
Ciara had not given any answer to the man. He wanted to see how serious Yudha was this time. His feelings for Yudha can never be lost. Ciara admits that the man captivated her greatly even after committing many crimes against Ciara, but Ciara never hated. However, he did not want to be stuck for the second time. Ciara does not want to marry someone who is not finished with her past.
“You better go and do your job well than want to marry me. I don't want to ruin your life,” said Ciara.
“You won't ruin my life, Ra. I want to marry you, that means I want to live with you. Spending our old age together,” firmly Yudha.
Although honestly Yudha still hard to say that. The fact that Ciara had a child really hurt her heart. She thought that she would do that with a man she did not love. Even Yudha had never done it with Erina, but great love made Yudha not want to give up on getting Ciara back.
Without answering, Ciara immediately left with her mother to leave the river and left Yudha who was still standing there blankly. Ciara's refusal hurt her heart. He did not know he had to walk to the gathering point or chase Ciara who might reject him. Yudha's mind was immediately deadlocked and could not make a clear decision.
“Hei Yudha, we are waiting for you there!” One of the members shouted.
Yudha looked, but she did not answer. The man turned around and approached the man with slow steps like someone who had just walked out of a nightclub. His face was completely wrinkled like he was not a soldier.
“Since the beginning you were like this. Do you not realize that your behavior could backfire on you in the future? You can get kicked out of this place, Yudha!” firmly the man.
Yudha did not answer. In his mind there was only Ciara and his plan to win Ciara's heart.
At eight o'clock in the evening, Yudha and her three friends were asked to return to wait for their place to stay. There were reports that some groups would attack the members' residences, so half of them were assigned to return.
But instead of going straight home, Yudha who was passing on the path by the lake stopped her steps while directing her eyes on the road that leads to the next alley. Every now and then, he saw the footsteps of his friends who had started to move away but he still remained there.
A little girl walked past him. His face looks worried.
“Dik, where are you going?” ask Yudha.
“Where is your Mom currently?” ask Yudha.
“Not far from here.”
“I can ask you for a moment to ask about Ciara's house? His mother Nirmala?” asked Yudha, doubtful.
“Oh, the house is not far from here. You just walk along the path, then arrive at the next alley. Later there is a second-floor yellow paint house, right next to the house that is still a small hut is the home of parents Bu Ciara,” he replied.
“Ah that, thank you. By the way be careful and immediately enter the house if you have met your Mother,” said Yudha.
The boy nodded. Yudha followed the direction of the boy. Both of his feet stepped definitely towards the place that the girl had been told just now. The village is completely deserted, even as long as the house is lined up, no house is still open the door. It was as if everyone had slept eaten by darkness.
At the end of the road, he saw a small hut right next to the yellow painted house. The hut was the only one whose lights were still on. Yudha approached, getting into the yard, her ears began to hear the sound of crying babies are quite tight. It could be easily guessed that it was the sound of Nirmala crying inside the house.
Yudha began to set her foot on the terrace. Ciara's voice calmed her son.
“Nirmala, stop crying yes, dear. It's already night, Mala has to bobo,”. “Cup.. cup, Mala, Mama here equals Mala. Mama's not going anywhere, honey. So don't cry anymore, yeah,”.
Hearing that voice, Yudha's heart was slashed. Ciara's voice really made her opiate and made Yudha feel sick at the same time. The man so boldly began to raise his hand and knock on the door slowly. Although he knew that it was rude to visit at night, Yudha still recklessly thought that she did not have much time left.
“Ciara,” call Yudha.