A Star

A Star
Twenty-one



Pandu and I compete in terms of work, our popularity is increasing, various contracts keep coming but I have to really choose which job I should take, not everything I can do.


If Pandu can play soap operas, not with me, I am a person who does not like to be tied to a long-term cooperation contract.


Be I just accept offers as a model, an advertising star and a host that don't take up too much time.


On the eve of the annual awards, I was forced to come alone because Dr. Rendra had to picket, I did not allow him to take time off too often, I ended up going with Cika and Beno mas.



"oh my God, you're so beautiful, Dar.." praise me Beno for seeing my total performance tonight.


"iya Dar, you are so beautiful" added Cika.


"really?? thank you" I blushed in embarrassment.


"we're leaving now?" bring Beno.


"okay.." said Cika and I together.


Arriving at the building where the event was held, the media crew scrambled to take pictures of me, all felt like a dream to me, the media, I do like to style in front of the camera but I did not think my hobby could be my field to scavenge fortune.


When I entered, I accidentally crossed paths with Pandu, Pandu is not alone, he seemed to hold a woman, she is not Lala or Laura, she said, I couldn't see his face clearly because of the dazzling floodlights.


Pandu appeared all out tonight, his good looks increased many times to make me fascinated, he said,



"hi beb.." he half whispered to me, we passed by at the entrance.


My hair stood up as its breath gently caressed my ears, there was nothing I could do but smile, as right now all the cameras were on the figure of the two of us.


Pandu took off his armband with the woman who came with him and turned to me, he stretched out his hand for me to hold, I doubt. For the sake of an image I was forced to hold him, Pandu smiled happily.


We waved at the camera and gave a smile as sweet as possible.


"thank you baby." whispered again.


"don't get me wrong about this, I'm just keeping my image!" I was upset but whispered to him.


Pandu did not reply to me, he just chuckled while his hand now grasped my hand tightly.even though I felt uncomfortable, but deep down in my heart, I liked it, this is what I wanted from the past, Pandu confessed to me in front of the media.


Until the event is over, Pandu stays beside me, we are the same as winning the award to be the best this year, this is my first award different from Pandu who subscriptions get trophies every year.


"hmm.. How about we celebrate?" take Pandu.


"celebrated it?" my forehead wrinkled.


"yes, this is your first trophy, how about we have dinner?" said offering.


"maybe next time.today I am very tired.." I politely declined.


"just beb..."


"please stop calling me beb. I'm not your lover anymore!"


"sorry.." he said.


I'm surprised because just this time he didn't argue with me even he apologized.


"yes, if that's what I came home first yes" said the president, again making me wonder, why with him? batinku.


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It's been 2 days, Dr. Rendra ignored me, since the awards show that's exactly what it is.


I tried to contact him but not picked up, I went to the hospital but I didn't meet him, actually he why? I asked in my heart.


Inevitably I was forced to go to his house, although I refused to go there but rather than continue this way, I thought.


Up at her house, I saw her car parked pretty there, which means she's at home right now.


"assalamualaikum." I said while knocking on the door of his house, the house located in the elite area seemed deserted because not just anyone could enter this luxury residential area.


"waalaikumsalam.." said a woman,


A middle-aged woman who still looks beautiful despite her age is not young anymore.


"excuse me, is Dr. Rendra here?" I said a little clumsy.


"oh. yes there is.. Rendra just got there" he said kindly.


"of course you can. but why is your face so familiar, like you've seen, but where is it?" he said while thinking.


"hmmm..really?" I said with a smile.


"are you Dara? the shampoo model with the picture?" he said with a series.


"yes right, it's me ma'am." I said home.


"wah.luarunaaa..my home arrival artist" he exclaimed happily.


"what's the matter mah? how do you yell?" ask Dr. Rendra who just came out of his room.


"this is Ren, you are looking for the same Dara. the famous shampoo advertising model" exclaimed the woman called mamah by Dr. Rendra.


"Become?" dr. Rendra said while looking for my figure who was still standing outside the door.


"here come in son." said his mother while rolling me into the living room and I also sat awkwardly not daring to look at Dr. Rendra who still did not believe in my arrival.


"Ren..kok even bengong!" said his mother while hitting Dr. Rendra's arm to be aware of his behavior.


" ooh, it hurts.." ringisnya while rubbing the arm that mama hit.


"Dara.. sit here first yes.mamah make you drink" said Dr. Rendra.


"don't bother mom, Dara just for a minute" I said embarrassed.


"eeeeits.kok ma'amah..call me mamah yaa Dara..."


"well ma'am.. uh mah.." I replied feeling awkward.


After the death of his mother, Dr. Rendra sat away from my place, I got up and sat down next to him but he threw his face away,


"i'm here because I'm having trouble contacting you, sorry for coming here without your permission" I said slowly.


Dr. Rendra did not budge, he even crossed his chest without looking at me at all.


"honey... What's the matter with you? why are you avoiding me?" ask for heart.


"you think for yourself!" finally he opened his voice even though it was a bit cold.


"i've been thinking hard, but I don't feel like I've done anything wrong" I said trying to calm down.


"ooooo...so join hands in front of the media crew, it's not a mistake?" attack with annoyance.


"hand in hand?" I said repeating the word.


"with great affection, if the news seeker knew that you were his ex-girlfriend, it would be a big rumor!!!"


I shut up, not knowing what to answer.


"forgive me dear." That's all I can say.


Dr Rendra is silent now.


"you think you're home, it's quiet!" her mother said breaking the silence between us. her mother brought drinks and snacks placed on the table.


"thank you, ma'am, you've been bothered"


"just doank water anyway.ayo drunk.."


"iya mah.." I sipped my drink to the toilet, thirsty for taste.


Rendra's mother was stunned to see me finish my drink in one gulp.


"want you make it again?"


"g do mah.makasih... Dara wants to go straight home"


"kok come home anyway? just arrived!" mama said with disappointment.


"the next time Dara plays here again." I said


"really?? promise yes." answered my happy mother.


"insyaAllah maaah.." I said again.


I felt that coming at the wrong time, Dr. Rendra seemed to need some time alone, so I decided to just go home.


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