A Star
Thirty-eight
"oya doc.. How about Pandu? is she okay?" my many.
This is the question that Dr. Rendra always avoids, he does not want to make Dara shocked and feel guilty.but Dr. Rendra can not lie to Dara about Pandu, Panda,
"hmmm.he is still being treated" replied Dr. Rendra hesitatingly.
"treated? what happened to him?" I was curious and worried at the same time.
"he was shot shortly after helping you!" answer again.
"whataaaa??? he shot? so how's it going now?"
"he's gone through a critical period and is now in a coma in the ICU"
"koma??? doctor please take me to see how things are!" I begged as I was about to get off my bed.
"By the way, please calm down, Pandu has got the best treatment in this hospital"
"but I want to see it, just once Doc" I insisted in tears.
"look at your situation Dar, even your situation is far from good..."
"please doc.. once...leave me there.." I said back to clear.
"just this time, I'll take a wheelchair for you"
"thank you doc..."
Dr. Rendra passed by leaving my room,
"Guide... What are you doing? you're even endangering yourself" I said as I sobbed.
"i'll never be able to forgive myself if anything happens to you" I said again.
Dr. Rendra, who was standing at the door in a wheelchair, felt the pain of hearing Dara's screams just now.
She tries to normalize her feelings and immediately takes Dara to the ICU room.
Dara can only see Pandu from behind the glass, she is not allowed to enter because of her condition which is also under treatment.
Dr. Rendra was more and more wistful when he saw Dara crying staring at Pandu from a distance, even his hand stroking glass as if he touched Pandu's body,
"what's sick Pan?? why are you still sleeping like that?" mummified Dara.
"that's enough Dara. We'd better get back to your room. You need a lot of rest.." said Dr. Rendra as he pushed the wheelchair away from the ICU room.
"thank you doc. You want to take me to see it" I said.
"yes. "it is short.
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A week had passed, the wound in Dara's body began to dry up and her condition began to improve,
"yes doc.. What about the woman who kidnapped me?"
"he was killed. while his men were arrested by police shortly after Pandu was taken to the hospital, apparently before there, he said, Pandu had contacted the police but unfortunately the police came a bit late because of the access road is so difficult to reach"
"innalillahi wainna ilaihi rojiun, then what about the baby girl doc?" tanyaku.
"the baby's in the care of his relatives..."
"i was wondering, how did you and Pandu know that I was kidnapped?"
"The guide was suspicious that his bodyguard came home early, and then he tried to call you but your phone was off, he went to your house but you weren't there"
"then?"
"then he called me, asked me about you, I said he didn't know, then he told me everything and we suspected something had happened to you"
"then?"
"we've both been tracking the GPS on your car, until we found you there"
"your story is like in a doc movie" I chuckled with a small laugh.
"but this is not a movie story!" dr. Rendra replied.
"thank you doc. Because of you I survived and am still alive today, I owe you and Pandu my life"
"just thank you? don't you intend to buy me a meal?" goda.
"hahaha.I'll buy you a meal, after I get out of the hospital" I replied.
"i'm just kidding, but if you intend to treat me, I won't refuse" he replied with a sweet smile.
"yes doc... How is Pandu now?" my many.
"the condition is stable but he is not aware" replied Dr. Rendra, there is a disappointed look on his face, seeing me suddenly become grim when talking about Pandu.
"sorry Doc if my question makes your mood change" I said uncomfortably.
"it's okay.I just envy her.."
"iri?"
"yes. envy.. Here I am trying to get your heart but even he who gets it even without effort" he replied trying to berlapang chest.
"Dok.." I said hanging, I understood the meaning of his words.
"i know, he's the only one in your heart from this moment to this second..."
"forgive me doc..."
"why should I apologize? be honest with your heart, don't keep running away from reality"
"thank you for your kindness so far, doc. You've been a true angel to me, always there for me"
"that's because I love you, Dara, sorry if I ever let you down"
"hiks.. hiks.. once again I'm sorry doc" my tears began to break and I wanted her to hold me,
Dr. Rendra understood and then hugged me tightly,
"fight your love." she said gently as she stroked my back.
Without the two of them noticing, there was someone behind the door watching their closeness and seemed to misinterpret the embrace,
Mamah Mia, Pandu's mother who wants to see Dara's condition even witnessed a hug scene between Dara and Dr. Rendra,
"it turns out you love other people" muttered mama Mia with tears, I don't know what she will say later if Pandu realized, mamah Mia knew Pandu ended up in this hospital because she tried to save Dara, Dara, because Pandu loves him so much.
Mamah Mia misunderstands what she sees, thinking Dara loves Dr. Rendra.
Mamah Mia abandoned her intention to visit Dara and chose to return to the ICu room where Pandu was treated.
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Before returning home, Dara took the time to see the state of Pandu in the ICU room, there she saw mamah faithfully accompany Pandu who was lying stiff.
"sorry.." I said.
"you should not visit him again." said mamah without seeing me.
"what do you mean?" many wonder.
"don't give him false hope with your attention" replied the mama with a slight carelessness.
"fake hope? Dara doesn't understand the meaning of mama" I said again more confused.
"already Dara, you should from now on stay away from Pandu, live each of your lives as usual"
"mah.." I said again.
"go away. You'll be disturbing other patients if you stay here"
With mixed feelings, I left the ICU room, my mind was holding a lot of questions, but I couldn't do anything but shut up.
Especially now? when I wanted to express my true feelings, Mama Mia changed instead, what happened to her? did I hurt her without even knowing?
May you soon realize Pandu. I miss you.my murmur in heart.
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