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CHAPTER 20

Billa gets portrait jobs so much more often. And most of the photoshoots are done in Jakarta. When following one of the casting to become an advertising star. And at that time I was in full support and always encouraged when even though the casting of the ad ended up failing.

When the story about the failure to be the star of the ad while shedding tears. I'm encouraging and trusting myself when not to drop. I have always assured that someday when it will be a great figure. And someday when it will definitely become a star.

Bila's spirit reappears when she gets the next chance to cast. And on this second chance If very good and lucky, he managed to escape to become an advertising star. I was still running next to Bila. Encouraging and supporting her has become my duty.

Either I run very fast, or I'm no longer fast. Since the ad project when more and more and it demands if to go to Jakarta more often without me to deliver.

"You never anther me again must be because of Dinda, right?" accuse Bila.

I'm really hurt when you accuse me like that. All those years we've been dating you've accused me of it. My struggle that was always beside you, you forget about it.

Dewi is a girl model who helps in making my band clip video. I chose Dewi to be a video clip band model I have considered carefully. I really wanted to be a video clip model.

It's not that I don't appreciate her, I really appreciate her. At that time I felt like I was flying too far.

As he left, we stared at each other in his car window, waving hands. This time you go there alone. And this time I was in Bandung feeling lonely. And for the second time we have to break up.

My relationship and If that has been going on for a long time does not make my communication and if the follow-up break up as well. I often go to Jakarta. I am also still ready to listen to the story of the struggle Bila, complained when. And I advise Bila to look for a man who can look after her in Jakarta.

By the time I met him in Jakarta the second time I saw and heard If I was on a friendly phone, it seemed like when I listened to my advice. Maybe it's his new girlfriend. Worrying about others replacing my position is certainly very sad.

I can't be sad too long. I can't take it for granted to be an encouragement to my life again. I need to start moving on.

The arrival of Bila and his Mother's father to Bandung makes it even harder to move on. This time they came to Bandung to attend his brother's wedding. When his dad gave me my favorite band shirt. I'm moved by his father when he always treated me like his own son.

But on the other hand, it scared me too. Afraid that one day everything will change if they know me and if they have broken up for a long time.