Aviza (Love is Lost)

episode 35 of shiv and aviza in the city of L

Brother Shiv asked viza

" oh.kamu his girlfriend shiv ya who always told me that, beautiful also turned out."

When I wanted to answer that I was not his girlfriend, Shiv suddenly came and said

" what the hell, brother.go first, brother."

" Ok.ok. People's children should not be brought home shiv nights. "

" So brother."

Throughout the journey Shiv always invites conversation but I just answer it. I'm still curious about the change in mother's attitude, when shiv I asked him he also said surprised by the change in mother's attitude. He also did not know why my mother could turn out well to him even very well according to him.

Along the way I felt guilty about Andin for going with another guy. But I also wanted to watch the festival and she was 3 months less active so I couldn't tell her. About my departure with Shiv in L.

Arriving in the city of L I met with Yanti, Ria, Hana and my other friends. Seeing me with shiv, it seems that Yanti does not like it, Yanti takes Ria and Hana away. Ever since I was with Andin Yanti, she's been avoiding me, and she doesn't even want to see me. I know he used to like Andin but Andin prefers me. My relationship with Yanti stretched like never before before knowing Andin we are close friends. Because Andin my friendship with Yanti was destroyed and shiv friendship with Andin also stretched. By being the same Andin I hurt a lot of hearts... I sacrificed my friendship and now Andin has no news. It's all my fault I prefer love over friends.

At the festival it feels ordinary. Not as exciting as I used to be when I came with my friends and met with Iwan.

The guy who always met me at the festival in L city who never signed up but he always came but it's been 2 years since he's never seen me again. I don't know what happened to Iwan I don't know.

2 Years ago before knowing Andin, I always waited for Iwan here. Because since the 1st grade of Junior High he always met me here until the 3rd grade of Junior High. But 2 years ago he did not come even though Iwan had promised to come to this festival every year to see me.

I asked God

" Lord..Where did Iwan, why did he not come,?"

Until now I have not found the answer to my question.

But the last year I saw him, he said don't wait for me anymore...And asked me to come to his house with him but I refused because I felt we had nothing to do so why did I come to his house.

A few days after the festival I heard there was a young man who had an accident near the festival and the young man was named Iwan. He died instantly. Hearing that news I didn't expect that it was my Iwan. Many names Iwan in the city L. After the accident Iwan never came to see me again. Could it be my Iwan? The man I've been looking for every time I come to the festival in L, the one who always sees me and waits for me at the festival...