" I'm Not My Beloved Child"

chapter 33 of the covenant

mbak, mbak unconscious, said people to Herlina who fainted. mbak mbak mbak mbak mbak yell people to wake Herlina. Herlina opened her eyes slowly.mbak already aware, one by helping Herlina to wake up. my friend !!! said Herlina by looking for the whereabouts of Sri. mbak friends have been taken to the hospital replied one of them. the hospital where asked Herlina.maybe the nearest hospital here replied one more person. Herlina immediately rushed to her feet.Mbak went to ask one of them.I have to go to the hospital ... answered Herlina spontaneously and she went into the kosan and came out again running as fast as she could.

ojek where yes..inner Herlina.. ojek no neng .. said the ojek artisan . yes bang hunted to the hospital yes, said Herlina directly up.. ok ready to neng said the ojek builder by speeding up. has arrived said the ojek.thank you sir said Herlina by giving the fare and he also ran inside.

neng Herlina there is a problem what is the inner ojeker . ah maybe there is a family he is again the inner pain of the motorcycle taxi driver by passing on his motorcycle. Herlina is looking for Sri's whereabouts.

mbak shouted one of the fathers who brought Sri to the hospital to Harlina. Herlina directed her gaze to the voice that called out to her and she showed herself.. Herlina approached him, mbak friends have been handled by the doctor said the father.gratitude ..ucap herlina by taking a breath and slowly removing the land.thank you very much yes sir has been willing to help said Herlina.

same with neng. it is our duty to help each other, said the father.

Oya neng we go home first, because there is still business, said the father with a goodbye to go home.

again thank you very much sir said Herlina, they left the hospital while Herlina waited at the hospital.

sorry to the Pasian family asked the doctor who came out of the ICU room. yes doc, I am his best friend replied Herlina. to quickly bring him here, if a little late, maybe .. said the doctor stopped for a moment to talk. Your friend so much blood that until now he has not been awake. he is still in a coma said the doctor.what doc, coma, said Herlina limp, we just pray, may your friend quickly realize, said the doctor. I beg to give the best for my friend doc said Herlina by pleading. I can visit her doc ask herlina. please answer the doctor. Herlina came in and the doctor went to be followed by the nurse from behind.

Sri. What's wrong with you.. ?? why do you do this, do you have the heart to leave me alone, inner Herlina with tears streaming down. Sri you heard me right. aware Sri said Herlina.with a very broken feeling.Oh my god, please wake up my best friend, I really love him.I want him to be like before, joking with me. laugh with me and always with me Herlina with a sobbing cry Isak who could not bear to see Sri's condition.

sorry mom, said the nurse suddenly greeted Herlina. Herlina turned to the sister .may we talk to the sister asked Herlina. Herlina nodded her head, let's say the sister by coming out of the icu room.what's the matter asked Herlina. sorry mbak , hopefully mbak quickly take care of the administration of Pasian, pabak, so we can continue the treatment of Pasian further said sister. oh, good sus said Herlina. and the nurse left Herlina. Herlina took her phone from her little bag. She searched for a name in contact with someone on her phone, she contacted Aunt Rita.

hello words from someone across there. Hello Aunt said Herlina. This is my brother, Fitri said Fitri adek Sri. Fitri how are you asking Herlina . good brother, replied Sri .. Aunt Rita asked Sri.

but only the sound of crying answers Herlina.fit's question, why are you ? ask Herlina. sister, said Fitri . Auntie why ask Herlina in a panic. Mom sister, go back to the hospital again. and today the doctor told me if you have a brain tumor said Fitri with sobbing Isak. dear inner god Herlina with surprise.I have tried to call Sri, but Kak Sri number can not be contacted.

