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This morning as usual I started to open my book with a little steal the opportunity to glance at Icha my best friend who was busy with his pen. I don't know why I've seen him so cheerful lately, never dizzy in my mind to ask him that because the most important thing is that I feel happy to see my best friend dangling such a beautiful smile. I turned my mind to open my book again, I wrote 6 letters in graffiti style. Cracked up the name 'Malvin' wholeheartedly and for some reason I became self-smiling, my cheeks started to heat up and my wish started to take me flying high. Oh Malvin why I became this way, from the beginning of entering Junior High I started to like you even until now. Only this series of your name is capable of representing all my feelings. I was confused how I could say this to you, while you also never gave me anything that could make me understand that you also have the same feeling. Even dozens of writings like this always bear witness to my love for you that never delivered.
The arrival of my friend from the next class made me shocked and spread all the love questions in my mind, when my daydream was solved because of the joke Nina suddenly patted my shoulder.
'Fandah, you're okay, right? Early in the morning I was dreaming like a granny!', he chanted while patting my shoulder. 'Hehe, yes, Na the sweet guy always disturbs my memory', I said. 'Oh noah the child early in the morning already struggling, mending you samperin aja to his class there continue to shoot deh', ledek Nina makes me blush. 'Crazy, I'm ashamed to shoot first', I replied. 'From the rich gini, like from the beginning to enter Junior High to sit on the bench SMK not so-called events as well', he replied to advise me. 'Yes, but yeah have you done it Na time, uh here to do the hell? Go back to your class, make a bete here!', I chanted while sticking out my tongue. 'OK okay relax Fan, I'll go back to class, I'm just here to minjem math notebook kok Fan, ' he replied with a grinning smile.
Then I gave her math book and Nina rushed to run while teasing me from the window, like a naughty little boy to her sister, I just smiled a little and then continued to write that series of names.
As usual on Wednesday I came home late in the afternoon for taking part in eskul at my school, after the bell home from school I changed into sports clothes and immediately rushed towards the hall. There I saw the sweet guy of my dream 'Malvin Aditya' from the front corner waving and smiling at me. Suddenly my heart thumped and my cheeks began to reddish, I put my feet into place with a strange feeling, I could only smile after arriving in front of him.
'Fandah, how are you? Hpmu number change yes kok I sms but failed continues anyway', he said while shaking my hand. 'Ba. well Vin, uh yes my number changed hehe', I replied nervously. 'Yes later after Eskul you tell me your new number, ' he asked with a very sweet smile. 'Yes Vin, yes I have been to the field first yes anyways I am looking for Mr. Arya but not here. Until Malvin, ' I replied as I passed from him. He only replied with a very charming smile, his handsome face fascinated me and admired him even more. I walked with a feeling that was still very uncertain, as if I could not believe he greeted me again.
In the past, our Junior High was indeed close even though only a friend during Scout activities, but from the first he was a good person and his smile was what made me fly to the seventh sky. I saw from a distance that Mr. Arya and his friends had lined up in the field, immediately I ran so as not to make them wait a long time.
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The ringing tone of my phone made me wake up from my sleep, I looked for the tiny HP that was tucked under the pillow. I read the text and my eyes were wide open as if in disbelief in a blind morning like this he texted me. My heart was beating fast and I was shocked and could hardly believe it if today he took me on the road. I started flying again in my imaginary world and I was happy to take a walk with him on Sunday. My eyes could not be closed anymore because my feelings began to be erratic, only this time I felt happiness like this. Duh Malvin you're making me go crazy, my inner self.
Even though it only accompanied her to the bookstore but it made my feelings even more overwhelming. Until tonight I can't close my eyes because it always has her face and her charming smile, tonight my heart is softly caressed by the night until dark to lead me to the door of dreams and invite me to dance.
I have been close to Malvin for 3 months, I have started to know him more deeply and vice versa. I love her so much but somehow I can't accept her being my boyfriend. What's wrong with me? I don't know, there seems to be something in my heart. I always said I loved her but she forced me to accept it if I really loved her. I'm not ready for a relationship with him, our approach is only 3 months old even though we have known almost 5 years but I'm still not sure about his feelings. It could be that he said dear not only to me but maybe behind my back he also told other girls.
Because tomorrow is my picket so I decided to clean up the class after school, so that tomorrow I can leave more relaxed. After the bell rang I sat down and waited for a while until my friends came home and the class started to quiet down. I cleaned the small window panes, and then I threw out the trash on the desk drawers. As soon as I swept the floor area of my seat I saw a pink book with golden ornaments. I opened the cover page and I found a line of writing there 'Icha Paramitha', I said slowly. Then I put the diary into my bag and tomorrow I will return it to Icha because it looks like this book is left here, maybe stored in a drawer and lost. I continue my picket activities with the remaining energy.
