A Star

Ten

One time, I came to a meet n greet held by Pandu management in a Mall in my city.

I went there in hopes of meeting Pandu, honestly I miss him a lot.

I deliberately bought a VVIP ticket in order to get the front spot, when the event took place, I could see Pandu clearly, Pandu also saw at a glance where I was, I thought he would greet me but it was not.

The host started asking some privacy questions,

"oya Pan.this is a lot of questions from fans loe, loe single or already have a girlfriend anyway?" ask the MC of the show.

Pandu spread his sweet smile to all the fans present, then he answered the question,

"hmmm.. thanks to you who always kepo with my personal life.." he replied while continuing to smile and then waved for a moment, making the audience scream hysterically.

"do I want to be single or have a boyfriend?" ask the audience.

"huuuu.

I kept staring at him, very handsome.I admired my own lover.

"sssst.. If you are not noisy, I will answer" Pandu said as he placed his index finger in front of his red lips.

The audience is silent,

I also hope to be anxious with Pandu's answer,

"hmm.. I'm single.." Pandu's reply loudly made the audience applaud with pleasure.

Unlike me, my heart was broken back then, I didn't expect Pandu to answer like that, then what did I mean to him?? I cried and ran away from the crowd.

I cried in the toilet as it would be, after being satisfied I washed my face that I had scratched.

Out of the toilet, I saw someone standing with a hat and scarf covering his face.

I just passed by, but the hand pulled me into the toilet again,

"have no noise, it's me, Pandu" he said, opening the scarf that covered his face.

I was surprised to see it, though,

"forgive me, baby, I had to lie" he said.

I can't answer, I'm still stunned to see it.

"i had to lie for the sake of my career" he continued.

"yes." I replied briefly.

"are you mad at me?" her now-tanya stroked my face gently.

"no... Who am I to be angry at an actor like you?" sarcas.

"why are you talking like that?" the sahut is not happy.

"then what should I say? I don't even feel like I have a boyfriend right now" I replied.

"do you know what my busy life is?"

"yes I know. Therefore I do not want to bother you with this meaningless relationship" I said again with the sarcasm.

"what do you mean?" the question starts with emotion.

"we'd better break up, it's better so you don't have to lie to the public anymore and you can focus on your career" I replied and tried to open the toilet door.

The palanquin closed the toilet door violently, leaving me shocked,

"what do you want Pan?" many wonder.

"Pa? even now you're calling my name?" said.

"Himaha...!!!!" he said out loud.

"what the hell?" sahutku.

"i don't want to break up with you!!!" he said, pressing me against the toilet wall.

"ap.. what...hmph..." not finished talking Pandu has been******** my lips violently, he bit my lips until they bleed, I grimace in pain.

"detach.hmph.... Pan.hmpphh du" I said struggling and trying to push Pandu.

Feeling harassed, I again pushed Pandu as hard as I could, finally Pandu took off his kiss and his body hit the toilet wall.

"auw..you why are you acting like this Dara?" he said while holding his back that hurt.

"you've changed, you're not the Pandu I used to know" I said in tears.

"then what do you want?"

"i want us to break up!"

"alright if that's what you want, we're breaking up now!!!" the answer then came out by slamming the door making my heart beat irregular.

I came out of the toilet with a random appearance of chatter and swollen lips, all the way I just cried, too much of a heartache this time.

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"Dar... Are you good?" asked Gina who saw me constantly daydreaming and not focusing on my work.

"i'm fine." I replied without taking my empty eyes off.

"don't you lie to Dar.. I know for sure that you have a problem, don't you trust me anymore?" tanyakanya.

"i broke up with Pandu." I replied then followed by my tears that fell without me noticing.

" whataaaa? how can?"

"it could be Gin.." I said.

"hasn't your relationship been okay all this time?" gina said astonished.

"it's fine I said, but the truth is not" I replied.

Gina pulled me into her arms and tried to calm me down,

"he's changed Gin.." Now I'm as much in his arms as I can.

"patience Dar.I'm sure you can get through all this." said Gina stroking my back trying to give me strength.

I nodded slowly and continued to cry shedding all my sorrow all this time.

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On my day off work, I relax at home, my prank is turning on tipi and start watching, I got bored and moved the channel randomly to one of the tipi stations that was airing hot news about Pandu.

I glared at some of the pictures in the blurr, but I still saw clearly if the picture is Pandu, it looks like he is holding a woman who is also an artist.

I got sick of the news and then I turned off the tipi and went into my room.

I grabbed my phone and saw the contents of the gallery, a photo of me with him and some photos of Pandu before he became an actor.

I cried again remembering the beautiful moment with him, in the office, on the beach, in the mall even in his apartment.

Until when do I have to keep falling? my mind churns.

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