A Decision

Abi is not Dad

...Longing...

...Father where you are...

...Here I miss you...

...I want to meet...

...Missing your caresses...

...Your love I always miss...

...You are always present in my dreams...

...A dream so real to me...

...I want you big...

...Tampa you by my side...

...Tampa is the one who accompanies my days...

...By: Niki Ayu Anggini...

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Home ..

Hour 06.00 WIB

After the prayers with the children, Bimo and I went to exercise together. We all went to the stadium I used to sell. But this time, I went there to exercise. We drove in Bimo's car.

Distadium....

The morning sun has not shown its light, the atmosphere of people exercising still looks lonely. Many are just people selling their merchandise.

Bimo and I ran a little, followed by the children running behind him. Aisyah and Sisil ran over while laughing. They're both so happy.

One station is enough. Spits out a lot of sweat that is soaked in snow. Now it's time for breakfast.

Bimo invites children to choose the breakfast menu. Aisyah wants yellow rice, Sisil wants chicken porridge.

Bimo also said .."It's impossible if you go there and keep your sister there! Split dong? Let's just say what we're gonna eat?"

"Ehmm. yes udh Abi, we eat chicken porridge!" Sisil gave up.

"Yeeeayy .." Shouted Aisyah who was excited and jumping!

We all walked to the chicken porridge on the road. Carefully Bimo led the children to cross.

Until I got the porridge, I ordered four servings of chicken porridge with satay ati ampela.

The porridgeer brought four bowls of chicken porridge to the table. The four of us enjoyed a delicious breakfast of chicken porridge and did not forget to read the prayer before eating.

Porridge is delicious because the chicken porridge is eaten while hot, accompanied by sate ati ampela and sambal that is so spicy. Drink some hot tea. Ehmm.. so seductive it feels!!!

"Bun, don't eat too much sambal!" Said Bimo who saw me eating so much sambal.

"Yes, um." Answer me and continue eating until it is finished.

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Breakfast was finished, Bimo finally paid for all the porridge ordered to the father of the chicken porridge seller.

"Here sir, take the change." Bimo who gave fifty thousand rupiah.

"Thank you sir." Answer the chicken porridge seller.

We all walked to the parking lot. The distance is pretty close.

Until the parking lot, we all got in the car. Then Bimo started the car engine and drove his car towards home.

Home ..

10.00 WIB hours

After until the children take a bath to cleanse themselves from the sweat attached to their bodies. After that Aisyah went to play at her friend's house! If Sisil is engrossed in his phone. He would spend hours playing with his cell phone.

Bimo and I cleaned up the house. Compact cooperation done by both of us. Even though I can do it myself. But Bimo forced.

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14.00 WIB hours

Bimo and I were sitting together, talking about our future plans.

"I understand Mas Bimo's concern about the matter of home. This house belongs to Abim. Until now, Abim did not bother about this house. But here is the right of the children that Mas Abim noticed."

Bimo also replied. "Don't worry about the house. Even if Abim does not dispute about the house and will remain the right of children. I'm just asking that we keep moving. This house we rented! You can save the money on behalf of both of them. I just don't want any talk behind her, I hope you understand!!"

"Yes, whatever you do! Wherever I'll go with you!"

"If I jump off a hill, do you want to come?"

"Yesy."

I was shocked when Bimo said that. But did Bimo even laugh with a spin.

When engrossed in tandem, Aisyah came running from outside. Aisyah approached and sat down in the middle of the two of us.

With a breath of breath, Aisyah tried to explain to me and Bimo.

"Bun, grab a drink for a sip!" Tell Bimo who saw Aisyah with breath panting because he ran away.

"No, I'm okay!"

Aisyah set her breath to start her conversation. After her breathing was no longer breathless, Asiyah started to say it..

"So this way, mother ..Abi!" He said and started telling me everything while he was playing.

The flashback

When Aisyah plays at Lulu's. There are other friends there too. There are Khanza, Ika, and Naura.

They all originally played together by playing dolls and cooking. Over time their games all changed into mother, father, brother and sister.

Everything seems to be playing together. Until finally there was one of his friends named Khanza who asked Aisyah something.

"Ais, now you have a father, right?"

Aisha replied to Khanza. "Not Dad but Abi. Abi Bimo!!"

"Ais, it's the same! Abi or dad! Same time as!!" Reply Lulu.

Aisyah remained in her stance, that Abi and father were different to her. In a loud voice Aisyah said. "My father is Abim, but go nowhere!! My abi, Abi Bimo, but my love and care are with me and my brother. Can teach me to learn, can pray together. Same with dad!!"

Everyone looked at Aisyah and listened to Aisyah tell a long story about the figure of Abim's father and Abi Bimo. He thinks that's the difference between father and Abi.

"Ais, how is Abi Bimo?" Ask Naura who wants to know about the figure of Abi Bimo.

"Over rich your father! Unfortunately not playing!!"

"But it's not your real father. Later if Abi same mother has a baby sister. You must have been forgotten." Naura said she knew because she had heard stories from her parents.

"I don't know you, Naura." Sela Lulu to Naura who said that.

Aisha who heard Naura's words became silent. Though he was very excited to tell about Abi Bimo to his friends.

Aisha did not continue her conversation. Aisyah cleaned up all her toys and took them home.

Before leaving Aisyah said goodbye to go home to her friends.

Flashback.

Bimo and I listened to Aisyah's story while playing. His face only looked exhausted after running.

Bimo explained what Aisyah had told him just now.

"Dek, Adek is not abi's biological child. But Abi's affection and attention are as adek and big brother as abi's biological child. Not going to be different even though Abi later had a child from mother. So adek or brother does not need to feel that this Abi is not your real abi or feel bad!"

The listening Aisyah smiled back and hugged Bimo's body tightly!

"One more thing! However, Abim's father's attitude towards brother is equally good. Abi beg you two to remain respectful to Abim's father. You guys don't ..."

Bimo had not finished his words, but Aisyah had already cut off Bimo's conversation.

"No, until anytime! I don't want to apologize, Dad! Abim's father is evil!" Said Aisyah who was angry and entered the room while slamming the door of the room tightly!

Brakkk...

Sisil who heard Aisha slam the door, then shouted. "So, you can slowly close the door!!"

Aisyah sat in the corner of the room. He cried but only let out tears without making a sound. His disappointment is no longer contained. He needs the love and attention of a father. Where did his father go?

Seriate..

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