A Decision

Disappointed (Tales of the past)

At home...

Hour 09.00 WIB

"You guys want to go? How about we go for a walk!"

"Where's bun?" Ask the youngest!

"Whatever!" I said and saw the radiance of happiness on their faces!

"All right! Come on, get ready!"

"Gaziness!" Shouted Aisyah who was happy to be taken for a walk.

Aisyah and Sisil quickly changed their clothes, so did I.

After changing clothes, the children were standing near the motorbike I used to wear. By looking at the happy smiles of the two of them, I felt happy! It felt like my heart was so peaceful, even though in truth, there were many questions about Abim that I wanted to ask him.

On the motorbike I took the two children to go for a walk where they wanted to go. Surround the streets by noon.

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An hour and more around finally the three of us arrived at Taman Mini Indonesia Indah (TMII).

My two children agreed to go here, after a long argument between the two of them.

TMII..

At the entrance, I stopped to buy three tickets to TMII. Then go inside and walk around for a while.

"Bun, I want to swim." Aisyah said while pointing towards the swimming pool called SnowBay.

I answered it too. "Don't love, we're not bringing a change of clothes."

Aisyah lowered her head a sign that she was disappointed. Then I run my bike towards the children's palace.

Until my son parked my motorbike, and walked to the entrance to buy a ticket. After buying the ticket, the three of us stepped inside.

I saw my daughter who was growing up, engrossed in holding her phone while having a selfie and styling on the tik tok. While Aisyah is fun to enjoy the game inside the doll palace by buying more game tickets.

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At Reyna's..

"Mas, try my cooking!" Reyna said while putting food on the table.

Abim is sitting there playing his cell phone! Then saying. "Yes, then!"

"Let's dong mas, it's still warm!" Persuade Reyna.

"Not hungry yet!"

Reyna rattled her lips in disappointment at failing to get Abim to eat her cooking!

You are tired of cooking you do not eat gold! reyna's upset.

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By TMII...

Me and my two kids are done in the nursery, keong mas, then the cable car, the bird park.

It did not feel like the day was getting late, I took my two children home. By driving a motorbike.

On the way home, sleepy Ayesha was sitting in front of me. The bike I was carrying shook a little while driving it. For holding Aisyah who was fast asleep.

"Daddy, let's get up. Mommy's hard so bring the bike." I said to Aisha to wake up. But still asleep.

"Yyyyyy..." I screamed when I fell off the bike.

I, Aisyah and Sisil fell from the motorbike due to the motor that I carried shake because of the weight of Aisyah sleeping.

Many people helped me. Ask about my situation and my two children. I who was panicking immediately looked towards Sisil and Aisyah. My heart is beating fast. Scared, something happened to my two children. I hope there are no serious injuries to both. My inner.

Hiks.hiks.. Aisyah's cry was shocked from falling off the bike and couldn't answer my question.

I saw the situation of my two children. Punctiliously. From the tip of the foot to the tip of the head, I keep watching. Were there any wounds on their bodies.

I can finally breathe with relief. I say thank you, Thank God. That my son is fine. There were no injuries at all, they were only shocked by the fall.

But I couldn't continue on, because my body was still trembling from the fear I was experiencing.

There was a man of great stature and he put it on top of me. He gave us a drink for the three of us. Takes me to go to the hospital. But I refuse!

I tried to call my husband, but his number could not be reached. The disappointment and annoyance towards him made me even more.

I waited a long time, less than an hour. To gather the courage to go home. The journey is still far, if I go home, without taking a motorbike, then I put the motor where? Thought me.

"Where to go, let me take you later." Take that guy, who I don't know.

"No thank you. I'm waiting for relatives to pick me up." I said subtly.

"Mr, if you want to go please. I'm it's okay. Thanks for the help!"

"Okay, then I'll excuse you." Answer and then leave.

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An hour waiting, I finally had the idea to call Arif. Arif is my sister. He's gonna pick me up.

I made a call too. I explained what happened to me and my two children. Arif without thinking for long, he wants to pick me up.

I feel quite relieved, even if I wait here for a little while. I'm a little calm.

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After an hour I waited, Arif! Arif came by his car and a friend. Get out of the car and get close to me.

They finally helped me! Thank God I did not forget to say in my heart for all your protection, O Allah SWT!

I went home in Arif's friend's car while Arif took my bike.

On the way I felt sad. Because it makes them almost wretched. Fortunately, Allah SWT is still protecting us!

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At home we all did our usual activities

19.30 WIB hours

Abim sent a message via WhatsApp saying today he did not go home. This isn't the first time Abim hasn't come home! It's been a lot of times. Only once a week he does not come home. I know where he's going. Where else if not Reyna's house.

I slept in a large room, alone. Only rumble is not careless.waiting for the dawn of tomorrow the day that soon arrives. Want to turn the time around quickly so that you can get early in the morning!

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In my solitude, trying to reflect and think about everything that happened.

My heart aches, trying to survive! But until when? For a long time my mind was tormented. Abim's parents had every effort to advise his son but could not.

My parents asked me to part with Abim. Because I can't bear to keep getting hurt!

Until now I have survived for the sake of the children and given the opportunity for my household to be saved again. Although it actually hurts to be played continuously! Pray and hope that my prayers will be answered.

But the truth is, it's really a pleasure to give you the ordeal. More delicious than anything!

Tahajud I kept asking God to guide me! To beg for forgiveness for my mistakes and my caliphate. So that all the problems I face will come to an end!

...Happy reading...