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CHAPTER 29
I always wonder if what I am doing right now has worked or not. Successfully love Sally without remembering When. I'm not sure about that yet.
But, lately, I feel a great love I have given to Sally. At first I thought this was just love as my request, it turned out that this love was present by itself. However, the more love I give Sally the more worried I get. Afraid that someday Sally will love me more and more but my love for Sally will just fade when I meet Bila.
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I stepped out of the house to enjoy the shade of twilight in the afternoon.
"Ehhh sorry." I heard a voice behind me. I turned to him and there was a woman standing there smiling kindly at me.
"Me, I just wanted to make sure. You Deva yah?" ask the woman.
"Ehh, yes I am Deva, why do I know my name? Have we ever known each other before?" my spoken.
"I didn't expect to see you here at all. I don't think we know each other, but I know you Dev. Who try not to know you. I still remember when your band played in my school, everyone on the craze talking about you," he said.
I laughed at the woman's explanation, "that's it, they weren't interested in me, they were interested in my band's performance" I said in a laugh.
The woman in front of me introduced herself, her name was Mila. He said he was his classmate when. He also knew that I was his ex-girlfriend. I was quite surprised to hear it.
"But Tasya, how come you still want me? That was a long time ago," I asked.
"Yes I certainly remember, besides I was amazed by you and your band, you were my former friend. How could I forget," Tasya replied with a smile.
On the sidelines of the chat Tasya told me that Bila and her boyfriend were now happy. Tasya said they would take the relationship in a more serious direction.
Hearing the explanation from Tasya, the feelings present in my body were mixed between happy and sad. Happy to hear now when you are happy, and sad because when happy is open with me.
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The night wind gushed into the windows of my room. It usually feels very cold. But somehow this time the wind's attempt to cool me down didn't seem to work, probably because my heart was hot.
I sat on my bed hugging my favorite black guitar.
"*All I want is nothing more
To hear you knocking at my door
'Cause if I could see your face once more
I could die a happy man I'm sure
When you said your last goodbye
I died a little bit inside
I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side*~"
My black guitar seduced me into singing Kodaline's All I Want. Hi Kodaline!! Is this a special song for me? I feel this song is the content of my heart right now.
