A Star
Fifty-nine
I'm confused, should I go home or stay here? if I go home, you must be thinking like that, but if I stay here can I bear to see Pandu bring another woman home? I really can't decide.
While packing my clothes, Pandu came, he looked at me at a glance, I thought he would prevent me from leaving,
"if you want to go, don't go to your house! they'll make matters worse!!" he said in a flat tone.
I can't tell him, is that how he kicked me out? drive away as subtly as possible! I kept packing, until my suitcase was packed.
No more sounds, it looks like he's gone again, I'm still engrossed with my thoughts in the living room, the suitcase is ready, I just decide where to go.
Until late afternoon, I still did not know where to go, I instead sat in the living room without eating or drinking, until Pandu came again, now he is with Lala, Lala, Lala even embraced Pandu's arms very affectionately, making my heart hot.
"i thought you were gone!" lala said with a mocking smile.
"shameless women!!! it's usually just flirting with someone else's husband!!" ketus.
"i didn't tease her, she came to me herself!" sahut Lala with his leisure.
I stared intently at Pandu, who just silently accepted Lala's embrace.
"if you had any feelings, you would never respond to her teasing!!! you're a girl too, how would you feel if your husband did that to you?" my word.
"who wouldn't be tempted if that tempted me as handsome as him?" lala said while stroking Pandu's face, very disgusting in my opinion.
" and yes I would ask for a divorce if my husband was tempted by another woman, easy right?" lala replied again casually without the slightest burden, she felt victorious because Pandu was on her side.
"divorce you say? marriage is not something to be played with! it's not that easy deciding to get divorced!" answer me while adjusting the breath so as not to provoke emotions.
"then what do you expect from your marriage? your husband doesn't think you exist!" tease Lala while putting her head on Pandu's shoulder.
Pandu did not refuse in the least when Lala spoiled him, even he did it in front of me who was still his legal status as his wife.
"tega once you did this to me! I'm still your wife Pandu!" I said half screaming.
"you have the heart for me, why don't I?" reply Pandu.
"that's the problem you're talking about again, huh? I've even apologized to you a thousand times!!" my words are getting upset.
"even my past trauma, it was caused by you!!!" continue me crying.
"why do you blame me?" reply Pandu not accept.
"yes, I'm sorry.I forgot that you're always right and never wrong!!" say me.
"have argued with you there will be no end!" replied Pandu then pulled Lala into our private room.
"is this your way of replying to me?" I said before they came in.
"whatever you think!" then closing the door by slamming it made my ears hurt.
Not only my ears, my heart and my whole body were very sick, I was tired of holding on but what could I do? do I really have to go? honestly I still love Pandu very much even though he betrayed me.
Hot my heart, imagining what they were doing together in the room, it seems like I should go, Pandu doesn't want me anymore!
"god, help me to decide what is the best way to solve this problem!" my prayer in my heart.
With a little hesitation, I dragged my suitcase out of the house and hailed a taxi,
"where are you going, non?" asked the taxi driver to throw my daydream.
"hm. just walk, sir!" my answer.
"ready!" the answer.
"non, if you look at it, non-kok familiar face huh?" said the taxi driver who saw Dara's face at a glance.
Dara, who remained beautiful in her all-black clothes, only glanced at the driver who was trying to remember something.
"cook anyway sir? where have you met me?" I asked, I'm a little happy to have a friend to chat with.
"meet you not, but rich have seen where you are!" the driver said while thinking and remembering.
"give a moment, you remember, isn't this non an advertising star?" asked the driver very enthusiastically because he managed to remember.
"uh uh? do you really know me?" ask again.
"yes right, this non star advertising shampoo is it?" the driver tried to guess.
"yes, sir, but it's been a long time, do you remember?" my question in amazement, talking with the driver made me forget a little about my problems with Pandu.
"of course I remember, my son ngefans once on non, even until now he still wears shampoo that is non-advertising!" obviously the driver.
"that I am flattered sir!" happy answers.
"non if possible, I ask for non photos for my child, instead, I will take non anywhere, free! how's it?" said the driver.
"with pleasure sir and I will continue to pay the taxi fare, you are also pursuing a deposit!" my spoken.
"thank you so much non, besides being beautiful it's not very friendly!" his praise.
The taxi driver gave me his phone and I started taking selfies as sweet as possible to make the driver's daughter happy.
Many times selfie, finally can also be the right angel, and I also returned the driver's phone, the driver looked happy.
"thank you so much, non." he said.
"same sir" I said.
"oiya non, so where are you going?" ask again.
"em.take you to hotel X, sir!" my answer.
"okay ready non!" the answer is then focus on driving.
Arriving at hotel X, the taxi driver had rejected the money I gave as the cost of the taxi, but I insisted until finally he would accept.
"this is how it was, while calming down!" I said in my heart as I headed to the reception and booked a room.
I headed straight to the room after getting the key,
Arriving at the room, I immediately broke down, again the loneliness made me remember my problem again, I began to cry until I finally fell asleep from exhaustion.
The ringing of my phone woke me up,
"hallo mih.. mamih where?" ask Mela who called me.
"hallo, mamih again outside baby, why?" I answered while rubbing my eyes because I just woke up.
"Let's go back to the apartment, but there's no one!" the answer.
Degh's...
My heart stopped beating, why don't I think about it?
"Who's going to the apartment?" ask me while normalizing my heart beat.
"sama oma mih.. mamih is still a long time ga?" ask Mela again.
"Capable!!" I'm in my heart.
"em. may be a bit long dear, Mela go home aja yes. salamin for oma too!" I said.
"oh yeah already then, Mela came home, mamih stopped by the house oma ya if it's finished!" said it.
"yes baby!" my answer.
After Mela ended her call, I turned back and thought about my next move.
I can't keep it covered from mommy...🥺🥺
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