" I'm Not My Beloved Child"

chapter 17 brother is jealous of me

I was again relaxing and fun to watch.After that my father and mother had sat beside me.

" seriously watch it" said my mother to me.

"how, Sudak's degree was taken..??

said mamak again.

" it's Mak"

" continue to go where, said mamak seriously.

" i'm up to you...!!!

"if mama is asked, how was it at the school sister. yesterday" said mamak with an offer against me.

I didn't answer my mother's question, because I didn't like the school.

" if according to the father, you just go to school where your uncle just how, said the father gave another offer..

I did not answer my father's question either.

so how 'bout, you want where said mamak

" i want it at WR Supratman High School, Mommy ?? doubtfully

my parents were surprised at the statement I made because the school was an expensive school, and I realized also if at that school my parents would not be able to pay the tuition fees there . moreover, the tuition every month is high enough, maybe the daily wage of the father as a rubber garden worker is still less to pay the tuition there .

" boy, the school there is very expensive, not to mention the registration and pay the construction money, from which the father and mother took "talk mamak very surprised.

yes son, not we do not allow you in school there, but from where you will pay your tuition. !!! he said by assuring them that they were not capable.

I rushed to room , I came out of the room again and brought some money, I immediately gave it to mamak.

" money from where mamak said" in surprise to see the money.

" the result of my piggy bank"

" pig by what you mean said mamak who wonder where I got the money.

" yes, that's my pay for the last 3 years helping Auntie sita.

hold pocket money all this time my mother love, I never wear it, but I never wear it. I explained so that both parents do not misunderstand.

" the money is enough for registration, development money, and buying uniforms.

aunt Sarah, her aunt Lita offered me a job.

Aunt Sarah has a chip maker business, though,

so after school I can help Aunt Sarah, and the pay is enough for my tuition and day.

when it comes to the place where I live, Aunt Sarah lets me stay in her mes with the other guys.

I was also with Lita kok , Lita also enrolled in the school, I said by convincing my two parents.

both parents were silent, at the explanation I spoke.

I also kept quiet, with a feeling of wasp over my parents' answers.

" this school, this, it is not as good as the school offered by Firnan against me, but this school has included a school that is famous for its good grades and average graduates from the High School get into the best universities.

" are you sure..??? say mamak with deep breaths.

" i'm very sure Mak" I said excitedly.

" how sir" said mamak to the father so that the father gave a decision.

" it's up to mamak, how good according to mamak said the father so that mamak who decided

" well we allow, but you have to give your best, do not let us disappoint" said mamak by breathing slowly land.

" thank you, sir " said with relief.

a very happy night for me because both my parents fulfilled my wishes at the school I wanted.

tomorrow I and Lita apply to WR Supratman High School, after which we go to a school supply store, we buy all the necessities we need at school.

our friendship began to intertwine from since Elementary School, until now .let alone we can still one school, it makes us very happy because we can still be together.

" how all has been prepared" said mamak to me who was busy in the room cleaning the goods that I will bring to my new place later.

" this is again clearing up Mak, I said excitedly...

" sister, what was said by the mother who was aware of the presence of the brother who was at the door.

we were busy cleaning up all the items I needed, so we were not aware of the presence of brother .

brother just kept quiet did not answer, but I saw like there was a marahan on his face.

my mom came straight to my sister, though,

what's up, brother..? said mamak who did not understand the attitude of brother .

" mamak tega..? he said by pointing his feet to the middle room.

" how do you mean, brother..??? said the mother who followed him from behind.

" yes, the heart ...

" please explain to mamak, mamak's fault with brother, so that sister can like this talk. ???

" if adek, ask, all mamak allow, but I ever said brother with sobbing Isak.

" allow how??? I don't know what you mean by brother

" you don't have to pretend you don't know what I mean....

" my mother enrolled him, to an expensive school, and I was yesterday in a regular school.

mamak is kind, I feel like a stepson in this house" he said with anger.

" your sister can explain..!!! by trying to convince my sister that this is all a misunderstanding.

