" I'm Not My Beloved Child"

chapter 6 anger

" how his feet have gone" said the father to me.

it's a little bit quiet sir!! the pain has also been somewhat reduced, said I who was fun watching tv.

father: where is your mother???

me; is that in the back sir???

mr.; ohhh, (directly standing towards the back)

a few minutes later you called me: come eat the same?

yes sir, I answered standing to approach them.

my mom and dad were at the dinner table, and I prepared food for us.

"sister where, from earlier I did not see at all "said the father again.

brother has not come home, sir, I replied.

where is your brother? father asked again.

maybe at Sri sir's place I answered again

father; ooohh

as always, we always have dinner together and tell each other our daily activities.

another with my brother, late this he often late home, when in tanya reasoned to play in Sri's place. when he did not return home he always gave news.

but this Sunday my brother rarely gave me news, left without our knowledge.

we think, even though he did not give any news, he definitely stayed at Sri's place.

but this afternoon Sri came, want nanyain brother is not there

we were surprised because we thought the sister in Sri's place, turns out Sri also did not know at all.

" where are you???(father with angry face but in detention.

brother: just be quiet while lowering his head

father; where did you ask????

(with still anger)

brother: from Sri pak place( still down )

father; sri's place????

brother; yes sir!!!

father: Sri came here this afternoon, nanyain you, what is it not???? (with still angry)

the silent brother did not answer the question of the father.he just looked down and did not dare to look at the father by clenching his hands.

father: replied brother.(getting angry).

he remained silent, unwilling to answer my questions.

father: brother replied(angry)

the more he lowered his head and clenched his hands, the more he dared not look at him.

I who jerked from my sleep heard my father's screams wake me up.

"father why??? I muttered inwardly and immediately rushed out of the room...

I saw my father and brother in the living room,

my mom was there too,

what is it, sir, yelling??? mamak said to baapk by looking at father seriously

you are still silent not to answer from your questions.

"what's wrong ??? I asked but this time for my sister.

sister didn't answer the question from mommy's question.

I who was still silent at the door of the room, with a feeling of wastiness, had never been angry father.

"ada sir??? mamak said in a slow but serious voice)

father; just ask your son!!

(with feelings of anger.)

mother: brother from where???

why did you just come home at this hour???

where's brother???

brother is still silent and does not answer my mother's questions.

mommy: sister please answer the question

mama? where's brother from???

look at mamak, if mamak

ask me answer brother???

slowly my brother directed his eyes towards Mamak.

from the friend's house???

mom: who's your friend??

sister: Imel Mak???

mamak: which person is Imel??? not all this time just friends you just Sri???

sister: the village next to the mother, is she my classmate??

mommy: so these few weeks, you're not going home??

mother: yes mama!

mommy: why don't you go home???

he was silent again, and did not answer my mother's question.

mom; Brother answered??

why didn't you come home????

brother: anu Mak, anu Mak???

sister: (looking at mom, like scared)

who is sis???

brother: osner his parents' name !!

mom and dad: brother!!!! (surprised)

mother: "sister, why are you hanging out with Mr. Osner's son???? d

Imel is from the son of Mr. Osner, rumors that Imel often bring a boy in his house. while the owner likes to go and rarely goes home for business reasons while Imel's mother

namely Bu Yanti has long died since Imel was still sitting on bench 3 SD.

while Imel is often alone at home, most sir Isner just send money to buy it and go home also at least 2 3 months once new home.

moreover, reportedly heard that Mr. Osner was married again, without a sepengatahuan his son.

his grandparents often visited Imel, the grandparents of his mother

because it is far , so at most once a month new in jenguk .

her grandmother once asked Imel to stay with her but her Imel would not.

mommy: answered brother????

sister: I also do not do anything about Mak!!! just be friends!

mommy: doang's friend??? you know that his behavior is not good, brother??

do you want to be like him??? ahhhh (getting angry)

brother; I was just friends with him Mak, no more, I'm a big one anyway,

I can decide who I am friends with, including Imel.

mom; sister (weak with sister's answer)

sister: so you don't have to set me up, be friends with anyone, because I'm big Mak.

mother:(start to cry)

the father who was silent from earlier heard the answer, making the father feel disappointed with the attitude of the brother does not feel guilty, even has shown a disrespectful attitude.

"sister!!!!" while raising his hand he wanted to slap big brother

we were all shocked by the actions of Father ,

even I wouldn't have thought that big brother would be that brave . if you fight just for babbling.

mom: "daddy!!!! (putting down my hand)

slap , slap only, let your father be satisfied with the challenge brother said.

mom: already. brother!!!

brother: let .. let you all be satisfied.

why, why not slap

with a hurt look

sired.

mamak: already brother, mamak disappointed to sister, brother has been more courageous to fight!!!

brother: I am more disappointed with you.

my mother and father did not answer what my sister had said to them.

having no answer from my parents, my brother approached me.

brother: satisfied you....!!!

I was surprised by my brother's words

don't be surprised!! this is what you want from me, right?? you happy ?? ahhh said my brother

what do you mean, I don't understand?? who does not understand what brother means

no need to pretend!! pretend not to know what!! brother said again.

: seriously I brother, I don't know what you mean. Try to explain what you mean??

my brother just smiles at me.d

father and mother looked at Kemi, and did not know how else to behave towards my brother's attitude.

brother; do you know I hate you???

she went to her room by slamming the door hard.

I was still shocked and did not understand what the words from my brother meant to me.

mamak: adek sleep is. tomorrow you go to school, later bad luck.

mom and dad went straight into their room.

I saw the clock.which is displayed above the door leading to the kitchen, already showed at 1 am.

I'm still daydreaming about what my brother said to me.

why do you always think that I am the most beloved child in this family..

I went back to room , wanting to sleep again, but the shadow of my brother's words surrounded me in the head, like the sound of a noisy mosquito.

mamak: sir, brother kok is getting against ya,, yes,,

father: do not know Mak, neither did you expect , that brave brother against us.

mamak; what's wrong sir yes.is our upbringing is not good, is less attention yes sir.

father: you also do not know Mak, maybe our fault ,

mom: why did you say that???

father: yes, we who have never shown harmony towards our children.

we are selfish.we are only selfish

each of our egos unconsciously the attitude we make affects our children.

mamak: (looking at the father, unknowingly tears out) sir, mamak who is too weak to educate our children, mamak always shows a lack of satisfaction with our lives, he said, mamak always requires children to be more independent and hard without thinking about how they feel.

father: do not need to talk like that (embrace mamak) father who has not been able to give anything to you.

this should be a lesson for us as parents.other than our selfishness may Thunder will not go far to leave us. Father hugged mamak tighter.