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CHAPTER 30

I shook my head. Trying to escape the shadow that started running around in my mind.

Ah, it's Dev!! It seems that now He really can't go back with you. He may never tell you again. He might not see me again. He might not be there for me anymore.

Hey, but wait!! Why would I expect her to be by my side again? I was banging my head in annoyance not being able to shake off the shadow he had in my mind.

Conscious Dev is conscious!! There's Sally who loves you more sincerely. I shouldn't have thought about falling in love with Bila. Huh huh? What the fuck? It seems like my mind is starting to get affected by him again. There's no way I'm falling back in love with her.

But, I cannot deny, my heart feels faster every memory of my past with Bila. My lips were like there was a forced pull to smile when I remembered them. I hit my bed hard. What's wrong with me?

Tok.. The sound of people knocking at my door.

"Well, in! Not in the key," I said, shouting.

"Deva.." exclaimed my mother as she entered my bedroom.

I turned to him, and took his right hand for me to kiss "Hay Bu, haven't you slept yet?" My toot.

"Mommy hasn't seen you every day, I want to see you before you go to bed" my mom said.

I smiled and looked at my mother. Today, I did come home later than usual, until I had not had time to meet Mom. "Ohh so Mother misses me, no wonder. I don't care about people," I joked.

I smiled as I looked at my hand. "Oh ma'am, this is just a normal wound later also healed," I replied coldly.

My mother was very attentive to me. Even though I'm no longer a child. To my mom, I'm still a cute baby, cute and adorable. No wonder my mother paid extra attention to me.

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"Good fun" I said to a visitor while placing his order. I headed to the kitchen quickly. Today the restaurant has many visitors. And automatically it will drain extra energy.

I put a cup of coffee ready to deliver. I picked it up in a hurry to the point of not being careful.

"Ouch!" I cried out in surprise at the heat that suddenly splashed on my hand. The cup containing the coffee was successfully grounded and produced broken shard and wet floors. Cool Dev! Now my work is disrupted by my own.

I immediately took the mop on the table. I was trying to clean up the broken cup that was strewn on the floor.

"Darling, let me do this. You continue to serve visitors. Again a lot of tuh," said Sally while taking over the mop. Fortunately there was Sally who was willing to be ready to accompany me while helping me.

I'm not happy that today Sally didn't help me, maybe didn't know how it would be, it could be messed up. Ahh now I'm not in the spirit of serving visitors anymore.

Day by day Sally's attention to me was growing, which meant that my guilt towards her was also increasing. But, right now my love for Sally is getting bigger, but somehow even though my love for Sally is getting bigger doesn't erode my feelings for Bila.