A Star

Twenty-six

Why would my heart break when Dr. Rendra just leaves? isn't this my will to keep him away from me? honestly my heart hurts.if it is like this, I can only cry lamenting my fate.

Even so, I have to continue living, though,

"Hallo Mas Beno...?" I said call him by phone.

"Hello... Dara. oh my God. my Dara.." she exclaimed.

"Mas Ben, is there still work for me?" my many.

"of course honey, you haven't even finished your last shoot yet"

"call for that, can I not continue?"

"why Dara? they're still delaying filming it to wait for you"

"forgive Dara mas... Dara can't tell me why"

"yes, Beno will try to talk to the producer"

"for Ben's photo shoot? is there anything left?"

"still... there are some ads too..when did you start active again??"

"maybe starting tomorrow, sir..."

"yes already. mas Beno wait in the office ya.."

"yes, I.m thank you Beno..."

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I began to live my day by working and working.I deliberately busied myself to forget the wounds of my heart, because two men, the first Pandu, the first, the man who had taken away my chastity and the two Dr. Rendra, the man whom I had started to love, now left me because of Pandu's actions.

"Dar.. Should you take a leave tomorrow? you've been working without a break this week!" advice Cika.

"i'm gapapa kok Ms..malah I'd like to stay at home" I said.

"but think also your health.your face shoots really..."

"that's normal, maybe I'm just sleep deprived" I replied.

After the work was done I went straight home but when I got home, I did not immediately rest, there was something I did, whether it was playing games, watching drakor and so on.

"Well... Do you sleep, son?" ask Mamah who peeked at me from the door.

"eh mamah.belom drowsiness mah" I replied.

"don't sleep malem, tomorrow you have to work"

"get ready ma. abis this Dara sleep really"

" yes, I'm going to go to the room first"

"iya mah.. good night mamah"

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Again fun to enjoy breakfast, sound horn in front of the house, sound,

"who's mah?" my many.

"let's look ahead first, you continue your breakfast"

"yes, um.."

Mamah walked to the front of the house and saw who was coming this early, because I felt I had no appointment with anyone else and I also did not book a taxi online.

"Become.." call mamah.

"iya mah.."my mouth is still on the table eating.

"here comes out. There are guests" said mamah again.

"yes... "

After washing my hands, I rushed out,

"are you...?" I look at who's coming.

"yes... Pandu who came.kalo so mamah stay behind ya" said mamah.

"hi.." said.

"why did you come here?" my face turned stiff, I hated it.

"Dar. I beg you, forgive me. I will take responsibility for what I have done to you"

"i don't need your responsibility! now get out of my house and never show up in front of me again, I hate you so much!!!!" I said fed up.

"please give me one more chance!" begingly.

"ck....chance?? after what you did to me? don't dream!!!!" my murmur.

"what has Pandu done to you, son?" tanya mamah who arrived suddenly appeared and brought drinks for the both of us.

"eh..mamah.ga da what is mah" I said nervously.

"really? be honest with mom!" mama said firmly.

"it doesn't happen what mah..."

"Pandu.. will you also cover it from mamah?" ask mamah at Pandu with a full gaze with a glance.

"iii.it's mah... Pandu..." said Pandu cut by Dara,

"The guide wants to go home mah.." sambar Dara quickly.

Mamah looked at the two of us with a gaze full of suspicion making us both uncomfortable.

"want to be honest or find out for yourself?"

"mah... mamah, how can you trust Dara?"

"because you lied to Mom.."

"You're not lying, ma'am..."

"yes, don't hear anything strange about you..!!" threaten mommy.

"yes, um..."

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Two weeks I've been left by Dr. Rendra, there is a longing in this heart, but what can I do?

"Where.." call someone when I'm at Mss Beno's office.

I immediately turned and was about to reply, but at once I was fixated on the sight before me,

"Doctor.." I said unconsciously.

"how are you?" sapana.

Honestly, I was still surprised by his presence that arrived, so I was unable to make a sound again after that,

"Rendra..tumben really here!" exclaim mas Beno make my daydreams scatter.

"oh hi Ben. I happened to pass by, so all of you stopped by" he said.

"ooh so... Did you come here looking for Dara?"

"of course.." he said.

"yes, I'm staying first yeah, you guys just talk"

"ben Thanks.."

Mas Beno simply replied with his smile,

"Dar.I want to talk to you, are you busy?"

"yes.." I said as flat as possible, but if I can be honest I am happy with his arrival.

"i'll wait for you until you're done"

"i don't have time to talk to you!"

"Dar.. I beg you. just for a second!" begging him with a slashed face made me unable to resist him anymore.

"all right. 10 minutes from now!" my spoken.

"sorry I disappeared without news, I just need time to be alone and think"

"8 minutes to go." I said, looking at my watch.

"And after I thought, I can no longer deceive my own heart Dar..."

"6 minutes to go..."

"I love you Dar. I can't afford to be away from you anymore"

"4 minutes..."

"And I don't care what's happened to you..."

"2 minutes..."

"marry me...."

My voice choked at his last words, though,

"sa.sa.sa.tu minutes" I said stammered.

"Please marry me..."

"your time's up.."

"i'll stay here waiting for your answer"

"he won't marry anyone but me" Pandu arrived.

My mind is getting worse at the moment,

"The Air will forever be mine" Pandu continued.

"Please answer, did you choose me or him?" said Dr. Rendra.

"a.. aaku... can't choose you two!!"

"if you're not with me, I'd rather die" Pandu said, holding a gun to his own head.

When the atmosphere became tense, the crew and other busy staff finally stopped their activities,

"aaa..he was holding a gun" shouted one of the female crew.

"beware of heart.." said another.

"what the fuck are you Pandu? don't play with that gun!" panicked kataku.

"who's playing?" answer's relaxed.

"remove that gun." tell me.

"because you want to come back to me, I'll throw it away"

"i can't go back to you. Please grow up!"

"alright, maybe it's time for me to die" Pandu said seriously,

On suspicion, I think he was just bluffing me, it turns out Pandu really shot himself, he said,

"Dorrr.." the sound of the gun eruption, hit the temple Pandu, Pandu immediately fell to the floor.

"yetoo....."

"laaa...."

The sound of a loud scream made me panic, I immediately ran to the body of Pandu who was lying weak helpless.

"are you crazy?" I said while holding the bloody head of Pandu.

His breathing was stingy but he smiled at me before closing his eyes,

"Remain....!"

"Remain...!" call me over and over again while patting him on the cheek hoping he'll come to his senses.

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