A Decision

Headstrong

The Hospital...

Hour 21.00 WIB.

In the hospital room in which one room in it there are six children. The room was third grade.

How narrow the room is! Not to mention the sound of crying toddlers alternating!

How else, this is all I can give to my child who is lying helplessly! With an infusion hose attached to his hand. His eyes were still closed tightly, as a result of feeling the heat pain he was experiencing.

Fortunately, I still have money and jewelry beyond Abim's knowledge. That's all I keep, because of my hard work first. If it doesn't run out, all the savings I have for the kids.

For a while I just use my savings, for the cost of treatment Aisyah is still stored in the journal.

Maybe I wouldn't be dizzy, if the children's facilities weren't requested by my ex-husband. But it all happened. Just pray and hope, may Abim knock on the door of his heart!!

Flashback.

Two Weeks ago..

Restaurant ..

19.00 WIB hours

Abim was waiting for me to meet. I don't know what he wants to talk about! He doesn't explain a bit.

When I came, I saw the face of a man who had not met for a long time. Sitting alone. Wear a white hoodie sweater. His hands are holding a cell phone.

I walked over to where Abim was sitting. Then saying. "Assynolajet. Sorry for waiting so long!"

"It's okay!"

I sat next to Abim. A little awkward, now I feel. This mouth feels mute, I have a lot to talk about. But, unable to say the words. Like stopping for a moment.

My heart is also beating fast. I'm starting to have a hard time controlling my feelings. How not! The man sitting in front of me was once a part of my life!

It is not easy to forget an Abimanan who used to be my husband. It takes time to forget! It took me years, years. There are wounds that need to be treated first.

"Emmm.. Is there anything important you want to talk about?"

"Yes! How are the kids?" Abimanan asked, with no smile on his face.

"Alhamdulillah good!"

"I'm here to ask for an insurance card, which I used to give you. Including all the cards I've ever given you?"

Isdeg..

"Sir.meaning!" Ask me with curiosity.

"Health insurance card, because we're not husband and wife now and other cards!"

Fortunately, I took it with me and I always put it in my wallet. Actually after the divorce, wanted to return to Abim. But Abim always refused.

He always said he would still be responsible to me, but in reality not!! Children's monthly rations only, erratic!

"It!" I said while giving you a health insurance card.

"One only!"

"One, yes! Me. That's one, mas! Then what else! For the others I will give later. Now I don't bring it!" Answer me try to explain! I actually still carry it in my wallet. I just want to know Abim's reaction.

Abim then returned. "Children's health insurance card, where?"

How shocked I was when I heard what Abim said. To the extent that I repeated it, I was afraid I heard it wrong! "What! Whaaat! What!"

"Yes, I'm asking for the facilitation of children to be revoked including children's health insurance!"

I opened my lips and did not accept what Abim said. I am not a stupid woman who can be lied to constantly.

The divorce of the husband and wife if it happens, then the rights will be revoked by the place where Abim works. The rights of children will not be lost because at any time, he will be the son of an Abimanan even though later Abim married again and had a wife. That's what I know from where he works. Because I worked in the same place.

"You're sure, you're revoking the children's insurance. If that happens, you will be truly sorry!"

"Mas Abim won't regret it, Manda!" Reyna's spell suddenly came in her haughty style.

I was shocked and kept staring at the face I just knew. Reyna is the wife of Siri Abim.

"Quick where? Don't wear it for long." Force Reyna to get me and the kids' health insurance cards!

"Wait especially! It's done, right, now you better go!" Said Reyna who kicked me out.

"alright. Assalamualaikum!"

"Glamma!" Answer both at the same time!

Flashback off

****

In hospital...

07.00 WIB..

This morning, I was still in the hospital. Befriend the other patients.When Aisyah is still asleep, the heat is still up and down!

I keep praying that little ones heal quickly and can move again!

"Assynnya!" Greetings mama Atika and Sisil who just came.

"Girlwindsalam! Here ma!" I said smile!

"This is bun, change of clothes. The same as you told me!" Said Sisil while giving the bag to me!

Mama Atika brought herself closer to Asiyah who was asleep! Then kiss her forehead and say. "Cheal fast!"

Then back off slowly.

My eyes looked at Sisil and said. "Sister, where was last night?"

"Uti's house! Mother, just calm down!" The answer.

I'm a little relieved, usually Sisil is very difficult to be told to stay! But this time, he wants to!

"Here, make your addition here! Who knows what to do!" He said, and his hand gave him some money in an envelope.

I cried, always bothering and bothering my mother. I should be happy, but in reality I can't!

I received the envelope and kept it in my bag.

"Thank God, thank you ma! I will definitely return it!"

"Don't think about it! Most importantly, Aiayah's recovery!"

It was not long before two people, namely Rizal sir and Ainun mama, who came and stood to see the state of Aisyah.

Me, Sisil and Atika's mama shake hands with Ainun and Rizal's mama.

And without further ado Ainun directly asked me! "Why, what happened to my granddaughter?"

"Aisha has a fever, ma! It's been treated like a doctor!"

"Then why be treated in a narrow room like this! How did your manda! Isn't Abim's insurance second class?"

Deg.deg.

Mama Ainun deserves to ask about that, because indeed I have not told her about Abim's actions asking for all the rights of children!

My eyes looked at Mama Ainun's face and tried to explain the glare! "Ma, this is what I can give Aisyah! When the first time Asiyah had to be treated! Anywhere? What class? Aisyah for me the most important thing is to get treatment for her safety!"

Mama Ainun and Mr. Rizal seemed to not understand what I was saying. It was as if I deliberately let Asiyah be here!

"Just move twelfth! Let's be a little relieved!" Mr. Rizal said, open your voice.

Sir, ma! I'm sorry I can't move in Aisyah twelfth grade!"

Not finished talking, Atika's mother's hand pulled Ainun's and Rizal's mama's hand out of the room so that what they were talking about was not heard by the patient next to her!

"What the hell is ma'am, pull our hands!" Ask mama Ainun.

My mother tried to explain what I said about Aisyah's treatment! Because mama Atika already knows from me!

"Listen, Mr. Rizal and Mr. Ainun please understand what Amanda meant! Amanda can only provide third-class facilities! Because it's your own personal expense! Manda has not had time to take care of BPJS children and himself. because a week ago Abimanan just asked for everything that was once theirs."

Mama Ainun and Rizal gawked, hearing what Atika said. I can't believe his son's behavior! Maybe it could be if I had just been revoked because there were no more rights! But these are kids too!

seriate..