I approached them, because I heard the rage of my brother in the living room.

" you are silent, I do not need an explanation from you, good yes, so little beloved child what is asked is always fulfilled, said brother to me cynically.

" sister, isn't it like that..??? I try to explain.

" well, I don't need your explanation.

and you don't have to call me brother, I'm not your sister, understand said the brother with great anger.

" sister, don't talk like that, ..??? said my mother who did not accept my brother's words to me.

" whatever, you don't think I'm adek, it doesn't matter to me" I said with annoyance at the words of my brother

" good, if so from now on you are not my brother, understand...

and you take care of that mama's kid, don't mind me, I'm not who's in this house.

brother went straight to the room and immediately cleaned clothes to put in the bag.

"where are you going" said the mother worried about the attitude of her brother.

" go, what else am I here for" I don't need any more here.

" go where you go said the increasingly worried mamak.

brother is still clingy with his stance and intends to get out of the house.

this is what you are..??? said my brother to me with anger

" if you go, don't come back" I said to fight my brother's anger.

" grandfather, keep the attitude, you can't talk like that, he's your brother ??

my mother was disappointed in my attitude

". sick of me Mak, with his attitude, what anger, what emotion, what he always should be in priority, what should take care of his feelings, what should be respectful ma him, what should be respected ma him, what should he be,

did he ever appreciate others???

he always considered himself to be the most righteous..!!! without thinking about other people's feelings I said with no more can't stand the anger that I craved.

" what you said, the one that always comes first is me, not hearing me wrong...!!!

do you think all this time, I've asked for anything with mom, never.all the stuff I have, it's my own money..!! never at all I asked my mother yes, said my brother increasingly angry at my attitude that has dared to fight him.

" as for you, all what mamak buy, do you ever buy using your own money, where ever ...!! said brother cynically.

" that's enough" said Mamak to stop the dispute between us.

" get in the room" said Mamak to me angrily.

I obeyed my mother's words and went straight into the room.

" sister, go into the room, mommy wants to talk to sister...!!!

"Mom" ...

" get in".. said mamak who was getting angry, the end of his sister also went into the room.

yes, I admit if all my needs are all mamak who buy, but I always help mamak all this time, I do homework every day, even I also wash all her clothes. but he never wanted to help with homework at all because of the many jobs he has out there.

and today, he questioned me about my school, I was wrong if I was in WR Supratman High School .!!! I also do not trouble others in my school affairs.

I murmured inwardly still angry at my sister's irritable attitude.

" why isn't the door locked" ??

" the guy on where all this is".???

I locked the door and sat down to relax in the living room, exhausted . mr. who had just returned from the airport to take Abang who left again to Jakarta to continue his work that had been left for several weeks.

" all of a sudden the father heard an angry voice, the father looked for the direction of the voice.

it was the sound from my sister's room.

I knocked on my sister's room door. "sister, what's the matter" said the father worriedly.

" mother" said the father, because the mother opened the door.

" what's wrong, Mak, I heard like my brother was angry again" said the father with a question mark.

" istrahatlah brother said mamak against brother who is still full of anger.

my mother also closed the door to the room.

" what's wrong, Mommy" said you want to know.

" the brother misunderstood his adek." said mamak by breathing slowly because of earlier held back anger over the attitude to his two children.

" misunderstand how" said the father who did not understand what mamak meant.

" yes, misunderstand the school adeknya"

" sister assumes if we parents have chosen love by distinguishing between them, including school differences, said mamak clarify all the roots of the problem.

" continue mamak already explained to brother , about his school adek.

" that's the problem that you don't want to hear the explanation from your mom."

yes already , tomorrow we explain to brother, just let brother vent his anger first.if tomorrow it is angry we talk again well to him, said the father calms mamak .

" don't think about it, it's time we rest said the father by inviting mamak into the room.

" why long time come home"

" not the departure of the flight at 17.00 wib said mamak to the father because the clock has shown 21.00 wib.

" stuck...

" y have not been thought about anymore, when we rest said the father by calming mamak.

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