
Lately I have never wanted to see the streets in Bandung. Memories together When it became one of the reasons I was reluctant to see the streets of Bandung. But finally if it is also what makes me come back again around Bandung. Bandung, I'm back to traveling.
Together with Bila and my green vespa, I went back down the streets in this Flower City. Back I saw a shadow of myself giving a rose to Bila. After how long I did not go down the streets of Bandung, it turns out Bandung still remains beautiful, and the beauty increases because there is Bila in the back seat of my green vespa motorbike.
Time spins so fast when me and Bila go down the street. I saw the rain flowing so fast. Time is too fast for me to listen when I tell stories. When it looks more beautiful, with her hair allowed to grow long, and her style now looks a little more mature.
If that turns out to be her relationship breaking up with her new boyfriend, just had a big fight and coincidentally now again broke up. Because her new boyfriend chose to continue his education in Australia. This should be the right moment for me. But after telling me about his feelings that can not be separated from the man.
Hearing the story about feeling in that guy was enough to make me give up. Moreover, they have planned to a more serious level, namely marriage.
I think my efforts to make the same return if this is in vain. The man seemed to have gone too far in his life. Not wrong if also, because so far a lot of time when that has been passed with me. Maybe it's his time to run fast for himself.
Currently, giving out a jacket loan and taking Bilaa to travel to Jakarta is enough to pay all my disappointments. After arriving at the trip to Jakarta, I took off the jacket I lent to Bila and folded it back. Swiping his head, holding both of his hands and kissing his right hand.
"You be careful, ma'am"
"Yes.."
I did not let this last obrolah long bushy, because my lips felt silenced and reluctant to speak. I could only smile while turning my vespa motor back and speeding quickly. I don't want to look weak and whiny in front of you. I don't want to see if I still want to reverse the same when. I don't want to know if I still need it.
"Hahaha, what a beautiful day Nyam, even though time spins faster 100 years ahead, I will still remember Nyam.. Thanks"
How can I avoid If, if now only the list in my message is full of messages If. Even more so when Bila told me that she was back with her boyfriend. I decided to change my phone number.
"I got your new number from Saga, why did you change your number?" write a message when.
Well Saga, why did you even give my new number to Bila.
"Ahaha yes, yesterday's number is not active and many contacts are missing. Keep this new number. I have an event in Jakarta. Wanna see?" my many.
"Mmm Dev, just like my girlfriend came from Australia. I can't promise we'll see you, but I'll tell you later."
My feelings went back down to see the answer to the message when this. About her boyfriend again? If it does make him more important, well gapapa. I will not be making sugarpin in Temenin when later in Jakarta. Why did I even tell Bila if I went to Jakarta? If you have a girlfriend.
I can't let it rule my mind constantly. I should be able to face Jakarta without Bila.
Arriving in Jakarta I did not call when. There was anxiety in my heart for fear of breathing in with Bila and her boyfriend. And that day it seemed like my anxious expression appeared more dominant than the cheerful expression.