Aviza (Love is Lost)

episode 40 Arisa brought grandmother to father's hometown

After 40 days of my mother's death, my daughter's Radhik was brought home because no one here took care of her.

I still can't love my sister, but I don't hate her the way I used to. I began to learn to accept it and all the destinies that the owner of life has laid down.

After my mother's departure, my life felt empty. My brother and I never got along, I was just close to my mom. Even with my father I'm not so close. My family's condition is a mess. Dad was like a frustrated person after my mother's departure, he lived with my grandmother while I lived with my sister.

Every time I go home from school I always pick up my sister-in-law Kaka, my sister's husband. He was so nice to me that I never thought badly of him. One day when my sister-in-law picked me up after school she took me to her house first, while the house was quiet because my sister was living with me at my mother's house. my sister-in-law told me to go to bed later after I was lost tired she was just going to drive me home, because she's a good person I follow all her words. I took a break in my brother's room but when I pretended to be asleep I felt like someone wanted to kiss me on the back of my neck, when I got out of bed and said I wanted to go home. I never thought that my brother-in-law would want to ruin my future. On the way home my sister-in-law continued to apologize to me and promised not to repeat it again as long as I did not open my mouth to anyone about the incident in my sister's room. I just nodded in accordance with his words. I still shocks that incident.

Since then I started avoiding my sister-in-law, I was not as close as I used to be to always ask her for help if I found it difficult to do anything.

The class exam is over and today the report will be distributed to the student guardians. I was worried about staying in class because my mother's departure had decreased my value but my concern turned out to be wrong I went up the class even with the fitting value of Pasan.

School holidays have arrived, my father took me to my grandmother's house so that I could keep my sister who had started to crawl, it makes my grandmother tired of looking after her every day.

2 Weeks there I began to love my sister, it seems she also has an inner bond with me. When the school holidays have been trying I will go back to my house and go back to school again. The closeness for 2 weeks made it hard to leave him. On the way home I cried.I can't stop my tears because I can't leave my little fairy alone. I promised my mother that I would take care of my sister. I'm not gonna let a stepmom hurt her...

But whatever my day I'm still in school, if I graduate later I'll take care of him. I'll take care of her, I'll be a mother to her as well as a sister to her. O God, always protect my little fairy, my spirit of life... I rediscovered my spirit in my grandmother's house. I want to live for my brother, I won't ruin my life just because I mourn Andin's departure