Aviza (Love is Lost)
Episode 95 Destroyed
Before returning to the city, Ria and Viza first dyed their hair and pierced their ears. They want to enjoy their youth with happiness. Looks cool in people's eyes. Because they did not have the money they could not go to the salon only able to buy hair paint and piercings in the store. Ria and Viza took turns dyed their hair and pierced their ears. Ria pierced only 1 in the left ear while Viza pierced directly 3 in the left ear as well. After finishing piercing their ears, Ria returned home while Viza returned to the city.
The next day Viza left as usual.
When returning home from work, Viza's grandmother was angry to see Viza's appearance changed to red hair mixed with blonde and pierced ears but Viza ignored her grandmother's anger. He just wants to be happy.
" Viz... said Aunt Neng you dyed your hair red and put a piercing in your ear? Is that true ?" while looking at Viza's hair that was reddish pond exposed to the light of the lamp.
Viza just kept quiet just went straight into the room regardless of her grandmother's anger.
" you have no mother, what do you want to be? look like a punk kid.If you like that many think we are not good girls either. "
" You should be a good child, be kind, so that you can quickly get a mate. And got a good soul mate anyway. Not like this. like a brat. "
" I'll tell your father to cut your hair like that. Like a delinquent doesn't have a family "
Feeling that her Grandma had finished talking, Viza started to open her pillow and said inwardly.
" i haven't had a family since my mother's death, I've lost the affection I once had from my family. After my mother was gone, no one noticed me. Dad was busy with his own affairs, he said, my brother is busy with his own family. I live with myself. Working to be able to buy Adek's milk, living with the pressure here and there so that I want to marry my half-son. Now my slave does not force me again to marry his stepson, I feel free.. I can't enjoy my life living the life I want. Doing what I like. Looking for the happiness I didn't get after my mother's death. I forgot how it's family. Who's the old man? I lost my parents even though only my mother died. While my father is still alive but I feel like I lost him too. My life was ruined when my mother died. I am devastated by this destiny. No one was directing me to be better, no one was reprimanding me when I was wrong. Grandma could only be angry at me. vented my grandmother's annoyance at my father. Can't be gentle with me. Every day is just the anger I get when I stay here. I need someone to be my back, but Andin, who is where I lean, has left me. All this makes me crumble... Sometimes I want to catch up with my mother, but I remember my promise to mother, who will take care of Risa when she is gone, who will be her sister and mother. That will protect her from stepmother. Because of that promise I have to stay alive.yes...I must not give up on this harsh life "The tears of Viza remember everything. He put her to sleep in her tears.
