Bakoh Shoulder

Chapters 140. Stubborn Story

Take a water hose to wash the motor. The old motorbike he always takes to work and drives wherever he goes. But just about to put the hose on the water faucet, he was visited by Selvi. He casually put back the hose that had been invited to get wet.

"Well where's Guh?" Tanya Selvi got off her bike.

"Inside, cook it. Why?"

Being at home, his appearance was very relaxed. As it is today only cotton shirts and shorts are attached to his body. Looks simple but still appropriate and pleasing to the eye. After all, for a Teguh, whatever he wears must seem calm and fashionable.

"I'm going to the midwife. Take Ayu." Terang Selvi who now sits on a swing that no one has occupied for a long time.

He sighed firmly, "Hell in, talk to yourself as well."

"God.." Selvi does not seem to want to talk to her cousin first.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Say father, I can't kill this boy.." Selvi. Teguh knew the sentence was not finished, so he chose to be silent and again listen to what Selvi would talk about.

"Mr wants to take care of this child later, and I.. I'm going Guh. I'm just gonna go wander.. Life here makes me depressed. I'm stressed. A lot of people talk about me. They all judged me like they never committed a sin..."

Firmly frowned. But, he still faithfully listened to the outpouring of his cousin's heart.

"I thought I could get Ervin.. You can stay in the household with him. I guess everything's gonna be okay.. But now my life is like being chased by trouble. This is that's a lot. I can't live like this." Selvi finally cried.

"Udah?" Said Teguh approaching Selvi who was still faithfully sitting on the old swing.

"You want to leave after giving birth, so you can stay away from the problems here. Ninggalin your baby son and your father who is not young anymore. Do you think you're the only one who's depressed and suffering here?"

"You saw your father.. He lost his wife, and in his old age was plagued with such problems that not everyone could be strong enough to sustain him. And he can still strengthen you, his son. He's willing to carry the burden even though I know his shoulders aren't that solid."

"Don't you feel sorry for your father? You're afraid of being talked about by neighbors, angry at their talk, but when you choose to leave are you sure they won't blaspheme you?"

Selvi felt that Teguh's speech had a point. But he felt unfair. That's not fair.

"I have to think about them but they never think about how I am Guh! Every out of the house is mocked yet unmarried, not employed, unemployed, and more. Now even more painful their talk.. They say I don't know myself, girls don't really get pregnant out of wedlock." Selvi said with her tears.

"From the fact that you are busy listening to them, you just cover your ears. People who talk to you a lot, you can't use both hands to cover their mouths one by one. Just use your hands to cover your ears."

"Never think of approaching Ervin again Cell. You don't know how morat-maritnya he after the pellet incident from your shaman. Cells.. I can think it's not instant either. I was abandoned by Nur when Ayu was a child. In the past, make eating difficult instead of playing. I fast a lot, so my son can eat three meals a day."

"Make pay for school I work odd jobs, debt here and there. Up to the bermaki-maki people because of the debt that could not pay before I also never. So farm laborers, work in stone-breaking projects, careless work in the market, accused of burglary, must work even though the child is sick.. I've done all that with Cells."

It was unexpected that Ayu heard all the conversations of her father and aunt. The girl beraras ayu immediately ran from the terrace of the house which was a few meters from the swing where they talked then hugged his father and kissed the hand of the father reverence. The novelty created turned out to flow into the recesses of Selvi's heart.

Selvi's back is like being slapped by reality. Something that everyone else got today did not come suddenly. Everything needs a process. The process of getting success at the point of being steadfast pours through many pools of sweat and tears.

And he had never felt what Teguh experienced. Because indeed all this time his parents always indulge and obey his wishes even though the buttocks, making the head so the feet and legs become the head.

Sometimes people will get lost on the wrong path, putting aside parental prohibitions. Ignore the tears of those who love him. Letting negative thoughts, pseudo-obsessions and selfishness flourish in the heart. Until it is not realized if all it damages it from within, making loved ones far wasted. And at the end of the story will occur a word of prolonged regret.

There had to be a major event that could overhaul his mindset. It's just that it all depends on each human being. When given the test, they will sincerely accept legowo or even more dragged into the center of sin that closer to hell.

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Ervin put a jacket that accompanied him all day round the street. Since being laid off at his place of work, he now has no established job. Whatever work he'll do.

Like these few weeks, he used the washing machine at his home to open laundry services. Customers can ask for their clothes to be delivered after they have been washed. Of course everything he did was fully supported by his wife, Caca.

They don't want to waste time looking for a job here and there, for them.. As long as they can create any job opportunity that is important halal and does not harm others, they will work.

"Capek is it?" Caca massaged Ervin's shoulder slowly. Their hands intertwine when Ervin with his gesture forbids the wife he knows is just as tired as he is to scold her.

"Have you eaten?" Ask Ervin slowly. Caca smiled faintly.

"Eat the deck, don't wait for me." Ervin knows, Caca's smile is the subtle answer if he hasn't eaten.

"I'm not that poor until you step on your stomach every day. You're at home taking care of the kids, taking care of the house, still helping with work.. Don't make me feel any more useless as the head of the deck household."

Without answering, Caca to the kitchen took a plate of rice and oseng beans as well as crackers as a side dish. "We ate together, huh?"

Ervin nodded not wanting to argue much. At that moment he was grateful for getting an understanding wife, who would accept it both in times of difficulty and pleasure, who wanted to continue to stay with him even though things were often not okay.

"Sir.. Thank you for always being faithful and staying with me when I don't have anything like this." Ervin's hand clasped Caca's soft fingers.

"I should say thank you, you never think of yourself. I know, you don't eat all day. Because of your money you already gave Mi Cha to pay SPP this morning right? You can say you have no money.. But you'd rather not eat so your son doesn't have to pay for school."

Ervin reviewed the smile. He rubbed his wife's cheek, "I love you." Say Caca first.

As Ervin drew his face closer to Caca, Vincent their second son came and whined for his father's sling. They both laughed at their son's funny behavior.