A Star

Thirtynine

A few days at home, my condition improved, and today I heard the news that Pandu was awake, I wanted to visit him but Mia's words the other day scared me to go there, until finally out of curiosity I asked Dr. Rendra for help to take pictures Pandu.

"dok.. can you take a picture of Pandu? I want to make sure she's okay" I said by phone.

"i try yes.maybe later during visiting hours I will go to his room"

"thank you doc. You never refused my request" I said gladly.

"you asked for my life though, I will definitely give it" he replied with a chuckle.

"i won't ask for your life, because I want you to stay alive and always take care of me" I said sincerely.

"i will always be there for you.."

"thank you..."

I waited expectantly, though,

"maybe Dr. Rendra can get his picture" I prayed in my heart.

Ting....

My phone rang, I immediately picked it up and opened the contents of the message in a hurry,

When I opened up, Dr. Rendra sent her own picture, deliberately teasing me!

"You can't wait for my message, can you??? hahahaha.sabar ya.. I just got out of the operating room" that's the contents of the message, making me furious, arrghh....

"ahhhh. "my reply was short.

"why? do I look very handsome? until you have to scream so hot?" god again.

"yes tampaaaaan...please finish your task immediately before I get angry and do not reply to your message again." I reply with emphasis.

"hopefully, you get angry easily." she replied.

I just smile at my own smile reading back from him, what a handsome doctor this one is, knows how to make me smile, but baby, my feelings for him are not what they used to be, I used to like him so much this time I just admired him,

Somehow my heart hurt so much when she avoided me the first time she heard I was pregnant with Pandu's child and to this day the wound is still in my heart.

While daydreaming, my phone rang again,

Ting..

This time I opened it slowly, and what appeared on the screen made my heart beat very fast, the adorable face of Pandu's pillow was posing with a fellow artist who happened to be visiting her this afternoon,

"is this photo enough? it's very difficult to find a reason to take pictures, he's very chatty" said Dr. Rendra's message along with the photo he sent.

"yeah, that's more than enough even though the picture isn't very clear, hehehe" I replied happily.

"their faces were too bright, so the light bounced off where it made the photos glare like that, hihiiii" he replied trying to be funny.

"you think their faces are frying pans? can sampe reflect light?" my reply.

"hahhaa.

"yes, look at the photo as much as you can but don't let your drool drip anywhere, I'll have an operation in a moment" he wrote.

"the drool? you think I'm a swallow?well, thanks to my angel again" I said.

Dr. Rendra just read it without replying to it again it seems like he is really busy today.

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"Well..had Dara never been here?" ask Pandu to his mama.

Mamah Pandu who did not want his son disappointed again because his feelings were unrequited determined to keep Pandu from Dara,

"no.." replied mama.

"is mama sure?"

"iya mamah sure.mamah who takes care of you 24 hours here so mamah know anyone who has visited you"

"why mah? why doesn't he care about me?"

"keep away from him son. You and him are just the past..."

"but mah. I love her very much..."

"forget your feelings, she's already happy with someone else"

"he was with the doctor..."

"Rendra mama's point?"

"yeah..."

Pandu looked disappointed and grabbed his hair violently, he was really frustrated to hear the harsh reality of mamah.

"from now on learn to forget it.." counsels mamah on Pandu.

"can I mah?"

"you can try!"

"5 years mah I've been trying, but what? I always expect it back" said Pandu, there was a clear circle in the corner of his eye.

"try again son. mama will help you"

"i'll try mah..."

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Today Pandu was declared completely recovered and can go home, he said,

With unanimous determination Dara went to the hospital to deliver Pandu home.

"Dok..please accompany me yes, I am very nervous" said Dara with a face sumringah after arriving at the hospital.

"ish. you're spoiled, like a girl who just met love!" saith.

"plisss.I'm really groggy right now"

"alright..."

Dara and Dr. Rendra walk together to Pandu's room,

"assalamualaikum.." I said my greetings, beside me was still loyal Dr. Rendra who always accompanied.

"waalaikumsalam.." said Pandu and mamahnya together without seeing who gave greetings.

"Guide.." call me with a bright smile on my face, I really miss the man in front of me at this time,

Pandu and mamah turned to look at me, but just a glance and he threw his face after made me a little disappointed, but,

"may I take you home?" I was not discouraged, I approached Pandu and grabbed his arm.

"no need.." said Pandu and then brushed my hand away violently.

"you why?" tanyaku was surprised by Pandu's cold attitude.

"you should not have to see Pandu again Dara" said mamah loudly make my heart sore.

"but why mah?"

"just live your life as it has been for the last 5 years, not knowing each other"

"but mah.."

"ayo Pandu. his car is waiting in front" said mamah while holding Pandu, while Pandu remained with his flat expression.

They just passed by leaving me alone with many questions that came to my mind,

I could not hold it anymore, my tears were pouring along with my body falling to the floor, my feet were limp now, I could no longer support my body,

Dr. Rendra tried to hold me back, but I brushed him off, and just kept crying,

"hikss....hikssss....what's my fault with her?" razuku.

"Please calm down." said Dr. Rendra.

"why would he do this to me?" I said again, my tears breaking.

"you calm down first, we'll find out what's really going on" he tried to calm me down.

Dr. Rendra took me into her arms, gently rubbing the top of my head made me feel a little off.

"let's get up. I'll take you home"

I followed in his footsteps and indeed it seemed like coming home would be better for me.

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