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CHAPTER 26

"*Have

Slow already

Now it's all over

Maybe this is the best path

And we need to let go of this reality

Be a star in the sky

That our love will be eternal

Let your light shine upon this nature

To be witnesses of our love

Both

Two*"

I sang half-breathing at this concert. This time I went to a concert with Saga and her boyfriend. Wiggling her boyfriend Saga seemed to yawn and then nagged at Saga because of boredom, I smile understandably with her boyfriend Saga who usually does not want to come to music shows.

In the middle of the concert. Suddenly my heart trembled and limp from seeing When suddenly there was a concert, I was suddenly dead in style.

To be honest I miss the same when and on that day, it felt like I wanted to run hard towards Bila hugging Bila, smelling her body, smelling her, ruffling her hair and saying the same if without her in my life feels heavy her cramming.

But here it is now. We stand from different places. They look at each other and try to stay away from each other. If this has been an important role in my life, now stand in this place. But let alone knowing the story of his life now, smelling his body can't. Even now it feels foreign.I try to clear my mind. Okay, if you and I are done.

If only life could be replayed, it would be like I went back in time when I was with you Bil. Accompanied by skating while my sweat is pouring.

But here it is now, here it is today. Immediately reach your dream Bil, and may we meet at the finish line.

...&&&&&...

Time spins so fast, so busy I set my dreams, I so rarely think about when. Ohiya, I have a new collection called Jemmy. Jemmy is my new green jeep that I bought first with my hard work, not with my parents' money.

I'm lucky Jemmy's just a car, if Jemmy spoke he'd probably talk about how many women I've been driving up Jemmy. Fortunately Jemmy is just a regular car in general.

Changing girls makes many people say that my nature is now changing, except Saga because Saga knows my life process. I change girls not because I want to look badboy let alone cap playboy. But it was just a process for me to forget my past and look my best.

I was just trying to find the crowd out of my empty life. I'm just trying to save my broken love. I was just trying to shake off the never-ending solitude.

I want to say goodbye to the night. Hay dark, can I go and never come back? I don't want to hold back any more longings.

I'm just trying to clear my heart of bad memories. Looking again for the right taste, but everything seems not right. I just revolve around finding a place that is comfortable for me, even though with that more women will feel hurt.

I stared at my phone screen with a wallpaper with the caption 'NEVER GIVE UP' . I threw my phone on the bed and lay down while taking a deep breath. It feels like the wallpaper I made was in vain, it still feels like I want to give up.