This twilight the sky closes the sunlight that goes back to the western horizon. On my desk lay a pink diary of Icha's. Then I didn't care about it anymore, hoping that the gray sky was gone but what happened was rain at dusk. I stared at the raindrops that started falling and formed dew on my window. The mood this afternoon made me bad and I started to switch back to the diary Icha. I opened the second sheet and gasped as if in disbelief with the pink heart drawing an arrow-shaped line and the name implied 'Icha love Malvin'. As if I could not believe all this and my disbelief intrigued me by the contents of the next sheets. 'Ah turns out', I watered with a tear meticulous. I can't believe even beyond my expectations that every morning Icha writes in her diary is about Malvin. Although I liked Malvin first but I feel embarrassed because Icha love is greater than what I feel. I felt contempt for betraying my own best friend, my tears broke and only the rumbling of rain accompanied and glorified me coldly and bitterly.
I felt my body start to limp and couldn't imagine anything more, my vision began to faint and everything in my room was blurry and the longer I only found the black dot and I remembered nothing. From then on I started to stay away from Malvin and stopped communicating with him. I'm even more guilty if I continue my relationship with Malvin, even though I love him so much but I also can't let my best friend cry and grieve.
One day I was forced to give Malvin's cell phone number to Icha, I didn't care about my feelings and my expectations. The most important thing is the happiness of my sabbath that I love, I am willing to feel this pain as long as he is happy. Let me keep my desire to be with Malvin, I still have the other spirit of my best friend and my parents. I honestly love her but I can't let my best friend's heart hurt.
This morning I did not feel well and I did not go to school because my condition was still weak and it was not possible to get out of bed. I fell asleep and tried to get enough rest so that my condition began to recover. This lunch I was fed to my beautiful mother, she was very kind to me and she never scolded me even if I made a mistake.
I can only watch tv in my room alone while lying on the couch. Suddenly my phone rang and I didn't think Icha called me. What's wrong?, my mind.
'Ha. hello.. Fandah huhu, how come you never told me that you like my boyfriend? Very bad you, have to be well khiianatin I huhu, ' he said while sobbing.
'Hello Icha why are you? Yes, I may not like your boyfriend, who really deh', I replied nervously.
'Basic liar!', he snapped. Tut tut tut, he turned off his phone and I could only shut up and not know what to do. My daydream stopped because it seemed like someone had entered my room, ah he must have always been there for me, my mind.
'Nina, how come you don't come here anyway', welcome me while shaking her hand. 'Emang should report first well with you?', ledeknya. 'Yes, don't get involved', I replied with a smile. Then Nina chatted with me for a long time until the afternoon she just rushed home. He borrowed my laptop to do group work because I might not be able to go to school tomorrow.
That twilight I enjoyed my TV show with cheer, even though 2 days I have not been able to leave school. Suddenly my mother came and brought me a cup of warm chocolate milk. 'Ndo, in front of you was your friend. He said he wanted to look at you Fan.', said my mother gently as she placed the cup on the table. 'Yes ma'am, tell me to go into Fandah's room, I asked.
Moments later I saw Icha coming to my room and hugging me. Her tears broke on my shoulder and I tried to calm her down.
'What's Cha?', I'm confused. 'I'm sorry Fan, because of me, Malvin just as you're getting away from each other. Sorry for my attitude yesterday huh?', he asked still sobbing. 'Isn't it me who should be apologizing, Cha? I betrayed you Cha, I replied. 'With Fan, you are close to Malvin first and I have ruined everything. I've read all your notes on Fan's laptop, I feel guilty, sorry I'm Fan huhu', he explained sobbing. 'Cha don't talk about it anymore, I'm already that. I am sincere in Cha for your happiness', I replied.
'Fan I have mutusin Malvin', he said. 'Loh why? Didn't you want it so much?', I asked in astonishment. 'Yes Fan, but first you sacrificed for me when I was happy over your suffering huhu', he exclaimed. 'Yes Cha, I'm sorry before you apologize, don't cry, ' I replied, wiping her tears. 'You are so good I am Fan, but I hurt you huhu.'
I could only wipe away her tears, because that was the meaning of friendship. Rela makes her best friend smile despite having to give up what she wants and is always willing to wipe her tears when her best friend cries and always wants to hug her when she feels alone.
Since that time I and Icha have become more intimate and our friendship has grown stronger even though love sometimes destroys friendships, but it does not happen to me. Love does not have to have, it is better to lose the love that is not sure to be ours forever than we have to destroy the friendship that we have been sure to live.
Finishes.
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