A Star

Twenty-four

Dara woke up from a deep sleep, but her head felt heavy, no matter what the cause.

Dara blinked her eyes and tried to get up, her body felt crumpled, Dara was even more surprised when she saw her naked innocent body, and even more shocked to see a man who was as innocent as himself, was sleeping under the same blanket.

"aaaaaaaaa.." I shouted that morning.

Pandu was surprised by my screams and immediately sat down next to me who was crying hysterically while holding firmly the blanket that covered my body.

"you're a jerk!!" my makiku while hitting Pandu's arm firmly.

"forgive me Dara." he said regretfully.

"tega once you did this to me!" I said again, a heartbreaking sounding cry.

"i'll take responsibility" he said, trying to calm me down.

Plakkkp....

I slapped him hard, until his lower lip was torn and bleeding, but Pandu was not angry, instead he cried to see me scruffy like this.

"hit me as much as you deserve it" he said with a face soaked with tears and blood running from his lips.

"i hate a jerk like you!!! get out of front of me!!!" my ex is full of emotions.

Pandu did not answer me, he got up and put on his pants and rushed out of the room.

My body trembled violently, I did not expect, Pandu could destroy my future, really fatal to have believed it.

"arghhhhh.." I shouted in frustration.

I quickly put on my shirt and walked out of the disgusting Pandu room,

"where are you going Dara? let me take you" Pandu said.

"cih...don't ever see me again!!!!" I said spit in front of him.

"you can't go home in that situation..."

"what do you care about, huh? a depraved man like you doesn't need to be so good to me!!!"

I got out of the house and walked out the alley, I took a taxi home, I got home, my mom who saw me random, asked, asked,

"where are you Dar? semalem ga home, mamah phone, your phone is not active" said mamah.

Without answering, I immediately rushed into the arms of the mother,

"sorry Dara mah. "my words came back crying.

"sorry for what, baby? you why?"

"Here have done wrong mah.please forgive Dara" I said.

"you don't know what you mean..."

"mah.. I can't tell you now, I'm tired and want to rest"

"well, you'd better rest, your face looks pale and exhausted"

I rushed to my room and locked the door, covered my face with a pillow and cried as I would.

"brengseeekkkkkkkkkk you Scout!!!" my screams were muffled by the pillow.

Recalling last night's incident, I got up and went to the bathroom, I flushed my body under the shower, rubbed it firmly, and I,

"my body is dirty!!!" racauku while crying.

I just kept rubbing it until my skin felt sore, it seemed like my skin was scuffed and bleeding.

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Some days I'm not out of the house even I locked myself in the room, my phone turns off.

mama was worried to see how I was, though,

"honey.. Why are you like this, son?" mamah.

I'm not shaking, my eyes are empty,

"When you're sick, let's go to the doctor" said Mamah again and I still didn't answer.

Not only mama who was worried, Dr. Rendra who could not contact me had also come to the house many times and look for me but I always refused to meet him, it seems I already have no face to face with him.

"how's aunt? is Dara still not going to see me?" ask Dr. Rendra when he comes to my house.

"sorry son Rendra, Dara remains the same as yesterday." replied mamah.

"oh so yes." said Dr. Rendra with a lethargic face.

"patience son. later let aunty find out why Dara like this"

"iya aunt...thank you! if so I say go home first and tomorrow I will come again" he said goodbye and saluted mamah.

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A week I had been absent from my job, Beno mas until furious and came to my house with Cika.

"sorry aunt, can I see Dara?" permission from Beno to mama.

"can son. only Dara can not be invited to communicate, but if Beno wants to try to talk gapapa"

Mas Beno and Cika came to my room, Mas Beno who was initially furious, was now concerned to see my situation which was far from good.

"oh my God.. Dara you why is it like this?" ask Beno to be surprised.

Cika seemed to be crying over me,

"Where... I beg to speak" Cika added in between her cries.

"Dar.. If you don't tell, forever you will fall alone like this." advised Mas Beno.

I remained silent without being able to say a word and my gaze was blank.

"Mas Beno is waiting for you Dar. You are still the artist mas Beno" Mas Beno said.

"come back Dar. We all love and support you very much." said Cika.

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Today Dr. Rendra came again, every day he took the time to visit me, and patiently waited for me to speak.

"honey.. I will continue to come to you until you want to share my story with me, whatever it is I will accept everything Dara" he said affectionately.

I couldn't answer but my tears seemed to represent all my feelings at the moment,

"don't cry anymore baby, I promise to make you happy no matter how you are" she added.

"yes, do not forget to eat yes and take medicine regularly and rest enough so that the spit is healed. Your fans have missed your presence on the screen"

Beno takes care of everything, including the belom-finished FTV starring Dara.

Fortunately, everything went well even FTV did not demand for Dara's absence in the next filming.

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