Aviza (Love is Lost)

episode 21 death of grandfather aviza

Today I started my graduation exam. Every morning before school I kissed my mother's hand and asked her to pray for me to graduate. I believe mother's prayer is very effective.

The first day of the exam I felt sure I could do the exam easily especially this is the lesson I like that is Indonesian. Imas was sitting near me, he used to look at me because maybe he was worried that Ardan was also sitting near me even a little far away. Ardan and I were in the exam room, but he and I haven't said hello since 3 years ago. Even when we did, we pretended not to know. That's how my relationship with Ardan we avoided each other when we met.

The 2nd day exam was a tough day for me, my grandfather passed away at dawn. All my uncles, uncles and distant relatives gathered at my mother's house because indeed since returning from abroad my grandfather chose to live with my mother. While I have to take the graduation exam and can't see grandfather buried. I can't be calm about the exam, I want to go home quickly.

I tried to finish my exam and went home to see my grandfather buried but what day my grandfather was buried half an hour ago. I'm so sad...

Many of my brothers stayed for up to 7 days of my grandfather's death. I can also play with my brothers. I took Santi (my uncle's son, my mother's sister) for an afternoon walk on my father's motorcycle.

Since then, my uncle has not communicated with my mother. It's all because of me. My mother's relationship with my uncle is no longer as harmonious as it used to be. I felt so guilty to Santi, I regretted why it was time to obey his whimper to be taught to ride a bike. While I myself just learned to ride. Rice has become porridge, everything has happened. I have to move on, I can't drown in my guilt.

Today is graduation announcement day. All the parents come to school. Likewise with my parents, he who came home from a meeting with his father Imas directly to school to take the results of graduation. And taking me home, on every trip home I always ask Dad if I graduated? My father was silent. I'm so worried that I'm afraid I won't graduate.

Finally my father gave me an envelope and told me to open it. When I opened it, I saw the word PASS. I was so happy I hugged and kissed my mother. They're happy, but my dad doesn't look happy. Something made him sad. I don't know what made my dad sad, I don't know...