Aviza (Love is Lost)
episode 19 arrival of silat coach in aviza village
When I arrived in class I cried, Diana tried to calm me down. I am very sad why anyone should bring up ardan again and humiliate me in his class Imas even though since the 3rd grade my life has been quiet without Ardan.
Suddenly, Ima came and asked
" who dares to make you cry, don't be afraid. Just tell me."
I just shook my head.
Imas looks very angry and returns to his class. If only Imas was a boy maybe I would love him because he cared so much for me and protected me. I was always safe and comfortable beside him.
After that incident somehow no one mentioned Ardan's name in front of me anymore. Although Imas is a class of Ardan, Imas also never mentioned Ardan.
The days passed with my solitude.
I also asked my father to enroll me in silat training, because I do not want to be bullied forever, I want to be able to silat to defend myself. Unfortunately the senior coach said that I was not old enough to participate in silat training because at least had to be 16 years old in order to enter silat training. It's still less than 2 years so I can join silat training.
Every Sunday night I always see silat exercises in front of the house shiv, my cousin's friend faith and also I began to dare to glance at the guys silat coach. Turns out the handsome guys thought I was too. After the practice of silat the friends of faith always stay at the house of faith. They always play volleyball in front of the house of faith. Because the house of faith is not far from my house I always see them playing volleyball from the window balek. My mother and my beautiful sister who saw that started to ridicule me and joke with me. They're compact to bully me. Although I can't deny I started to get interested in the guys and started to look at them one by one looking for someone who might shake my heart off Ardan.
It turns out that his friends of faith also many who send greetings to me through faith. Greetings from them my heart blossoms. I no longer cared about Ardan, I began to seek my own happiness.
Tonight this Sunday after watching silat practice. Suddenly faith called me and told me to stop by her house and introduce her friends to me. I who was a little shy get acquainted with them and go straight home because I was nervous and salting facing them most guys all.
There was one guy who cared about me, he was white, tall and not so handsome, but he was nice to me. He's a friend of faith and also a silat coach. He's the brother of the founder of silat in my village who just moved 5 months ago. But the assesan I never saw him. Although his family used to come from my village and wander out of town but now they return to my village. He's called shiv, at least that's what his friends always say. We started close and we finally got it. I have a girlfriend coach Silat. Whether this is called love or not but I feel different when I was with Ares I was not happy.
When my mother became suspicious of my friendship with shiv, my mother began to know about our relationship and forbade me to get in touch with shiv again. Mom says shiv family family is not good. I don't know what my mother meant to say that way.