now I am in the hospital looking after my mom Fitri said from across the street, and I also do not know what to pay for my mom's treatment with, Fitri said with sobbing Isak. Herlina was just speechless hearing Fitri's words.I have to how brother, papa

it has left us for good, said Fitri increasingly sobbing Isak crying. Fitri you have to be strong for Aunt Rita, about the treatment of Aunt Rita, I and your brother will try as hard as we can to get it, said Herlina by calming Fitri. fitri said by hanging up the phone.Oh my god, why should it be like this ? how do I tell Aunt Rita.Sri's condition is here ? while Aunt Rita is sick... ? continue from where I took the cost of Sri's treatment .. Inner Herlina. now the efforts of Aunt Rita did not go well again since papa Sri is sick. even cars or shops have been sold for treatment for his papa alm.inner Herlina who is increasingly dizzy to think about it.

yes, what is Lin said Mr. Rudi from there firmly.

sorry sir, can I borrow some money ? said Herlina with a brick stammer.pak rudi paused for a moment. sir asked Herlina. I ask you once sir, I need money for the treatment of my friend said Herlina with great hope. how much do you need to say boss... Herlina told him. said the boss with surprise , even your salary for many years will not be able to pay, said Rudi from across there. Herlina just fell silent do not answer ..ok you come to the cafe and directly in my room, I wait said Mr. Rudi .really sir asked Herlina very happily. yes said Mr. Rudi from across there. well sir I will go there said Herlina by turning off the phone.Thank you inner God Herlina gave thanks and he rushed to go.

tok tok. login ... Herlina entered the room.afternoon sir said Herlina gave greetings.please sit said Mr. Rudi.

I will lend to you but on condition, said Mr. Rudi.

what conditions yes sir, said Herlina . You have to accompany me every Sunday night said mr. Rudi casually.dark mean how yes, I do not understand ? said Herlina who does not understand. yes .. you have to accompany me to go to the club' to accompany me to play gambling . how said Pak Rudi by walking towards Herlina,, you already have a wife and children said Herlina with uneasiness.I mean, you will accompany me only every Sunday night to play gambling. I see you from your name and data hockey data for me. You just accompany me, but with a rather sexy outfit said the boss.

hockey what yes sir asked Herlina with.polos.hockey means a fortune and I believe if the name is hockey, said Mr. Rudi

just accompany the father, there is nothing strange strange. asked Herlina in a brick. I am not as you think. I also have a daughter and wife. I will give 5 percent of my winnings to you to pay the money you will borrow, said Rudi.

Herlina was still thinking, she was afraid to take the wrong step and make her regret later.This is very unlikely I do, but I really need the money. who is confused by his decision.how do you agree asked Mr. Rudi. . good sir I agree, as long as you say and no other frills said Herlina, I will not be like. and this check is in accordance with your request, said the boss by giving the check to Herlina.thank you sir said Herlina by accepting the check.

herlina quickly went to the hospital to pay for the administration of Sri's treatment.

may Herlina heal quickly by sitting in the waiting room.

after a few weeks Sri was aware of his coma, he opened his eyes slowly.

. Sri you have realized asked Herlina who saw Sri open her eyes.I where asked Sri.you at Sri hospital.Thank God you are aware, I am very worried about Sri said Herlina. Herlina called her doctor to check on her condition.The doctor also examined her condition ... Sri is fine said the doctor to Herlina.thank you doc said Herlina very happy. Sri. said Herlina looked at Sri so moved. Lin .. asked Sri flatly. yes Sri asked Herlina.why are you helping me asked Sri in a flat voice ... Sri what are you talking about...? ask Herlina. Lin... I've been dirty ... I'm so disgusting ... by hitting him.... sri shouted hysterically. What do you mean Sri ... ? asked Herlina by stopping Sri's attitude to hurt her. I've already dirty Lin.. I'm already dirty ... I'm not holy anymore. by hugging Herlina... what happened to Sri.. what happened at the party. Inner Herlina. I've been stained Lin. I've been Dirty. I have no self-esteem anymore, I've been destroyed.I don't deserve to live anymore.I'd rather die by beating him up...Sri.. do not be like this by hugging Sri tightly. Sri do not talk like that, you are still valuable..it is very valuable.do not talk like that again. I beg you not to talk like again said Herlina increasingly hugged Sri tightly.