" I'm Not My Beloved Child"

chapter 16. graduation

today is , the day that determines the results of my efforts for the last 3 years.I cannot wait to see the results of my efforts so far.

the clock is still showing at 0.6.00 wib.

I was ready to prepare myself to see the results, even though the announcement was at 10:00 wib.

mamak is busy in the kitchen, as always busy with preparing breakfast.

I who was in the middle room was very tense while back and forth glancing at the clock.

sit, stand again, open open the book, by making your own busyness.mamak who saw me from earlier with wonder and confused with my behavior.

adek why..??? mamak said in surprise.

no. Mak..?? I said with concern .

" why do you keep going, back and forth is not clear like that..??? said mom again to me.

" hehehe.. I can't wait to see the results of my final exam..!! I said with a smile but a bit tense.

" be patient, this is still what time, still 0.6.00 wib. ..!!! mamak.

rather than you there is not clear work, mending here help mamak to prepare for breakfast, said mamak by continuing his busy life.

after we finished preparing breakfast, we had a family breakfast together.

I saw that brother had calmed down because he had already got the results of his exam and was declared to have passed with satisfactory grades.

the clock has shown at 07.00 wib, I immediately rushed to leave, because I had made an agreement with Lita to leave together rather early.

"i'm leaving yes" I said by kissing the back of my mom and dad's hands.

I went straight to Lita's house, and it turned out that Lita was waiting for me, none other than Firnan and Jojo were already there.

"we go together" said Lita to me.

"let's say a lot" firnan with a smile. his plan was just me with Lita alone, but what could make Lita bring troops.

" yes it's okay, quite there are guards on the road" I said with a smile.

" it has been, leaving for a hot hunt" said lita immediately stepped foot quickly.

" wait ta" I said by following Lita who had hunted away.

firnan and Jojo followed us from behind.

" sister Today what activities ?? said mamak to the brother who was in the middle room,

" today to school to deliver the book I used from the library, replied my sister.

" oooo so, said mamak who was busy preparing supplies for him to take to the rice field. because today mamak again harvest in the rice field.

father and brother had already gone to the rice field to prepare a place for the harvest.

" don't forget the doors are all in the key, said the mamak who hunted to go to the rice field.

" yes Mak" shouted the brother from the living room.

"it turns out that other children have come first" said Lita after we arrived in front of the school gate.

" yuk cafeteria" Firnan told us.

" ok " said Lita ...

we went straight to the cafeteria.

just this first time, I set foot in the cafeteria, not his dislike of snacks, but I always bring provisions from the house that has been prepared by my mother.every pocket money I, I, I always put it in my piggy bank in the shape of a chicken.

" you order what war" Lita said to me, because Lita saw what I was confused eating.

" i follow you" I say because I don't know what to eat.

" believe" said Lita to me to convince me.

" yes" he said again, because I don't really choose food.

Lita placed our order, and our order was on the table.

"please " said Mrs canteen.

" thank you ma'am" Lita replied.

we also enjoy SOP noodles that have been served in front of us added with bottled tea.

" oh, where to go ??? said Firnan by arriving , because we were just busy enjoying our food.

" not yet know" said Lita

" do not know yet"

" just pass it yet" said Lita happily enjoying her food.

"you Jo" said Firnan to Jojo.

" i'm anywhere it doesn't matter" said Jojo who doesn't really care where to go.

" you go where " said Lita to firnan.

" Thomas 1 High School" said Firnan with some hesitation.

" seriously you" said Jojo in surprise...

" yes," said Firnan still doubtful.

" cool" said Lita with admiration

" yes, I hope my grades can suffice !!! said firnan with was was against its value.

" our roses are listed in the same school huh '' said Firnan seriously.

" to kill my parents" I said in shock.

" who killed"???

" continue to take you with me, the list at the school you mean it , with still shocked.

" yes you will always be a champion in the class, automatically your value can be sufficient to enter the school said Firnan assured me.

" it's not a matter of value to suffice to be able to get away, but you know for yourself, how to have my parents. his tuition is not worth my parents' income.which is really nan, nan, it was the same as me killing my two parents slowly, I said to Firnan.

" we try the student duty path where you know you can enter" said Firnan again by convincing me.

" no, no nan, just no" he said

hope Firnan doesn't talk about it anymore.

