Aviza (Love is Lost)
episode 6 of aviza starts at bully teman2 school
Because of that incident everyone spoke of viza, where the viza went all eyes looked at him strangely. Only imas always give him support so as not to think too much about this problem. Imas said gradually everyone would forget about the problem and I tried to believe in Imas. I knew Imas always protected me he wouldn't let me get into trouble. But when Imas didn't go to school they were my friends2 always making fun of me with that incident even though it's been months. It turns out they haven't forgotten about the problem. I didn't dare leave class when Imas didn't attend school because all first grade would laugh at me when I saw me and I couldn't bear to hear it. Since that incident Ardan and I have never spoken a word, we avoid each other, although we used to rarely talk but never tried to avoid each other. I feel like I want to quickly2 up to 2nd grade in order to escape from all this.I have suffered a lot in the face of all this. I can only calm down when I'm at home, while at school I want to hurry2 home, trying not to hear the word2 that will hurt my heart but I still hear it.
The day I spent in Junior High was full of pressure, especially Ardan fans talk that makes ears feel burning, want me to tear their mouths one by one tp I do not have the courage like that.
I regretted my answer to Dina's question back then, lest I answer it I might not have experienced something like this. SMP time should be a fun time tp that I feel otherwise. Regret even nothing means that everything has happened cannot be avoided maybe this has indeed become my destiny. Only Imas can calm me down while I'm at school, because no one dares to mock me because they're afraid of being cute. Anyone who dares to hurt me will beat him. I'm like my bodyguard. Where is always controlled. Ucup alone until the kapok in Hajar Imas because2 hurt me. Until now Ucup did not dare to talk to me afraid of wrong and got his fist Imas.
after the exam is over I'm very happy because the holidays will be starting soon.Holiday this time I will vacation at my brother's house in town for 1 week. Before leaving for the city R my father and mother told me that I should not trouble my brother there.I had to be obedient and polite while living with my father's nephew in the city. I also have packed and brought a little change of clothes because my father's nephew also has a sister who is the same age as me JD I can pinch his clothes. So said my father's nephew. My father's niece Nelly was a midwife who was placed in my village and I accompanied her while in the village. So we're as familiar as Kaka and sister. I want to have a sister like Nelly, she's very kind and caring to me, not like my very cold and ignorant sister. If Nelly was my brother, maybe I'd be so happy and wouldn't fight with him.
