A Star

Sixty-two

With tears in my eyes, I said Bismillah and signed the divorce papers, O God I never imagined before that my household story would end in a divorce, it's just because of the "trivial" problem ".

Then the same letter, the religious court served to Pandu's address, somehow his reaction got a love letter from the court.

but if I had guessed, she would have been happy because this was her goal, getting divorced! that way he can marry Lala as reported on TV.

I just need to explain everything to Mela, so that she does not join destroyed like me, Mela was initially rebellious and could not accept the fact that papi and mamih could not be together anymore.

I gave him understanding if parting was the best move, I promised that love would still be poured out for Mela from both of us.

Cika and Dr. Rendra often visit my house to just give support and it really means for me at this time, where many eyes are highlighting my problems, that is the negative impact of being a famous Star, having almost no privacy, all are clearly exposed to the media.

Every time I watch TV, the contents must be news about my divorce with Pandu, it seems like this news has become a trending topic not only on TV but throughout social media.

Me and Mela for a while could not get out of the house, the news seekers always stand by in front of the house.

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The Pandu Residence..

"why did your pregnancy get leaked to the media??" pandu said with anger at Lala.

"i don't know, baby!" sahut Lala's.

"asfurghhh!!! fuck it!!" frustrated screams.

"what's fucked up? don't you really want this kid?" exclaim Lala.

"but.." Pandu's voice choked, for some reason.

"but what? you must marry me immediately before my stomach puffs!!!" lala Pinta.

"marry you? where possible? I'm still the husband of a man!"

"i don't want to know! if you don't marry me anytime soon, I'll spread our perverted videos and end your history and career!!!" lala's threat.

"how dare you threaten me, huh?" palanquin was angry, spontaneously his hand strangled Lala's neck.

"kill me!! then your flesh and blood will die with me!!! hahaha!!!" said Lala then laughed loudly, making Pandu shudder in horror and released his strangulation on Lala's neck.

"are you sure that the baby is my flesh and blood?"

"you can do a DNA test if you doubt it!!!" lala challenged Pandu.

"shit!!!! aspir Pandu.

"you can't run away like you used to!!!" lala said with a triumphant smile.

" ******!! you set me up on purpose!!" sentak Pandu's.

"stuck you? you even enjoyed it baby!! you're hooked on my shake that's better than your wife's shake!!"

"don't compare yourself to him!! you are not the same!!!" reply Pandu not accept.

"returned? hahaa!!! she's still my wife, of course I prefer her over you!!!" sahut Pandu with a hateful look.

"only in your dreams!!!!" sulcan Lala then threw a document that had been received through the courier.

Pandu opened the document and read it carefully, as soon as his body collapsed and his tears could not be contained anymore, how not, Dara had filed a divorce lawsuit against him.

Pandu is angry at Dara, but getting divorced is not what he wants, Pandu acknowledges that he has passed by bringing Lala into his household problems and Lala with his evil intentions instead traps Pandu.

Now Pandu can not run from Lala because Lala is pregnant with her seeds, inevitably she has to account for all her actions, but Pandu is still not willing to let Dara go, Dara said, remembering how he struggled to get the love of the woman.

Mela?? Pandu even forgot about the existence of Mela.The beautiful princess must now hate him very much, Pandu could not imagine the anger and disappointment on Mela's face.

Pandu rumbled in his prostration, hugging tightly his divorce lawsuit documents, Pandu wept and lamented his fate now, Pandu was completely destroyed and only one word that leaned pretty in his brain, "sorry". but regret is useless, rice has already become porridge!!!

"why are you melancholy like this? sign the letter quickly! then finish your business!!" said Lala who does not like to see the state of Pandu that looks slumped.

Pandu did not budge, he kept crying and stretched his body on the floor.

Lala panted to look at him and left Pandu alone.

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The first, second and third trials have gone well, mediation is not able to repair all the damage in my household and Pandu, then divorce is the most appropriate solution, the most appropriate solution,

At the verdict hearing, I saw him present with Lala whose stomach began to look bloated, Pandu would be happy to have another child, my inner self.

I was accompanied by Mamah, Cika and Dr. Rendra, they all fed me strength through this.

Pandu's gaze is sad, sometimes our eyes meet, but the pain of my heart seems to make my eyes blind, I do not see Pandu, I do not see Pandu, but it was the devil that was seen before me that I could not see the pain of his eyes.

Lala is loyal beside Pandu even she does not hesitate to wander spoiled in Pandu's stocky arms, showing off their affection both makes me even more disgusted at Pandu! how not? he could have ridden another woman while I was still his wife!

Now that my determination has been rounded, Pandu is also happier with other women, then why should I hold him back to continue with me? I had to take it off sincerely so we could be just as happy.maybe he was happy but I wasn't.

The hammer knock, awakening me, I rose from my seat with a new status, "Widow" ..I did not expect to feel such a terrible title in my life.

Mamah led me because it felt like my body was boneless, just staggering, I tried to hold back my tears so as not to spill in the courtroom, because I did not want to look broken in front of Pandu or Lala.

Even at home I still had to hold back the tears for the sake of Mela, Mela who had been waiting for my arrival, saw me coming, Mela immediately rushed into my arms.

"mih.mamih be patient! mamih still has Mela, Mela promises not to be naughty again!" mela's words seemed to pierce my heart, I was unable to hold back my tears anymore, I ended up crying and hugging Mela tightly.

"sorry mamih son!" I say with lirih.

"Mela well mih, after all we're both used to being without papi before and Mela happy even though only with mamih!" said Mela, my little daughter is growing up without me noticing.

I kissed her face over and over again as if to give her strength, I knew she was just as broken as I was, her dream of having a whole family had now disappeared.

"mamih will rise for you son" I promise in my heart.

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