I saw the disappointment of the fibers of the face of firnan for my answer.who would not want to be in Thomas High School 1. the school is most known for graduating the highest grades.

but my parents did not allow me to get into the school, while Firnan, he from among the family was in our village, because the family has the widest rubber and oil palm plantations in our village.

" just relax, I will pray you can enter the school" said Lita to firnan to encourage

" should be, because as a cousin, you have to support me" said Firnan confidently.* I also support you nan" said Jojo encouragement..

before, the sound bell we spent our time in the cafeteria, to enjoy the food in the canteen.

Ting ....

Ting ......

Ting.....

the sound of the bell, the children who had gathered immediately ran towards Mading, had previously been affixed the name of anyone who passed.

we looked at each other, we immediately ate our meals and immediately ran towards, towards Mading. it turns out that the child is already there all while urging to see the results of the final exam.

we are still in a grace position ....

Jojo moved his foot towards Mading...

look at a paper that is displayed on the Mading. His eyeballs look for his name that reads on the paper.

before long he turned his body, put his foot on us but the face was sad.

" Jojo how" said Firnan increasingly tense

Jojo just kept quiet, while lowering his head..

"Jojo how" said I was increasingly worried about Jojo's attitude

Jojo set his sights on us one by one....

"i..i ....

" i.... graduated, said Jojo as he jumped and hugged Firnan.

we're very happy with Jojo's graduation.

after that it was Lita's turn to look, slowly the land he led to Mading. and not a few minutes he turned his body and ran towards us." I passed he said with great pleasure...

" safe ya ta" I said as I hugged her . firnan directed his gaze at me," now it's your turn" said Firnan with encouragement.

I took a deep breath and slowly threw away the land, I set my foot towards Mading, just in front of Mading.

I directed my gaze to a paper attached to Mading I searched for my name, and it turned out my name in the order of no 2, with very satisfactory value to me.

I turned my back and ran towards them and I immediately hugged my best friend Lita "I passed ta" I said with great happiness.

" safe war" said Lita happily.

" let's nan , see the results said Jojo with encouragement.

" well" said Firnan with his feet to the Mading . after that he returned again to us.

with a flat face and cold.

" however" said Jojo was a bit was was with firnan attitude .

" pass it" he replied but acted cold .

we dare no longer to question what his value is, because with such an attitude, we are afraid that the wrong speech is offending.

we are only silent on the attitude of firnan.

" where are we going" Lita replied, ending our silence.

" to the village next door, I treat you to meatballs" said Firnan with a smile.

we immediately glared at Firnan, at his invitation.

" you don't believe" to convince us.

" but nan..!! said Lita who was still worried about the attitude of firnan just now .

" what about your grades" said Jojo who is still worried.

" my grades are very satisfying" Firnan said casually..

" yes.". we say simultaneously .

" basic" I said to the fireman who laughed out loud.We laughed at his attitude towards us.

" can be photographed together not" said Hendra arrived in front of us.

" want to take the same photo" said Lita teasing Hendra.

yes, with all of you " said Hendra groggily.

" all of us or.." said Lita teasing again.

" yes it's with me" said Firnan and immediately took Hendra, and Jojo immediately took the camera in Hendra's hands.

" okay ready "one, two three, said Jojo photographing them.

" again, said Jojo to take pictures again.

" i don't mean by you nan" said Hendra somewhat annoyed.

" so with whom, then,..?? we are not first class friends" said Firnan to Hendra.

" yes it is one class, but .. said Hendra.

"ok ok, here's the camera said Lita by pulling the camera in Jojo's hand.

Lita pulled Hendra and approached towards me.

" okay ready, one , two , three Lita said by photographing us both.

" it's right" Lita said to Hendra and returned the camera to Hendra. "thank you ta, you are understanding said Hendra with pleasure.

" thank you roses, you want Poto with me" said Hendra embarrassedly.

" ok us first yes" said Firnan and immediately invited us to leave.

" base of the pusher" said Firnan in annoyance

" you are why nan, who is angry like that" said Lita when she saw firnan like an upset person.

" no"

" confident" said Lita teasing her cousin who was still upset.

" it's like someone's jealous" said lita teasing firnan again.

what the heck ta" said Firnan by covering his mouth Lita.

jojo and I just shook their heads at their behavior,