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Chapter 1

Introductions

Black guitar and hot tea accompany my night at this time. Looking at the beautiful sky decorated with the moon and a little star.

"It's dark at night

It is beautiful because of the stars

Like the poet

It is beautiful because of poetry

To me you're a star

As poetry."

Again a song from Sheila On 7 who increasingly did not want to let go of my guitar. For me, playing guitar and singing Sheila On 7 is enough to make me feel calm. I don't know why it's this comfortable with that band. Scroll the clock on my left hand, it doesn't feel like it's 12 p.m. I should have been sleepy. I finished the tea that was not hot and began to lay down on my bed.

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"Girls who want boys

Who like boys to be girls

Who do girls like they're boys

Always should be someone you really love."

Damon Albarn is singing on my phone, it's early morning. It feels like I just fell asleep again in the morning. As usual, I had not gotten out of my bed before Damon stopped singing, I started to get out of my bed and immediately rushed to the bathroom.

"Your custom Deva, this hour just woke up," said my mother while making a cup of coffee for my father who was still asleep. "Yes Ma'am, where are you going to try to wake up spitty, if you build a chicken chicken cock Pak Diki will lose competitiveness with me," I said to Mother. "Let's take a shower and I'll make some tea."

I continued my very heavy intention of going to the bathroom. Right in front of my dad's room, I saw my dad still asleep. "You're Dad's habit, this hour hasn't woken up yet" I said to Dad. "Where are you trying to build a spit, if you wake up to the tightness later Pak Diki chicken loses competitiveness with Dad," replied my father. Hahaha it's early I've been hit by a counterattack.

I went back to continuing my toughest intentions to the bathroom.After almost 30 minutes, I just finished and got out of the bathroom. People always say that I'm in the bathroom for a long time. But, I don't think it's me who takes too long, but those who shower too soon.

I opened my phone and saw the date on my phone, and damn it I just realized that it was Saturday, my office holiday. What the Horse? I regret taking a shower this fast and waking up this fast.

My frustration with this I put on Mom at the dinner table. "Mom, honestly.... I'm upset. Why did I wake up so soon? Why am I taking a shower so soon?" I said to Mom. My mother just smiled at my babbling.

Longed

I went back to my bed and hugged the doll that my ex-boyfriend bought me as my 17th birthday present, exactly 4 years ago. This gift was very special then, maybe right now, I still keep it. I take great care of this doll, even though it only breaks a little. His right eye was gone, his back was slightly torn and his body was slightly dirty. I took good care of her, right? Well at least this is better than you who don't take care of our good relationship. Two years ago, ever since we split up and went through each other's busy lives, you never called me again.

That day was probably the most beautiful day of my life. But let that day be a museum, a place where we travel, a place where we remember the past.