Aviza (Love is Lost)

episode 1 of a gloomy childhood

aviza.that is my name that has been given my parents.Since childhood I have lived poor, my parents are just odd jobs that are not necessarily his income every day.

when I was 5 years old because of my parents' debts that were too much my mother decided to go abroad to become a TKI. At that time I did not know what happened that I knew someday after mom made it there our lives would be even better.

I still remember when I drove my mother to be TKI.before we came home my mother had breastfed me for the last time even though it had been 5 years I still often suckle on my mother.at that time I saw, I was still nursing my mother,my mother had tears in her eyes while kissing me.as if not to part with me but what is my mother's power Because of the economic crush my mother had to leave us.

a few months later my mother had no news at all.My father was very worried about my mother, my father continued to find information about my mother but all that was useless because no one knew the whereabouts of my mother at this time.

3 Months passed without any clarity as to how my mother's fate was,arrived2 there was a postman came with a letter from his mother.we were all happy that my mother was good2 only and 1 week again would leave for Saudi Arabia to become a TKI there.

at that time I did not know what2, I knew I would be invited to play if I obeyed their will.tp good thing they only told me to do it once.

days passed by many friends whose age was far above me toyed with me like a doll, told me this, told me it was laughing at me.if I did not comply with their request, he said,they don't want to be friends with me.so lonely I want the love of my family that I haven't had since my mother's departure,I often used my friend2.even my brother was engrossed in his own world.he often stayed at home rarely hang out with other friends.I almost feel no brother.

2 Years have passed, the family economy has also started to improve.it used to be a lot of people toying with me,bully me now no longer.now in my house there are many items that are classified as luxury for the size of the village people at that time in 1999 because there is already a color television, color television,motor is also there.homekupun now has walled bricks instead of woven bamboo again and ceramic floor.My mother is classified as successful overseas.now no one humbles my family anymore many who want to be friends with me.only 2 years all my sadness passed tp I still feel there is less affection that I did not get dr to 2 of my parents.I also forgot how 2 years I live without a mother that I remember only me often fed by my neighbor2.I don't remember about my father and my brother because they seemed far away from me and there was no special treatment for me so I can remember it until now.