Aviza (Love is Lost)

episode 30 Andin will be working while studying out of town

Every night I and Andin call to let go of the longing for not being able to meet often. Even so I'm happy...

I don't feel like time goes on and my relationship with Andin has been 3 months. My parents also really liked Andin, they agreed I was dating Andin. Besides being kind, Andin was also polite and handsome, perhaps that's why my mother agreed to our relationship. Every Sunday night Andin always comes home, if he doesn't come my mother always asks could I have a fight with Andin so Andin doesn't come. My mom is very considerate of Andin. He already thought Andin was like his own son, so my father and mother wanted to have a son but they only had 2 daughters.

Tonight Andin called me that he was coming home tomorrow to tell me something. I can't wait for tomorrow until last night I can't sleep because I want to see her quickly.

to the next day at exactly 9:00 Andin had arrived home and asked permission for mother to take me for a walk. My mother immediately allowed it without a second thought indeed she strongly agreed that my relationship with Andin can get to marriage even though we are young but I hope my relationship with Andin can last. I've been so trusting of Andin, too, that Andin's a good boy he's not gonna do anything to me.

Andin took me to a beach, we went for a walk together on the beach enjoying the beautiful and soothing atmosphere of the beach.

There Andin said something to me that made my chest so tight that I could not breathe. Because of the shock I just kept quiet without saying anything, suddenly my tears were filled...

Seeing me cry Andin hugged me and stroked my hair while saying

" Have me dheg, I have to go. I want to pursue my goals. I want to go to college and I want to improve my family's economy. I as the eldest son is responsible for the future of my sisters. My father and mother are old, my dad is small who will pay for their school if not me.

But I promise even if we're far away I'll always call you..."

Hearing those words I could not say anything. I can't keep Andin by my side. That was his decision. All of this is also for his future.

"Have not cried, I just went to work and college. I'm not leaving you, baby..."

" Ku kog dheg, mas promise mas will not leave adheg "

" 3 days to go to the city of dheg "

" Adheg can not mas, canterin mas up to the terminal "

" yeah dheg, mas leave at 3 pm"

" yes later adheg antarin mas, adheg back to school directly to the house mas ya "

" It's dheg afternoon, anterin mass home huh? I'll worry again. "

" But I still want to be with mas.." I asked a little spoiled

" Mas also still want to be with adheg but want how else dheg..."

On the way home I continued to hold her tightly like I did not want to part with her. I felt love for the first time how beautiful it is to love. Yes he is Andin is my first love and I hope to be my last love....