Young Mother President Lian [Revised]

Chapter 74 - Cristal Snow

the next day in the morning it started cold like any other country.

The first time I opened both eyes Lisa was immediately given a view of Han's calm face in deep sleep, Lisa thought that when she woke up and looked the other way she would not find Han beside her but this time after spending a lot of time living together it felt like Lisa could see Han's usual face not this calm.

The man returned very late at night and could probably be counted if Han had just closed his eyes a few hours ago, Lisa smiled gloomily there was a smattering of uneasy feelings in her heart between being sad and also feeling confused, Lisa clearly recalled that Han didn't realize that their wedding ring had just slipped off her ring finger as the man removed his hand.

Lisa does not believe too much in the myths that are often said by others but when they see the ring is released when they release their hands there is a feeling of surprise followed by a feeling of sadness that still imprint in Lisa's heart until now, whether it's a bad sign or it has nothing to do with anything, but still the instinct of a woman in Lisa continues to question what is really going on.

There was no weirdness whatsoever from Han, everything was going as well as usual and all things nothing could make Lisa suspicious of Han.

Then what is this feeling?

Excessive worry and anxiety make Lisa can't bear to just be quiet, he wanted to do something that might make Han uncomfortable but needed solid evidence to believe that there was something different about Han.

At 6 a.m., Lisa had to get ready to go to the hospital and prepare all Han's needs before the man woke up. 

Just one foot touching the floor, Lisa's body had to return the basket due to the pull from Han that was so sudden that Lisa whimpered in pain with the tight hug Han did. “Ahk!!” 

“Lisa, why are you just looking at me?” said Han, with a hoarse voice that makes Lisa immediately silent when it feels so close to the ear, arousing a sense of nervousness and tension in Lisa.

“I don't understand what you're talking Han?” said Lisa, from such a close distance to Han's chest that Lisa could hear Han's calm tone of breath, the man was still sleepy but forced to get up. 

“you're going to the hospital?”

“why else would I go?”

“I'm still sleepy Lisa, can my friend until this tiredness is gone?” han said, he pulled back Lisa's body until he could lean on his big arm.

Lisa was a little embarrassed to see Han's body that was not wearing clothes, exposing his muscular body in front of Lisa. “you why?”

Han slightly pulled his eyebrows up, he lowered his head to look at Lisa's face “do I not have to hug the wife? Do I have to get permission first? I miss you so much Lisa”

“every day we meet, you say like we'll be apart again”

“I'm just afraid it happened” Han said, he was still thinking of the best way to explain all the problems that could not be underestimated, because if Han is wrong to talk will cause a lot of misunderstanding between himself and Lisa, but if until Lisa who knows herself it makes it more difficult for her.

Lisa was speechless, she was silent to express her feelings when it was not Lisa not being able to but she had one reason to suspect Han's strange attitude lately, Lisa does not want to misunderstand in the past back again in their current life, it is enough for Lisa to complicate Han's feelings and conditions are all wrong, but if Lisa just shut up and pretended not to understand anything.

isn't it going to make it harder for Han to open up her problems to Lisa?

Lisa decides to let Han go back to sleep for a few hours, maybe Lisa will call her secretary to say if Han will come late, she said, after a while in the silence the atmosphere was now just suddenly the notification from Han's phone sounded, Lisa who heard that thought if it was possible from Han's secretary who so without thinking long Lisa immediately took Han's foldable phone.

« Yeri 

I just got back from the hospital, thanks for helping me, if you have any free time can we talk? »

Lisa's hand shook, she didn't know since when Han kept the number of women other than herself and Hana, since when did Han often meet other women?

One piece of evidence could explain all these situations, Lisa's heart pounding and her mind starting to think about things beyond Lisa's expectations, so quickly did Han approach another woman? Which other woman does Han want to care about? Was he Han's past after Keira?

‘why have you never been honest with me Han?’ 

‘I have to how to believe or just be quiet? Do I have to assume nothing happened?’

