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CHAPTER 25
"Where are you? So not to Jakarta?" ask if through a message.
"I'm on my way home. I want to go back to Bandung, yeah," I replied.
"Oh so now if the road to Jakarta already do not want to ngabarin me huh? Though many stories about me the same boyfriend I want to get. But be careful, be careful" wrote Bila.
"I just don't want to bother you Bil, you have no news anyway" I replied.
"That you are not aware of me at all, He went back to Jakarta just a day anyway, immediately went again to Australia," said Bila.
And this long debate took place through a message until I got to Bandung. Me and Bila argue about a lot that I can't forget. What is clear is that I at that time was really with an effort to make the reverse again the same when. On the other hand, if still maintaining the same relationship with me, but he also admitted that he could not release his girlfriend. And finally I said that I would go and say thank you very much.
"So now you're going to go? After so much about us being together."
"Yes Bil, I will go from your life. Be careful and thank you."
Usually when I hear stories about failures when, I always support and encourage her to be patient and more enthusiastic. But, for this time I can not continue to be a runaway if every Bila run from the same problem with her boyfriend. But it's time for me to really let go when without any hope anymore. We should be happy together even if we are no longer together.
"Bil, I hope you're not offended by my message. This is also for your good, I think you have been just constantly discourse about your dreams and tell me about your life problems. But you never fought and finished it. Don't just plan with all your dreams Bill, that plan needs action. You have to start acting, don't just talk. I'm sorry if this message makes you sick, but it's best for you, Bill."
Yes this is the message I wrote, of course this is all not true. I know when I've arranged his dreams little by little. Of course I am amazed by all the plans when it is carefully arranged, and of course if not only make a plan but also with action.
If it finally releases me, it seems like my rude accusation to If it works enough to hate me. If you stop to call me. Replacing the phone number the second time is quite enough to make me forget, although I'm sure if I do not change the number if the right will call me.
Delete all the photos with you on my phone. Slowly I walked away from you. Of course it's the hardest thing, but I'm sure it's the best. I am really counting on you, but I am sure that sincere love is willing to let you go.
It feels like saying love is so easy, but why is living it so hard? It never seems enough. You love someone and it's not me. Yep!! I like you, but I have to let you go now and forever.
