" I'm Not My Beloved Child"

chapter 29 is sick.

thank you nan you have ushered me said rose to firnan. the same, said firnan with a thin smile. do you want , meet Lita? let me ask the rose. No need, I just go home, said Firnan.

oh yes, said the rose. there enter the word firnan by stroking the rose hair.

there go in, if you do not enter I will not go said Firnan by pushing roses in. Yes yes I enter, you heart yes said the rose by opening the gate ... yes, said Firnan by waving his hand, the rose entered the boarding house while firnan rushed to go home.

the other where yes, the quiet inner rose did not find a single person in the kosan. the rose took the key from his bag and opened the door.... rose took a breath by throwing it slowly and threw the body into the bed. sis, brother why... how come to me the inner rose slowly her tears fell because remembering Herlina's words to her. Why could it be like that ? I'm worried about brother ! inner rose. with sobbing Isak...

rek...rek..the sound of the door is open.Roses look towards the door... Lita... where do you say roses when you see so many a Book brought lita. out shopping said Lita cheerfully ? ask rose. with Desi said Lita by cleaning the groceries she brought.

when did you get to ask Lita.

just said the rose with a weak voice.you why ask Lita .by pulling the blanket that covers the body of the rose.you why. no why Napa said roses with a thin smile.

you said no why Napa but your face is pale, you are sick !! ask Lita by attaching the back of her hand to the forehead of the rose. You are hot you know war said Lita in panic. I do not why, just a fever usual said rose with a shiver. I came out for a while, I was out, by covering the body of the rose with a blanket layered. Lita went out to buy food and buy medicine at a pharmacy near their boarding house, before long Lita appeared again.

. war. wake up. come eat first let's eat medicine said Lita. by helping roses to sit. roses eat and drink the medicine that Lita bought.

you rest, don't think strange strange.let's get well quickly said Lita by cleaning up the rest of the rose food.

thank you, said the rose. do not need to thank, just rest first, let it heal quickly said Lita by covering the body of the rose with a blanket.

Tut's..Tut Tut... Lita took the phone that was on the table, firnan inward Lita. hello.. what is said Lita .. how are you said firnan from across.baik, you call not as usual said Lita. yes, I want to ask the roses there is no, out of the earlier I tried to call him, but can not.

oh, maybe the rose dies. the rose is resting again, the rose is fever said Lita..

fever. said Firnan with surprise.you are serious ta, just a rose is fine kok said firnan with worry and firnan memanti call so Vidiocall. may I see the situation he asked firnan with worry, it can be said Lita by directing the camera to the rose.

so you bring the roses home said Lita.

yes, I took him home said Firnan.

thank goodness if it is like that said Firnan with relief.

why are you so worried about roses asked Lita. with curious attitude firnan. naturally dong I worry about him, he is our friend said firnan, I have been friends with roses for a long time, unlike you, my worry, said Lita again with more curiosity, what is clear is the worry as a friend said Firnan brickly.seems not like that deh nan, according to the analysis I noticed, not the worry as a friend, not the worry as a friend, but more than just friends said Lita.you do not ngaco ta talk said firnan nervously.

who is ngaco, I don't ngaco nan, you like yes with roses Lita said with teasing firnan. gak... I don't like him said firnan. with a red face and nervous. alah, do not you lie, from the expression of your face is tired, with an aura of shame to admit it said lita by teasing firnan continue.up to you, want to say what, yes already .. I have business Firnan said by hanging up the phone.

yahh, diatiin the basis of prestige men.just say it's very difficult said Lita with annoyance because firnan just hang up the phone. Lita, also approached the rose that sleeps soundly, Lita put the back of her hand to check the heat of the rose..

firnan..

why are you so nervous about yourself.Why did I become misbehaved when Lita asked like that ? inner firnan with pacing like iron.

oi.. you why said Rian who had just come to the firnan room. Firnan just look at it, and continue fighting with his mind. you why Rian said by throwing his body into the bed. ah., no why said Firnan and he sat in the chair where he used to study.

tumben here is what firnan said to Rian who was engrossed in playing hp. I just want to know, the woman who was in the club last night asked Rian .. for what firnan asked. yes, yes, I'm just curious about the woman, if you see a beautiful look too, much more graceful than ayu said Rian with a naughty smile.you mean what Rian asked firnan.

yeah, if you don't mind, you want to help me get close to him ? ask Rian.. seriously. instead of you still like ayu ask firnan. yes, indeed I still like ayu, but think, why do I keep chasing him, why do I keep chasing him, while he likes you, besides I no longer like ayu, said Rian.

sorry bro, this time I can not help you said firnan firmly.why men. said Rian with surprise. Firnan just silently did not give an answer to Rian's question. you like him ask Rian to firnan.. ahhh.. why do you ask like that... said firnan nervously... Otherwise, why don't you help me ?? said Rian. not so I mean. just .. said Firnan and he fell silent no longer his words. said aja, you like him, from the attitude you also I know, and he continued his words, if you like him said Rian. with a serious talk. if you like to talk, then the hunt is taken people, if you see see he is quite interesting for men. rian said by teasing firnan.what the heck you said firnan nervously.yes you do not act from now on, I will be one of your rivals, said rian increasingly make firnan more nervous. ok ok, I admit, I do like him. said Firnan. by taking a breath and slowly throwing away the land... . from since Junior High I already like him.. and until now still like him, but said Firnan silent do not continue his words.but why nan asked Rian who was asleep now he sat down to hear the words firnan. I'm not the kind of guy he wants to be, and if I tell him how I feel, I'm sure he won't accept me.. why can you talk like that asked Rian. yes. I don't know. I see that rose orangny is not the type that easily likes someone let alone to relate to dating status said Firnan. continue until when you save your feelings to him.., if rejected it's a matter of hindsight, the important thing is you first express your feelings to him said Rian..

I know, but it's not Rian, I'm afraid if I tell him everything, I'm afraid he won't be friends with me anymore, I can always be with him Firnan said.

who is patient, bro.but as not as you can be fair with your feelings, do not you save with lies like this, we also do not know, where the rose also has a taste for you, do not you know, how to know the rose also has a taste for you, if the matter if rejected, it's a matter of hindsight, the important thing is that you are honest with him Rian said by hitting Firnan's shoulder.

tanks bro on his advice said Firnan with a somewhat relieved feeling.

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