A Decision

Gifts

True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you survive.

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After the meeting, I felt something different. It was like there was a vibration I felt when I was near Bimo.

Feelings of joy and happiness, that's what I now know! It had been a long time that such a feeling had returned again, having disappeared for a long time due to the disappointment and heartache I felt.

Bimo was the first man to approach me since my divorce with Abim. I did close myself, the fear of failure in the household I still feel.

I never thought about finding a replacement for Abim. Does God want how to take me? The most important thing in my life is to make my heart happy.

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Bimo's House..

19.00 WIB hours

Bimo has just returned from the Ponpes where he taught! When Bimo passed in front of ummi's room, Bimo saw ummi who was opening a gift.

Bimo was curious and approached Ummi's room. Then open the room door.

Czechoslovak...

"Assalamualaikum ummi!"

Bimo went into the room and approached ummi who was opening gifts one by one. Then Bimo kissed ummi's hand.

"Girlwindsalam! Bim, are you home?"

"Udah ummi just got! Ummi open the presents again?"

"Yes Bim! Just finished!"

"Ehmm.. is there anything ummi likes, from all the gifts that ummi open?" Bimo asked curiously, what kind of gift was given by his heart!

"There's bim! Very nice! Of all the gifts that are given the same ummi, this is the simplest! But ummi likes it!"

Ummi shows the prizes favored by ummi are the gamis and hijab.

"Good Bim, it's from someone named Amanda! Ummi is not familiar. Oh yes if it's not wrong that comes with a child!"

Bimo smiled when he heard the name, it turned out that the gift from me was liked by Ummi Dwi.

"Ummi likes that gift?"

"Yes, that's great! Amanda is Arif?"

Bimo was silent for a moment to gather the courage to tell Ummi!

"Ummi, can I take a photo! Let me ask you what this is from Amanda that Ummi means."

Ummi gave the game to Bimo, and Bimo photographed it. Sent via WhatsApp message to me.

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Before long the WhatsApp message notification was heard on Bimo's phone.

That's right, it's from Manda. Inner Bimo while reading the contents of WhatsApp messages from me.

"Bim, Bimo baby! How's it true that Amanda you're referring to came with Arif?"

"Yes ummi!"

"Send her an ummi thank you! Ummi likes the prize! Oh, Bim, who is Arif?"

"Amanda Arif's brother! Ummi, sorry I asked! Do you think I am free to make my life choices, especially about my soul mate?"

Bimo said very carefully. He did not want what was said to ummi, to be misunderstood!

"Where ever ummi and abi set about your future, let alone the problem of a mate. Most importantly, what your future holds is the best choice. Especially about the soul mate. Abi sama ummi can only give input, accepted or not. It all comes back the same to you! Um. Do you have a candidate! Then try to introduce the same ummi."

Bimo's face instantly became red as ummi looked at him with a question mark?

"Ehmm.there's ummi, but...?"

"Mas Bimo wants to marry, ehmm who is the same? Must be Latifa?" Audy chirps Bimo's nosy sister.

Bimo did not listen to his sister. Bimo ends conversation with ummi. Bimo doesn't want Audy to interfere with his personal matters.

Bimo finally returned to his room.

In such a spacious room for a single man like Bimo.

Bimo laid his tired body on the bed. In his brain he kept thinking about me.

The shadow of being together made me and Bimo, made a Bimo drunk. It felt like the world belonged to just two.

What are you doing, Manda? We just met this morning, but why? Do I want to always be near you? It's that comfort that always wants to be next to you!

Bimo said alone in his room!

Tok.dok..

"Lake in."

Czechkk...

Bik Ijah went into Bimo's room. Then bik Ijah conveyed the message that outside there is Latifa and her family.

Bimo who knew it immediately went down and looked at it.

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Bimo sees Latifa and Latifa's parents coming to visit. Then Bimo shook hands with the two.

Bimo then sat down among them all.

Before long Bik Ijah came to bring food and drinks shirts.

Bimo's eyes suddenly focused on ummi. Bimo smiled faintly. He was happy because ummi was wearing a gift given by me.

At the same time abi noticed Bimo.

"Bim, what's wrong? How do you see ummi?"

"That's abi, ummi using a gift from Amanda."

"Amanda!" Everyone was shocked to hear the unfamiliar name in their ears.

Ummi smiled, seeing that everyone was dumbfounded by that name

"Why with all of you? Wonderful about that name? Ask Bimo? That name seems special to Bimo?"

Again ummi mocked him so that makes Bimo's face reddened again and lowered his head in shame!

"Oh yes om and aunt what's up here! Dadakan.. usually tell me if you want to come here?"

Ask Bimo who switched the conversation!

"Om going to talk seriously about something!" Say Om Dony.

"What's the matter? It looks serious?" Ask Abi with her questions!

Everything seems serious and wants to know. The atmosphere became silent!

"It's about Latifa and Bimo!" Said o'm Dony.

Bimo scrunched his forehead, he touched on what Dony said.

A connection? Is it true that I'm the same as Latifa? I just think of Latifa as a sister, nothing more! Bimo in his heart!

"I'm sorry if there's a connection between Latifa and Bimo?" Timpal Abi wants to know!

"Om, sorry before! I'm the same Latifa has nothing to do? I just think of Latifa as a sister. And all you need to know is that aunt and aunt and Latifa already have their own candidate! Again I'm sorry!" Bimo said confidently.

Bimo just does not want if his proximity to Latifa is too exaggerated. And before everything misunderstood, Bimo finally stated that he did have a prospective companion to live just waiting for the right time to be introduced to his parents!

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Latifa who heard what Bimo said became sad. Latifa had always hoped that Bimo would like her too but in reality did not.

Om Dony and Aunt Lydia who knew that were really angry and disappointed!

"Your bimo has disappointed me so much, I am not terpma. Remember that! Also for the two of you our friendship here!"

Om Donny is very angry at Bimo as well at ummi and abi. Latifa and her parents just left without saying goodbye.

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After the departure of Latifa and her parents, Bimo gets so many questions from Abi and ummi!

In this situation, Bimo remained calm. He always faces every problem calmly, wisely and patiently without emotion.

Keep smiling even if someone scolds her or hurts her.

"Bim, explain!" Pinta Abi on Bimo.

"Abi .. umi. sorry if you were disappointed and embarrassed Abi same ummi. But what I'm saying is true. I have absolutely no feelings for Latifa. I ... am close to someone! Name's Amanda!"

Bimo stopped for a moment to catch his breath.

"He's Arif's brother, I've known him for a long time. Nice, polite and friendly. She is a widow and has two children. Her ex-husband cheated on her!"

"Astaghfirullah, Bimo. There are no other women!" Ummi was surprised.

"Nhc .. Abi. Please know more about Amanda. Don't judge because she's a widow! But even as a Muslim woman who struggles to raise her children!" Pinta Bimo

Abi and ummi fell silent. There was a feeling of disappointment towards Bimo! But what's wrong if you first know the female figure chosen by Bimo!

...Happy Reading's...