A Star

Fifty-eight

This morning, I woke up and as always without him, Mela deliberately put to her, I did not want her to see my quarrel with Pandu, I did not want her to see my quarrel with Pandu, I cried enough, but not with my little daughter.

Since getting married and deciding to resign from the company Pak Deva, my activities are only at home, taking care of Pandu and Mela but because of the end of this Pandu rarely eat at home even sometimes he does not go home, I so don't have any activities to make me die of style.

"i have to let alone?"my thinking.

I contacted Cika for a chat, at least I have a friend to kill my loneliness.

"Hallo.." I said as Cika picked up her phone.

"Hallo Dar.. Why does your voice sound so lethargic?" ask Cika.

"hehehe. gapapa kok Ms! maybe because I haven't had breakfast yet!" answer lied.

"i also happen to not have breakfast, breakfast with yuk?" bring Cika.

"good idea, pick me up!" sahutku happy.

"okay..."

"uh, don't you have a job?" my many.

"i'm not too busy!" the answer.

30 Minutes later, Cika and I were already in the news, deliberately choosing the warteg because we were both very hungry.

"are you cooking? how did the laper look like?" asked Cika who saw me eating voraciously.

"yes again, Ms. Pandu also rarely eat at home so I cook for free!" answer me with my mouth full.

Cika stopped chewing and looked at my face,

"you're the same good palanquin, right?" ask Cika later.

"eh. it's good! you know for yourself what the schedule is for this end!' I answered trying to throw away Cika's suspicions.

"yes too, he took a lot of contracts, is not tired ya!" cika said while thinking.

"i also think so, but he is capable, yes I can only support!" sahutku.

"but really your relationship with Pandu is good?" ask Cika again.

"yes" I replied, looking down.

"you don't lie to Dar!"

I ended up crying, I really couldn't keep it all alone anymore.

"i thought you had a problem with Pandu! why don't you tell me?"

"can I tell you about my domestic problems with other people?" I doubt it.

"rightfully Dar, everyone needs to confide in his heart to calm down!" answer Cika.

I went back to crying until I wanted to, and started to tell me the beginning of the problem came.

"so he's still fighting about that?" cika asked, Cika must know from Dr. Rendra about the problem two months ago.

"yes, he turned cold and ugly to me!" sahutku.

"weren't you okay in the hospital? even Rendra said, you guys got along!" said Cika.

"yes, I thought so too, but from then on, she changed me!" my answer.

"i've been trying to talk to her, but she always ignores me! every time we talk, we always end up fighting!" continue me.

"why did he turn out like that? didn't you apologize!" said Cika.

"Sir, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have told you, I didn't mean to make you think negatively about marriage!" I said.

"it's okay.this could be my consideration in the future! I'm not ready to get married right now!"

"why? didn't Doctor Rendra propose to you?" many wonder.

"yes, but I still doubt if I'm ready to go through life with him!" the answer.

"and now you must be getting more hesitant after hearing my story? didn't they?" ask for heart.

"before hearing your story, I was hesitant, take it easy, I'm fine!" answer and then smile.

Relieved to be able to blow everything, my mind was a little calm and plong, I went home with a sense of relief, arrived home, I found a car in the garage, apparently he came home again.

I rushed into the house and looking for Pandu's whereabouts, I walked into the room, but the noise from the kitchen made me undo my intentions to the room.

My mind seemed to drift where to see the closeness of the two of them in this apartment, which Pandu said, he never brought another woman besides myself here, but now he brought another woman.

My mind started to get dirty, what would happen next if I didn't go home, my feelings shattered instantly.

"Remain....!" I shouted hysterically.

The two of them turned their heads so casually as if nothing had happened, whereas I began to burn with jealous flames, my face was red withstanding emotions.

"why are you yelling like that? I'm not deaf!" sahut Pandu's.

"why did you bring another woman into this apartment?" ask me with fire.

"what's the problem? I just wanted to bring her here!" sahut Pandu with ease.

"you brought her here without my permission?" ask me again,

"i was thinking about asking permission when I got home, you weren't home!"

"why did you bring him here?" grunt me.

"i've answered, why are you asking again! never mind if you don't like it, you better just go!" expel Pandu.

"have you forgotten your status? you're my husband!" I said.

"husband? that right?" he answered with a strange smile.

"what do you mean? don't you think I'm your wife anymore?" ask again.

"you first don't consider me a husband! so it's only natural that I am too?"

Pandu refocused on the woman, the woman was Lala, Pandu's former lover, fellow artist.

Pandu seemed to be smiling happily, together with Lala, making my heart even more broken.

I couldn't bear to see the two of them, I walked into my room and locked myself in, I didn't care what happened to the two of them anymore.

"o Allah, what does this hurt like to be married?" murmured before drowning my head in the pillow and crying.

I kept crying, until I heard the door knocking violently,

tok.tokm...

"open the door!!!" the voice of Pandu seemed to be blaring.

I rushed to open the door and again submerged my head in the pillow, I was reluctant to see Pandu's face.

"why lock the door? you have to remember, this is not your private room!" palang Pandu's.

I did not flinch, I realized with his words, yes I was just hitching a ride in his apartment.

Pandu opened the closet and according to my hearing, it seemed like he was packing his clothes.

I raised my head to confirm what I heard, and sure enough, Pandu was stuffing his clothes into the suitcase.

"where are you going?" my many.

"what's your business?" answer with a ketus.

"of course it's my business, I'm still your legitimate wife!!"

"i forgot I married you!!!" the answer.

His words were like an indecision that stuck right in my heart.

"why did you turn out like this? if Pill B was the case, I would have apologized and promised I wouldn't use it again!"

"it's still not enough to make me forget it!!" the answer.

"then what should I do?" I asked, my tears were drying.

"you think for yourself!!" he then dragged his suitcase out.

"you don't have to go, this is your apartment, let me go!" I said lethargicly.

"just up to you!!" he answered and slammed the suitcase in front of me and he came out slamming the door,

I came back crying, his rude attitude made me feel low and my heart ache, I can't describe it with anything else.

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