" I'm Not My Beloved Child"

chapter 12 "divorce"

" bro, this year Loe went home???

" it doesn't seem " said Thunder while pulling a cigarette in his suction while stirring in the form of a cold drink in front of him.

Thunder again hangs out at the stall where he used to be with his friend Roy.

" go home" This is to 3 Years Loe did not come home!!! Loe didn't miss your parents??? roy said by enjoying his drink so fresh.

" the cave is also confused bro!!! thunder said while taking a deep breath.

" why confused" just order a ticket" he said again.

" Thunder was silent and daydreaming maybe he remembered something in his daydream.

Roy has been his best friend since he first arrived in the capital.

they work in the field of development projects, and who have the project is a village with Guntur , then he immediately got a job in Jakarta.

"home"

even though Loe does not miss both loe parents, at least Loe, must know, if Loe's parents really miss Loe.!! by holding the shoulders of Thunder.

" the cave still remembers that incident bro!!

thunder said with remembering the events of several years ago.before Thunder had a story, what made him have to far away from his hometown.

Loe must face, not avoid problems, if Loe avoids then the problem will not be solved. !!

whatever it is and how heavy it is, Loe has to face it, said his friend who is 2 years older than him.

" Loe thinks it's good, don't let Loe's ego mess with Loe's brain.

the cave is no business, the cave revoke , ok said roy

patting Thunder on the back and leaving Thunder alone.

Thunder was still engrossed in his daydreams, recalling a story he could never possibly forget.

beginning at that time Guntur decided to stop school and go to the capital, at that time he was still 17 years old.

not a parent cannot afford to finance but there are other reasons that make him to go far.

" Mommy,

"sir I miss you, said Thunder in his heart,

his eyes towards a Poto that is in the gallery hpnya. a family photo. There is a father, mother and 2 daughters and one son.

unconsciously, her tears fell down her cheeks.

"basic whiny "murm again in the heart.

he remembered thinking back, about why he had to wander.

Guntur is my brother who did not come home from the overseas land.

from here is the beginning of why my brother went wandering.

at that time , there was a great quarrel between our two parents. Before her our family was not a harmonious family, like the other family.The beginning of the disharmony was. the parents of the father, did not approve of the relationship between my parents just because of tribal differences.

the least seven are my grandmothers.

who always support mamak and defend mamak is grandfather only, but grandfather too quickly faced the almighty.

my grandfather died when my brother was just born,

the one who gave the name of Brother was also the grandfather of Thunder.

day by day the cost is increasing, let alone we are 3 brothers who are still small.my mother once told my father to talk to my grandmother, to be able to use the land for us if.

but my father did not succeed, because maybe my grandmother's dislike was stronger against my mother, then he never allowed the land to be used.

moreover, my grandmother had a rubber garden, but my grandmother was more sincere in other people who cultivate the garden, the father had one brother and one sister, who was no 1 woman but married, and the father had one sister, and no 2 is my father, while no 3, my brother is still in school.

father is a submissive child to his parents so obedient, did not even dare to refute every speech from my grandmother.

even though it was a challenge with his little family.

every time my grandmother insulted my mother, there was no defense from my father, that was the trigger for disharmony in our family.

maybe my brother and my brother are witnesses of all what's going on in our family .

mamak who is always despised from the father's family, but more painful still father does not defend mamak, instead blaming mamak who does not respect parents.

harsh words that are often heard in our ears, even snapped we often get from our grandmothers.

in addition, we are always faced with our parents who always fight in front of us.

when my brother was 5 years old and I was 3 years old, they fought in front of us,

at that time my mother tried to leave the house. Because I was a child, I was taken by my mother.

but at that time, my sister also asked my mother to come along but she even hurt my sister by leaving her.

and a few months later I went back with my father.

12 Years later the fight happened again.

now that the quarrel is no longer there, both my parents intend to divorce, all the families have gathered, the village head and in addition the head of custom.

when we knew all that, we as children could do nothing.

because my brother was disappointed in the attitude of my parents, so before the divorce occurred, my brother decided to go away from our village.

although both our parents apologized and will refer . but my brother did not want to hear the words of our parents.

my brother is still upset with his decision, even though I am with my brother trying to convince him that we need the figure of brother

but my brother stays on his feet.

maybe it was regret for our parents, when Brother left we died.

and at that time our parents decided not to divorce and refer again, but my brother was still tight on his stance.

the clock shows the clock. 22.00 Wib but Guntur still fun to enjoy his daydream.

suddenly there was a sound, so that made Thunder aware of his daydream.

bro, Loe is still here???

gua Kira Loe Sudak back to kosan?? roy said and sat down beside him.

" uh Loe bro!! thunder took a deep breath to end his daydream.

" it's, don't think about what's gone by, now just enjoy, what's been lived."

believe me there must be an end to all of this!! roy said with a smile.

* back Yok, late at night, !!! roy said to invite Thunder to return to their boarding house.

"how much" said Guntur by issuing several pieces of money for the payment of drinks and cigarettes.

after that they returned to their boarding house, not far from their hangout.the father had known them both enough, let alone they were loyal customers. their loyal sangking until late at night they feel at home.