult to penetrate into his heart since he was in the residence of the mbah kong.
"Your mother can't walk far.. His cough became more and more every time he was exhausted. But he keeps thinking about you. He's sweeping your room, he's tidying it up.. Sometimes I see her crying when she folds back the clothes that have been neatly arranged in the closet. He took it out again and folded one. Not clothes.. But yours, his son's shirt.. Because he misses you so much."
Mr. Darmaji's heart hurts not play. Looking at Selvi who was as unwilling, it was not her tears that came out but her heart that swallowed the pain.
"What are you crying about? Your mum? Or the fate of this stupid old man in front of you who left his wife dead?" Ask Mr. Darmaji staring at Selvi.
"Sir.. I'm sorry sir.. I'm sorry.." Selvi dropped into her father's lap. Crouching there and kissing the old man's hands in turn.
"Sir.." Selvi shook her father's hand.
"Who are you doing it with?" Ask Mr. Darmaji again.
"Same.. Shamans.. Shaman in the village opposite sir.. But I swear I didn't do it because I wanted to do it myself, sir. I'm framed.." Selvi is honest. That was all he could do to improve himself. Yep.. Honesty was the thing Selvi needed to do.
Mr. Darmaji's eyes are perfectly rounded, his heart beats faster. The hand was pulled to hold his own head which was painful. What other reality is this.. His only child was pregnant out of wedlock with a shaman.
"The shaman of the village opposite? Wahgelo storm?" Ask Mr. Darmaji to ask slowly. And not disdained Selvi immediately nodded his assent.
"Astaghfirullahalazi.. Oh God.." Now it's not just his head that hurts but his chest as well.
"Why package.." Constantly asked.
Not answering directly. Mr. Darmaji received a glass of warm water that Teguh gave him. It feels that the water that passes through his throat is not able to provide freshness for his body that is still swollen due to the lunge of the problem that is felt to be endless.
"Routines.. He's a shaman who used to help your dog so that he can quickly get momongan. Various rituals of your boulevard, we immediately fell poor at that time because it was always asked for an unreasonable amount of dowry by the shaman.. We can get back up again because of the help of your father and your mother Guh. Your mother is also willing to sell her house and stay here with me because while monitoring your bulls so as not to continue to be shackled by the greedy shaman's deceit.."
This time not only Teguh who was shocked but also Selvi. He even closed his mouth in disbelief at the reality he had heard.
So from a long time ago, before Selvi was born, the depraved shaman had ruined the lives of his parents. And either stupidity comes from nowhere, without Selvi knowing the past of her parents.. He threw himself into a pit of destruction dug by the same man who had cheated his parents.