Aviza (Love is Lost)
episode 10 early entry into 2nd grade school (2)
After school, I entered my room and closed the door.
Mom asks "viz you why baby, eat first yuk. You'll be a laper..."
I'm just answering "then, ma'am, not yet a laper"
I still think about Tika's talk in class. All the girls were hysterical when they heard the news that I shot Ardan but he was rejected, their impression bully me, famous and beautiful girl22 like Rani, Ema, 2,Asih and Nia aja g dare to shoot Ardan while I who dare 2nya shoot Ardan is ugly, not beautiful, not gupu gaul what can make Ardan interested in me?although actually the story is not like that, but because many people news A until there is B there D there is S different2 all. Even though I don't know if I really like it or just admire Ardan. If I like why this rejection doesn't hurt if I don't like why I still think about Ardan every day. I'm so confused about myself.
this 2nd grade seems like it's going to be the same story as the 1st grade. I'm going to be bully material in class, especially my class is a class that many other class children say the class is super girls 2 beautiful. because this is where Rani the gang leader, Ema, Asih and Nia are located. The most popular kid since 1st grade. So I'm getting more depressed living in this class let alone my protector the image is in another class. Fortunately, there is Dina who always helps me in every difficulty. I'm getting close to Dina...
After a few hours in the room, I finally left the room to find food. When I smelled the stench of chicken innards my stomach was getting hungry and out of control. My mom always knew my favorite food without me asking mom to make this food often.
" no mom, I'm fine2. There's no problem you need to worry about, "my answer
" yes, if you do not want to tell the same story mom, mom will not maksa kog, if you have finished eating quickly change clothes" said my mother. I just nodded.
I may have grown up but my nature is still like a child.every school go home mom always helps me take off my shoes, even though I can alone but I always ask my mom to help her. I always reasoned that I was tired and so tired that I couldn't take my own shoes off. Without saying anything, my mother always obeyed me. Sometimes I think that I'm a disrespectful child to parents,but I'm at home being the youngest child and sister so it's natural that I'm spoiled.so I think so I don't feel guilty asking mom to do what I want.
At home I was like a princess but at school I was like an invisible little ant so sometimes 2 often stepped on. Good thing Rani's gang never made it difficult for me even they tend to be indifferent to me.
I was more happy and calm with their attitude towards me, I was afraid that they would bully me because they were told to like Ardan. Only his bodyguard Ema the centil, Asih the judge and Nia the good-natured one who is sometimes 2 nosy with me, making fun of me with the brave stupid chick2nya shot ardan. I could only quietly hear all that, I did not dare to fight them.
