
Today I went to class early because today my picket is for cleaning class, that's my first reason and 2nd reason because my dad bought me a new uniform...I like my new uniform because it looks very good and also tight like a boy2 gang Rani has.yuhu.pasti cool and of course I will not be told cupu again because it looks like Rani's gang. Surely Anak2 will stop mocking me and bully me.
Today I am very excited for school. Just this time since I entered 2nd grade I felt so happy, I never felt this happy.
Some of the disciples had already come and looked at me with strange gazes, I was a little stiff but tried to calm down a little and greet them. But they still care about me. I'm sad, then Dina comes and laughs at me she says "viz, why do you wear clothes like Rani's tight gang? "
I said "no kog, only my father bought him a little small " though this is all I ask the same father so that my new clothes are made tight so that they can be like them so as not to be considered mute by friend2. I want to be like other friends2.
" you don't fit viz to wear clothes like this, it's not you. You want to be like Rani's gang, right? " arrive 2 Tika came from behind Dina. Meanwhile I just kept quiet, all the classes laughed at me for wanting to be like Rani and her friend.
" you think after you wear tight clothes like me, Artan will like you? No, less rani what? that's still Ardan's word . "Ema... " UPS... RAN release, maav huh? " Ema immediately fell silent when divulging that Rani had been rejected by Ardan.The whole class immediately rame and looked at Rani with question marks. And Rani tried to explain to them. As for me, just silently. secretly do not want to talk what2. I don't wear this shirt because I want Ardan to like me but because I want them not to call me cupu, that's all...but the main thing is I don't want to be called a cupu I want them to think of me like other friends. In my heart I speak like that but in reality I can only silently, silently a thousand languages.
The break rang I kept quiet and didn't want to leave class, I didn't want the rest of the class to laugh at me.
arrived2 everyone in the class was silent, and whispered, I heard them say Ardan's name slowly. The ardan? I was shocked when I heard that name and they said my name. Samar2 I heard Ardan approaching aviza. This is impossible I said in my heart.
when I looked ahead it turned out that Ardan was in front of Tika's stool and it was very close to me. I bowed down not daring to look at him. Just a few minutes he chatted with Tika, indeed Tika ever said that Ardan is his brother Tika So it is natural that Ardan nyamperin Tika. About 15 minutes Ardan left Tika . before Ardan left he had a glance at me and just left. I did steal a glance with him so I knew that before leaving Ardan glanced at me.