" I'm Not My Beloved Child"

chapter 14. regrets

early morning at dawn, mamak as usual, will prepare breakfast for us and our family, but at the end of this time the father always accompanied mamak by inviting mamak to each other.

but in this morning, their conversation was so serious...

" Mom" I know all this time I've been less responsible to you guys. let alone from my irresponsibility to make our boys one and one go away from us.

let alone his departure, with a sense of disappointment towards us.

" even to this day our son has never been home.

" had he forgotten about us???

" or does he no longer want to consider us his parents???

said the father with a feeling of regret and felt longed for his son.

mamak also recalled at that time, where his son went away with a sense of disappointment.even his departure there was no word of apology for both parents.

mamak shed his tears because he felt longed for his son.

" my mother misses him, !!!

" how's our son doing, sir???

good luck, Mom!!

I hope so too sir!!!

it's all the fault of the father, if you were wiser, maybe not all like this" said the father increasingly regretted.

it's sir who passed let's not discuss, we forget it all.

" i'm sorry Mak" because of the attitude of the father so far.

"ma'm sorry you used to"

no longer do it discuss, let it pass, we better just focus on our children.

especially now that our children are teenagers, soon they will grow up.

mamak said with full feeling towards the father.

he hugged my mother tightly.

thank you for your apologies, said the father lovingly.

it does not feel yes, our children are teenagers, it means that we waste time with just, without thinking how mentally our children over our selfishness attitude so far.

it seems to have a huge impact on them.

from our attitude first, making our children become like this, said the father again with regret.

"God still gives us a chance to fix this all sir."

said mamak hoping all will be well for the future.

it is very influential on children, especially when you leave with a sense of disappointment and hate, my brother becomes a child who is grumpy and stubborn while I become a quiet and closed child.

this makes the family less harmonious.

"it looks like the child has woken up" said mamak by preparing breakfast to the dining table.

soon I showed up and sat down at the dinner table.

is she awake ???said my mom who was busy preparing breakfast

already Mak?? I said those eyes that still feel sleepy, it just so happens that today is Sunday, so I don't go to school, then wake up rather bad luck.

Brother is up already ??? say mama again

to me.

*kayak brother nginap at the place of Sri deh Mak""

from last night I didn't see my sister, even the room lights were off" I said again, enjoying the tea that my mother had prepared.

" the habit of your sister, every time you don't come home never ask permission" said the mother with worry.

" anyways he did not go anywhere, kok Mak, most right to the place of Sri's sister" said my mother not to worry, mamak,

yes, if in Sri's place, if not, how??

mamak doesn't want your sister to have strange association. "said mamak who is still worried.

" father where Mak" used to accompany mamak, tumben is not there, I said while teasing mamak!!

the father in the back, again gave food to the chickens said mamak who ignored my temptation.

" what's wrong,!!! at the end of this, I see you are less excited said Mamak.

suddenly, my mother asked.

why me???

mamak asked me why in the question again, yes answered it, if you do not know, will not mamak ask you ????

oh, no why why ???

sure you're okay ???

sure !!! I said excitedly so that my mother would not suspect me.

" mum breakfast yok "

" there you call your father"

let us have breakfast together." said the mother, while preparing our breakfast.

" Lin wake up;!! it's morning!!!

what the hell Sri...!!, still sleepy me !!!

" let's get up" while shaking Herlina's body.

" lazy ah" said Herlina as she pulled a blanket over her face.

Lina...wake up.!!!!

it's Sri...!!!

yes I know it is a holiday, but it does not mean lazy _malasan yes, said Sri while pulling Herlina's hand.

"oh Sri is still hanging" said Herlina by holding her body so that it can not be pulled Sri.

tok ....

tok....tok....., Sri is awake yet ?

yes, this ma has woken up, said Sri while pulling Herlina again.

yes, I woke up !!

quarry ...

yes, do not pull , can be alone.

hunt, hunt me down I'm angry angry !!

yes bringel...!!!

they came out of room & went straight to the dining table.

" aunty's morning" said Herlina with her Pepsodent smile.

morning Lina...! said Aunt Rita to reply to Herlina's greeting.

breakfast first, said Aunt Rita by preparing to sit.

Oya, Auntie didn't know if you were staying last night???

yes Aunt, impromptu.

oh, let's eat said Aunt Rita by allowing to eat.

aunty said Herlina and Sri eat breakfast with greed.

"ma, papa mana..!

" papa didn't come home, there's still business unfinished ..!!

oh, which ficha...!! said Sri looking for ficha because Ficha has not been seen by her. Fika is the only female member of Sri.

Fika, nginap at Aunt Dewi's house yesterday she played to the place of Aunt Goddess.

oh, that's....

sri's family is different from ours, their family is harmonious, although Aunty Rita is a bit chatty, but her people are nice, she said,

Aunt Rita is very familiar with Herlina, not just her best friend, but Aunt Rita who always gives work for Herlina to make extra pocket money.

although Herlina often stayed in her house, she did not bother about it.

Aunt Rita already considers Herlina like her own child, because Aunt Rita also understands how to have our family.

" eat that much Lin !!! said Aunt Rita by adding rice to Herlina's plate.

aunt already enough, said Lina with a bad feeling.

" don't hesitate to say, consider it your own home..!!! said Aunt Rita by convincing Herlina not to feel bad.

"yes Aunt" said Herlina in shame.

" ma today I played to Aunt Goddess place yes..!!! said Sri while seducing her mother to allow.

" for what" he played..

ficha time alone is allowed !!! said Sri.

yes yes ...!!! persuading her mother to allow.

ok, but go home not at night, please,

watch out for the night, mama won't be allowed into the house.!!

ready ma..!!! sri said with excitement.

Lin... You're coming, right..??? while persuading.

but Sri. like not feeling good to disturb his holiday Sri.

come yes...!!! anyway you're coming...

later after you finish worship I pick you up..!!! sri insisted.

yes, it is up to you !!! said Herlina with resignation.