Aviza (Love is Lost)

episode 79 Sadness of Viza because of all the memories of Andin who always tormented her

" Promise will not be the son of the song again, let you do not remember the same Andin "

Viza just smiled a little.

It did not feel like it was 21:00, Viza asked Beni and Adi to come home because it was already night. Finally they came home and it made Viza feel relieved.

" I'm going home first dheg "

" yes, my heart "

" When you get home, don't call dheg "

" okay. sis "

Ria was allowed to go home because it was night. When all had gone home Viza immediately went to her room and played her memorable song with Andin. Every time he heard the song he was calm.

" why...why did you leave me,why did you leave me? why.... What is my fault? " do you remember me when you heard this song, did you miss me when you heard this song? I want to know why you're doing all this to me? you know I love you so much you're my first love, how I can live without you if I forget you I can't. "

He recalled all his memories with Andin whether there was something that made Andin go away from him.

" Maybe it was high school time I once cuekin you mas, yes I remember. Is it possible because you used to call but I turned it off because at that time I wanted to focus on studying soon after the midterms, is that because it's mas? as I remember only that time I nyuekin you indeed I was a little angry as long as there was no news and also when I called never picked up at that time I was angry same mother because I have children again I do not want to have Adek, I do not like my mother to share her affection with anyone other than me. I went on a hunger strike again. Is it because of that? but it doesn't seem like that's your reason because before that you've been difficult to contact. continue what mas....what's my fault why you left me? "

I've tried to forget you and find a replacement for you but I still can't afford to forget you. I still remember about you. I miss you, I miss you so much...

Every time she remembered Andin, Viza always shed tears. Tired of thinking about all those things, Viza fell asleep carrying a million of her grief and also her longing for Andin.

In the morning as usual, Risa builds Viza invites her to play. Looking as bright as Viza's eyes, she kept crying last night thinking about Andin. As if he did not have the energy to continue his life because of his sadness but when he saw Risa's smile he just realized that his life means a lot to Risa. He must stay alive for Risa. The promise he made to his mother made him have to stay alive no matter what.

Today Viza picket afternoon so all day can play with her sister Risa. His sadness seemed to disappear when he saw the little girl who always called his brother laughing cheerfully. As if the world returned as it was before the departure of his mother, although it had been almost 3 years Viza still could not accept that his mother was gone. His father also married again even without the permission of his children. Viza never agreed if her father married again but her father's desire could not be delayed anymore.Viza was forced to let her father marry again with a woman he did not like.