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CHAPTER 36

I sat pensively on one of the available chairs on the side of the road, it felt too weak to keep going. If I hadn't held back the prestige, I might have cried. My shoulders shook with the pain.

I pressed my chest hard. Why does it feel so painful? Look at the face when it's full of torment. With both eyes on me he said he would continue to take his relationship to a more serious level. Why does all this feel so painful?

I hit the wall to release my emotions. Why do you have such a bad idea? I shut my mouth with my hands tight. Trying to hold back so I don't scream. Saga finally came.

"Why are you Dev?" ask Deva from beside me. Saga looked at me and was a little surprised to see how messy I looked, unlike usual. Saga brought her face closer to me, trying to see me closer. "Lu cry? Ah cemen Lu, hahaha. Laughter dong woy," joked Saga.

"Here," said Saga as she thrust her handkerchief in front of my face. "Take nih, smooth your cry. Jijik Gua saw it," he said with a laugh.

I stared at the handkerchief in front of my face, "What the hell is Lu, who's trying to cry? Forbidden Lu ah, Hahaha," I replied with a forced laugh due to the prestige of Saga.

"Well, don't laugh, shame is the same aunt," said Saga while pointing at a billboard with a picture of aunty smiling.

"Let's go Dev, not here. To the bar is fun," said Saga. I feel unable to move. Saga looked at me impatiently and pulled me stronger. "Let's a crybaby, what are you waiting for?!" Until finally I could only obey what Saga said.

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I sat down on this bar table with an ungodly feeling. I can hardly believe everything that happened today. Too many surprises toying with me.

I was breathing hearing it. With the Saga here is enough to make me a moment cooler. In this bar I told Saga everything that had happened. Saga was very upset to hear it, just like me.

I glanced at the clock already showing half twelve nights. The sun seemed to have fallen asleep. Saga and I left the bar.

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Being alone in the bedroom inevitably made me keep remembering the incident. I kept thinking, how can I keep that guy? While I only defend my identity He does not like it, even though I love and love Him sincerely.

All this time I've been looking after Bila, I've never hurt her physically. Now the man is willing to play a hand on the man I've been guarding.

Tell me something Bil, are you happy with her? Or is it just your hope? Or do you need more? Is there something else you are looking for from Him?

Perhaps you are already drowning in a deep love for her. Until the pain you receive is not a problem for you.

Bil, my body shuddered as I looked at your two eyeballs. The taste that has dimmed seems to be reborn with a sense of wanting to have you. I see the path that lies within you. Allow me a moment to visit your heart Bil, correct the pain you are receiving.