A Star

Seventy-six

Since Deva never answered my question, I decided to get off her lap and run to the room and there I resumed my tears, shedding all my resentment in my heart.

I accidentally locked the room, I did not want to be disturbed by it, Deva had knocked on the door and told me to open it but I did not answer it,

"sad..please open the door!" said Deva while knocking on the door slowly.

"sorry, for now I can't explain what you are!" said again.

"i will definitely straighten things out for you, please give me some time and for that long, I beg you to be more patient!" continued again.

Feeling unable to respond, Deva finally moved from there, evident by no more sound or knocking on the door.

I cried again, which I cried was not a matter of his inner living, but the reason why he had no desire at all to do it with me, it was in secret from me made me feel sick, honestly, I feel very offended.

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From that day on, I promised not to bring the matter back because Deva would only shut up when I asked back and it broke my heart many times.

I tried to entertain myself, by working, shopping, going to the salon and cooking at home when I was lazy to go out.

Talk as necessary to Deva, if she asks then I will answer but if she is silent, then I am much more silent and silent.

Up to three months into our marriage, nothing had changed, even my relationship was starting to feel bland, we were no longer living in one room, she said, even though I was the first to make a silly request to her to stay in a separate room with her.

I thought he would reject my foolish wish, but it turned out that he had agreed to it.

"if that's what you want, fine I'll do it, maybe by parting the room will make you more comfortable! as long as you don't get out of this house, I will always try to obey you as you wish!" sahut Deva.

"what's he saying? just not getting out of this house? what difference does it make to me or to my absence? he also has no interest in me, even though I didn't go home, he never called me!" my mind thrashed.

I moved my things quickly, I hoped that by being far apart, he would be able to come to his senses and tell me the real problem,

But it seems my hope was in vain, it turns out he was even more comfortable, I was the more uncomfortable.

I feel like I can't afford another marriage like this, I want to feel like I'm out of this house, but where do I go? I can't go home, I don't want to trouble my Mom back with my household problems.

I don't want her heart to be hurt again, if until something bad happens to my household, it's enough that my first household is destroyed, if this second one is destroyed, I don't know how Mamah feels anymore.

That night, I chose not to go home and planned to stay at the hotel, at the same time I saw Deva was there too, what was she doing in this hotel? my mind started to drift where, where,

I didn't check in because I didn't want to lose track of Deva stepping in after talking briefly to one of the receptionists.

I followed her steps very carefully so as not to be discovered, she went up to the 27th floor, I followed her, until she stopped in a room, she said,

And even more in shock, Edward greeted Deva with a friendly embrace, even he kissed Deva's cheek many times, Deva tried to reject it, but Edward was half forced by gripping Deva's arm firmly, and, seen from his handbook book that paled because of its strength squeezing Deva's stocky arm.

"i miss you Dev." Edward's successful words gave me goosebumps.

"what does all this mean? why is Edward acting like that? why do I feel so possessive of Deva as a lover who doesn't want to lose her partner?" my mind just keeps on shaking itself.

The movement of Deva's body that shot into the room, disperse my momentary daydream, as if God was on my side, the door of the room was not tightly closed, so I could hear what was going on in the room.

"close and lock the door!" edward's Word to Deva.

"no, leave it open like that, if you don't take it, I'd better go home!" sahut Deva cold.

"oh.. stay cool Dev, why are you so fierce like this hem? I just don't want anyone to peek at us!" sahut Edward with a tone that tried to tease Deva,

I peeked out from the opening of the room, she walked up to Deva and was pampered in her arms, very strangely visible and strangely Deva was just silent to get a strange treatment from Edward.

Deva stretched out Edward's embrace and said,

"we'd better end it all Ed, I feel like this isn't right!" said Deva with a flat face.

"what?? ended it? why is it that Dev is only now after years of living it!" sahut Edward did not accept.

"because only now did I realize it, even I was wrong, to endure this black valley with you!" sahut Deva with emotion.

"hahaha. Come on Dev, you even enjoyed it for years! are you bored of me?" edward shouted with openness.

My breath was choked at the conversation of the two of them, is it true what was the conjecture in my mind? I have to listen carefully so as not to misunderstand anything.

"i know I was wrong to be lulled into your game Ed, before it gets any further it's best to stop this whole thing Ed! I'm married and my wife is waiting at home!" said Deva, this time her face was clear.

"hahaha.. do you intend to leave me for that woman Dev? you will not be satisfied by him, only I can give you pleasure all this time! the proof is that you always come back and again to me until it doesn't feel like we've been in this relationship for nearly five years!"

"please Ed, stop everything! we need to get back on the right track! our treatment has gone too far!" sahut Deva's.

"are you preaching now and trying to lecture me???" edward said with a scornful tone.

I could no longer hold back my tears, I closed my mouth with my hands, so as not to make a sound while crying, I still had to hear more so that everything became clear.

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