A Decision

Abim's Effort

Reyna has been hospitalized for a week due to an accident that hit her. Now Reyna is back at her house.

Reyna was in shock after learning of her true state.

Hysterical crying, anger and more silence now all Reyna can do.

Abim who was near him and continued to feel guilty. To this day, he is still faithful to accompany her. Abim doesn't know how to make Reyna happy.

Reyna's parents' request is difficult for her to fulfill. Abim still harbors a deep sense for his ex-wife. He still expects me back, but his high ego makes Abim dark-eyed. As a result Abim even more away from me and the children.

That's the reason why he can't legally marry Reyna, even though he's divorced from me. Hope is only hope for Abim. His dream is now broken, because he has to do something he does not want. Marriage legally to the state to make amends for Reyna.

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Every day busy with his work, at home he also had to be busy taking care of his wife who was increasingly making his patience disappear.

His fatigue is now gone after arriving home, in order to make Reyna again smile and excited again like before.

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At Reyna's..

20.00 WIB hours

Abim was asleep in a long chair. Since Reyna was hospitalized until now, Abim is sleep deprived. Abim can only fall asleep for two hours to three hours.

His mind is not calm! Think about the problem Abim is facing!

The longer Abim's body collapses. He felt tired and feverish.

Reyna saw her husband lying on a chair. Then call him loud!

"Mas, you didn't hear. Mas..mas!"

Abim did not hear it, he fell asleep very fast. Her body is not healthy.

Reyna was upset, then woke her up by nudging her by hand.

Abim felt something hit his body. Then he woke up from his long sleep. Open his eyes slowly and look around him.

There was Reyna waiting for him.

"What's wrong?" Said Abim slowly while moving his hand up.

"You can sleep, mom! I have to live with this sadness. Where do you promise to always make me happy? Where are your words to marry me? Where...where?"

"Whisper! You can be quiet! I know because of me. You can only be the wife of Siri even now! I know ... Because of me you lost our baby-to-be and also until you can't have any more children! And now I promise to marry you, but until this moment, I have not been able to realize your dreams and desires! Pardon me! Sorry!"

Abim sat down and fell silent. At that time Abim was really dizzy! But ... Reyna couldn't accept it all.

Reyna was angry and from her mouth came words. "Why can't you marry me legally? What reason? Is it because you still love Manda and hope that one day you can come back with her? While I'll you throw it away, won't you? Or what? Answer mas? Don't you just shut up? What's your reason?"

"Yes. I still love Manda until now. That feeling never changes! But because of my guilt and my ego to keep you both it was rejected by Manda. Until I finally lost him! Pleased!!"

Again Abim could not hold back his emotions. Rage over!

"Yahoooooooo!" Shouted Abim out of his regret!

"Mas, he's just the past. Why do you still remember it! Now I am your wife. Why don't you try to make me happy instead of you having to think of that woman**n it!"

Brukkka ...

Abim hit his hand against the wall with his fast! Then he left, leaving the house.

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After Abim's departure, Reyna is now alone. His mother was selling in the market.

Reyna was crying alone. His fate is so poor! A man who cannot guarantee his happiness in the future.

Now there are only regrets!! Reyna also just realized what it would be like if her husband thought of another woman.

Was this what Manda felt at the time? It's painful! Inner Reyna.

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At Yusuf's house...

Abim went to Joseph's house to calm himself, tired of the problems he was facing! Especially now that his body is not healthy!

"Assynnya!"

Aalaikumsalam! In here!" Sahut Yusuf's!

So Joseph and Abim shook hands! Joseph noticed Abim's pale face and wrinkled appearance. And also looks skinny body shape!

Abim entered Joseph's house and sat in the guest room. Joseph brought two glasses of coffee and a fried banana that had been cooked by his wife.

Then he put it on the guest table.

"Please drink this coffee still hot." Yusuf sipped his coffee slowly because it was still hot.

"thank you. Sorry to always bother you, bro!"

"Just look again. Who is rich!"

Suddenly Abim's eyes focused on the arrival of Joseph's wife and son. With his eyes he saw the closeness between Joseph and his son, as well as Joseph and his wife who looked so friendly even in front of Abim.

It reminds me of his closeness to his children and his ex-wife.

"Yes.you daydream again!"

The voice of Joseph awakens Abim, while Abim is in his daydream. Abim smiled a little and looked at Joseph.

Joseph knew what Abim was thinking. Then he asked carefully so that Abim was not emotional and offended.

"Just think about your son! Why not try to meet them. They must be missing too."

"Sok knows! I've been enjoying fried bananas with this hot coffee." Abim avoided the question of Joseph.

Abim did not want to discuss his problem with anyone! He just wants to find a place to rest and win his mind.

The coffee was drunk by Abim, while his hand now held the cigarette he was smoking.

While talking with Joseph discussing his career that is above.

"Great yes, the more successful. Share the job if there is one! Make extra pocket money." Said Abim who was thrown out of his mouth!

"That's all thanks to prayer and support from the wife as well as the parents! Um... There is a damn! But you want to?"

Yusuf opened a fast food restaurant business that has been run for three months. His efforts continue to progress.

"What job?"

"Don't! This job is not worth it for you! Later if there is an obyekan buying and selling cars, houses or motorcycles! You want? If you want to find a buyer. Good luck to you!"

"OK!" Answer Abim briefly.

In the little heart Abim muttered. May there be sustenance to buy you a house and make you happy later.

Those words were meant for Reyna. In any case, Abim did not want to leave Reyna for the mistake he had done before! He will remain accountable to Reyna and make her happy.

Abim also regretted that he had hurt Reyna.

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The night was getting late and Abim said goodbye to Joseph!

Abim with his bike finally went to Reyna's house. He drives his bike very carefully! because the streets are getting quieter.