" I'm Not My Beloved Child"

chapter 43 is sick.

"oh this is called Ferdi ? handsome is also not "inner Herlina with a dislike gaze.

"can join "tanya ferdi to Sri. Sri looked at Herlina and she allowed Ferdi to join her.

"oh yes Sri, earlier I wanted to apologize to you, because I don't know if mika and the princess did everything to you ? said Ferdi . but Sri just silence not catch Ferdi's words. " Sri, I know that everything mika does to you is because of me, and I have no intention of having you experience this" ferdi said by trying to explain to get an apology from Sri.

Sri who is still silent who has not responded to Ferdi's words.

Herlina who heard Ferdi's words, as if not heard and did not interfere in Sri's problems.

" Sir, please forgive me, I honestly have no intention of making you experience any of this "

trying to forgive her.

Ferdi. I don't want to talk about it anymore, and it's not your fault, I trust them too much. none of this has anything to do with you, either, and please don't discuss it again with that incident, it really hurts me, even such dirty things will never be clean, even though mika and the princess have borne the results of her actions, she said, with glass eyes.

Ferdi who saw Sri's willingness to make him more guilty, he could not see Sri like that. he wanted to wipe away Sri's tears that had soaked his cheeks but he was helpless because he was not who Sri made him.

" i don't know what else to do with my being like this, it's not easy for people to accept , maybe no one can accept with my past said Sri with tears getting wet her cheeks.

Herlina saw how devastated her best friend was, she hugged Sri tightly, "Sri I will always be with you" said Herlina more tightly hugging her.

" kasian Sri, he had to bear this heavy burden, I did not expect mika to be able to go this far doing just because of me! inner Ferdi with feeling guilty.

"hello Mak, "the mouthful of roses receives a call from the village.

" hello son, how are you "tanya mamak. "ok mak, mamak how are you with the father "tanya rose . mamak healthy but your father." said mamak by stopping his words. " what's with Mr. Mak "asked the rose with a feeling of worry. "your father is now in the hospital, because yesterday my heart relapsed said mamak limply.

the heart of the father relapsed again, how could Mak" asked the rose with a feeling of worry.

"mamak also did not know, mamak found the father had fainted" said mamak with a sobbing sedu.

" well Mom, the rose will be there soon "said the rose by ending the call.

" god may you give healing to the father" the inner rose said in prayer.

he immediately rushed to see Aunt Sarah for permission and the day was getting late.

after Aunt Sarah gave her permission, she immediately rushed to leave.

after a few hours, the roses finally arrived at the hospital.

*Mak !" ask the rose to the mother who is in a position beside the father by holding the hand of the father tightly. "the rose is in the position of the mother by looking at the state of the father who is not aware. "you have come " ask mamak. "iya Mak" said the rose by hugging the mother from behind." what about the condition of the father "tanya rose with glassy eyes. "the father is not yet aware" said mamak sadly.

" sister hasn't come yet Mak" asked the rose because he didn't see the whereabouts of Herlina. "yet, earlier mamak tried to contact your sister, but not in the lift" said mamak .

after hearing Mama's words, the rose took her cellphone from her small bag to contact Herlina.

hello... answered Herlina from across there. hello brother, sister is busy "ask rose. "no, why ? " ask Herlina. "I just tell my sister, if you are hospitalized "said rose. "what, father in care" said Herlina with surprise. " yes brother" said the rose from there. "how can the father in the care" asked Herlina. "the heart of the father relapsed sis" said rose. "ok, ok, brother will be there soon try to send the address where" said Herlina. "good brother" said rose by deciding the phone. "what's the matter Lin ? sri asked Herlina for hearing Herlina's conversation on the phone. "sick father Sri, the heart of the father relapsed" said Herlina with glassy eyes.

Oo yes Sri I first yes, I want to see the condition of the father, if I stay is all right ? " said Herlina with tears soaking her cheeks.

" it's okay Lin, there you have to see the condition of the father, I'm fine" said Sri.

" i went first Sri. by leaving Sri and going to see the condition of the father.

"kasian Herlina, she must be worried about her father "inner Sri.

" you're okay Sri "asked Ferdi who was still there. Oo, it's okay said Sri. "with mixed feelings. "it looks like I have to go home fer, I don't feel well" said Sri. "with a hurry. " I take it " said Ferdi offering to Sri. "no need fer ! sri said by refusing. "just take it with me, you are sick, if you why Napa how? " ask Ferdi with an excuse for Sri to allow it. "I just take it" said Ferdi by pulling Sri's hand towards his car.

" what about the state of war father" asked Herlina who had just come. "father was not aware also brother "said rose. "pak woke up dong, brother kangen ma father " said Herlina with glassy eyes.

" adek also misses sir "said the rose by kissing the hand of the father.

" where are you, why don't I see ? ask Herlina . "Oo, my father told me to go home for a rest" said the rose.

" mister woke up dong, do not sleep continuously, brother wants to chat with the father" said Herlina with a sobbing.

father slowly opened his eyes, he looked at the two princesses beside him.

"father" said the rose who saw the father had opened his eyes. "the father was conscious" cried Herlina with joy.Roses went out of the father's room to see the doctor that the father was aware. soon the doctor came by to check on my father.

" gratitude has improved somewhat" said the doctor. "thankfully" said the rose with a deep breath.

" so you just wait for his recovery" said the doctor. "thank you doc" said Herlina.

" sir, don't worry us anymore" said Herlian with a kiss on his hand.

" dad to be okay" said the father with

stroking Herlina's hair . "you only miss your two daughters" said the father.Roses heard it immediately hugged the father" forgive us sir, we are busy with our busyness, we are busy with our activities, so we forgot our time for the father "said the rose with tears pouring out. Herlina hugged my father too.