A Star

A Star
Seventy



Broadcast news on social media and TV if Pandu and his wife, Lala will soon get divorced, whatever the cause, he said, according to one of the infotainment events mentioned that there was a third person who triggered the rift between the two of them and some said that economic problems were the root of the real problem.


It is only natural that there is one media that mentions economic problems, because some time after Pandu's divorce with Dara, many work contracts that are lost just like that make Pandu more unemployed at home.


And it makes the coffers of the rupiah depleted, coupled with Lala's lifestyle that is too wasteful, increasingly making Pandu's finances quickly deteriorate, other than when Pandu was still living with Dara, he said, Dara arranged the finances in such a way as to save money so that making a Pandu account is always fattening.


How sad life Pandu now, after he went bankrupt, his wife left him instead,


"Papi's love mih!" said Mela who happened to be watching the show on TV.


"yes kasian..!" I was brief, reluctant to respond further.


"papi must be lonely now!" said Mela again.


"maybe. em... would Mela like to see you?" my many.


"what can?" ask Mela.


"by donk!"


And Mela also smiled happily after getting permission from me, maybe with the presence of Mela can treat the loneliness Pandu.


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While in the office, I did not talk much and prefer to stay in my own room, I was lazy to go out, for fear of passing Deva sir, I don't know how to pretend after knowing about Mr. Deva's feelings for me.


These few days, my mission to avoid it has been a success, how not? I always find the right reasons not to go head-to-head with him.


Mr. Deva who felt my attitude trying to avoid him, was caught off guard, then he came to my room that afternoon,


Mr. Deva who usually always stood in the doorway of my room, this time chose to enter and close the door tightly, making me automatically misbehave.


"what's the matter with you in my room?" I try to be as relaxed as possible.


"why do I feel like you've been avoiding me on purpose for the past few days?" said Mr. Deva who had approached and confined me in my work chair.


"eh. a..aanu sir, I don't mean to avoid you!" I answered without daring to look at her.


"then? why is it so hard to see your face these past few days?" he said he was getting his face closer to me.


"ma..meaning father what?? I don't understand!" my mouth was getting clumsy to see him getting closer making his masculine scent smell smelled by me.


"never try to get away from me!" he said with great emphasis while gently rubbing my head.


Surprisingly I didn't avoid her swab even seemed lulled and enjoyed it.


For a long time we stared at each other in such a close distance, the face of Mr. Deva who was getting closer, now only 1cm distance left between my lips and his lips,


"Because, I like you!" said Mr. Deva with a hunting breath, probably because his beating heart beat is the same as my heartbeat this time.


I was shocked to hear Mr. Deva's confession, it turns out that Dr. Rendra's guess did not miss, Mr. Deva really likes me.


When I was about to make a sound, Mr. Deva instead moved his lips and kissed my lips, our eyes were equally automatically closed, initially just touching each other, gradually Mr. Deva began to dare ******* my lips and I were also lulled down following the play of his lips.


A kiss came off because we just as much needed oxygen to stay alive, with gasping breaths, Mr. Deva who was reluctant to move away from my face, cupped my face with both of his big hands and stared at me intensely,


"does this mean you accept my feelings?" ask Mr. Deva to me.


"em.." My lips felt faint to answer, wanting to look down to avoid the eyes of Mr. Deva but could not, Mr. Deva held my face firmly.


"if you can't answer now, it's okay, I'll wait for your answer!" said Mr. Deva then kissed my forehead briefly and soon passed from before me.


After Deva's death, I took a deep breath, and set my heart pounding irregularly.


"huh...why with my heart?" I murmured while rubbing my own chest.


"why should I kiss back? do I like it too?" murmured again with a messy mind in confusion myself.


Since that incident, Mr. Deva no longer looked for opportunities to meet me, it seems like he was giving me a wide space to think about his speech the other day.


If not, then for days I could not enjoy that handsome, shady face, and this really tormented me.


Surprisingly why isn't he as good as me now? was he intentionally playing me? dumped me after kissing my lips? dirty thoughts are starting to get into my brain.


Until one afternoon on my way home from work, I waited for him in the parking lot, hoping I wasn't late and could meet him.


As expected, he was just about to go home and was walking casually towards his car, I quickly walked towards him and approached him


I pulled that burly arm until his face looked at me, he looked confused yet I didn't care, I had to immediately pull out the uneg in my heart for this past week at him.


"why do I feel like you're avoiding me now?" askaku who subconsciously does not call him "Sir" anymore.


She seemed to smile with such sweetness, casually looking at me who was about to explode from enduring the longing.


"why are you smiling? are you deliberately trying to play me?" I said again with a slightly loud tone.


"you why?" he asked in a relaxed tone, almost making me cry.


"why?? you ask me why? after you kissed me?" I said no to his words.


Deva dropped the bag in her hand and confirmed her position facing me, both of her hands pulling both of my hands which made our distance even closer,


"are you beginning to realize how you feel about me?" deva asked in a half-whispering voice.


"aap..what exactly is your purpose?"


"make you aware of your own feelings!"


"then?"


"then what? it turns out you have the same feelings as me!"


"where do you know?"


"you coming towards me right now is proof that you like me too! I'm sure you've been tormented for a week, haven't you?"


"you were on purpose?"


"i did it so that you would immediately realize that feeling in your heart!"


"you're evil!"


"i'm just as tormented as you are, I almost failed because I couldn't bear to miss you!"


I cried and then drowned my head in his field chest, while continuing to fumble,


"you're evil!"


"excuse me Dara, I love you so much even from the beginning we met first, I've been attracted to you!"


"really?" I said, looking up, surprised by his confession.


"yes, I've been interested in you for a long time, but I know that Rendra loves you so much that I choose to bury my feelings at that time, and try to live my relationship with Lidya" she explained.


"during that time you kept it to yourself?" I just can't believe it.


"yes, and you never realized it, when I tried to show my feelings in court, while solving the corruption case but you seemed insensitive at all!"


"because I've never thought that far!"


"why?"


"because a person like you who is ignorant and a little haughty, it is impossible to like me! in contrast to Dr. Rendra who showed her feelings clearly to me!"


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