Lisa put back her phone without the need to open the message, because from the phone screen can already be read all. He rubbed his face and tied his hair carelessly, his mind was very messed up and his heart was so broken, as if all the defences and beliefs just collapsed like Lisa really did not want to care about anything that happened.

After cleaning her body and wearing her work uniform, Lisa continued to stand beside Han who was still asleep, she did not want to know any facts for now but was very afraid of losing the man, Lisa was eager to slap Han in the face and wanted to scream with all the disappointment in her. But her love for Han blinded Lisa in her self-destruction.

‘that's why you always come home at night?’

Lisa quickly blocked her tears, she would try to figure it out for herself if Han didn't want to tell her anything, the clock had already shown at 8am. Quickly Lisa retrieves her cell phone and white suit, she wants to avoid talking to Han for today, so it's better that Lisa doesn't wake the man up than her heart keeps getting hurt, so it's better that Lisa doesn't wake him up, pretending nothing happened was more difficult than having to vent all this.

******

“doctor Lisa's report of surgery-”

“Lisa?”

“Lisa?”

“Lisa, you hear me?” heejin said, he was surprised to see Lisa who since morning always daydreamed and did not concentrate on work this time, the woman even avoided lunch on the grounds of not wanting to meet anyone.

With a little disrespectful Heejin hits Lisa's desk to immediately awaken Lisa from a problem that might be difficult for Lisa to accept. “Lisa! At least answer when I call you!”

“Ah? Heejin what's wrong? You want to say something?” 

“want to drink with me tonight?”

“Yes, alright”

“oke, here's the report you need, rest the day not much schedule that requires you outside the room” Heejin said.

“thanks Heejin”

Lisa sighed, she did not lie if she could not ignore the message she should not just be silent looking at the message, she should have contacted the woman and said many things to her, yet again Lisa was made a coward by her stand. 

While Lisa was distracting her mind with work, Lisa's room was suddenly visited by Hyun, as usual she would bring food for Lisa if at lunch they did not meet.

“I heard you didn't want to have lunch, so I brought you food ” Hyun said, taking out a hat and a box of plastic milk he was carrying. She sat across from Lisa who had been staring at her since, the woman trying to keep her busy when Hyun knew it was just a diversion for Hyun to leave immediately.

“I talk to you Lisa, at least accept this food” as usual Hyun's attitude is forcing, he immediately handed the food in Lisa's hands directly, he does not care if Lisa does not want to look at him.

“you are so hard coconut! Know it? You pissed me off Lisa! If you don't finish this meal right away, don't talk to me when you have a problem!”

“Hyun ..” Lisa said, she held Hyun's hand for when the man wanted to leave, Lisa is stubborn but if Hyun says like somehow Lisa wants to tell the man everything.

“Lisa, I don't want you to be a weak woman because of your complicated feelings, but remember one thing if this life everyone needs the courage to make a decision even though it has to sacrifice everything rather than being a coward will lose something, I can't keep letting your heart hurt like this” Hyun said, he let go of Lisa's hand as the woman continued to hold back.

“you like me?” 

“I do like as my sister but as a woman I already like other women, do not be like me who has not dared to go far in the relationship because of the fruits of events in the past”

“I'll be back later, make sure to finish your meal”

Time goes on, until the night comes so fast.

A suburban street shop that serves a variety of food and various alcoholic drinks, Lisa and Heejin choose to go to a store that is not too many visitors, but also a, like everyone else they will order Sohu and also Wine which combined taste will be very good. Just a few minutes there, Lisa had spent a bottle of soju without being poured in a glass which of course how to drink it in sips directly from the bottle.

“Lisa, I know you have a problem can you tell me first just vent it?” heejin said, he picked up the bottle that Lisa wanted to drink again.

Just then Lisa started crying like a child when her candy was taken, she didn't know where to start not to mention Hyun's words continued to crush the founder to keep quiet, Lisa needs time for that she is not easy to directly reveal all that to Han.

“Heejin, I never thought if Han would do that, I-I-I-thought he wouldn't dare to like another woman! Butwhat? I even looked at the cell phone and found there was a woman's contact! They even seem to have known for a long time! I hate Heejin, I want to know everything but I'm afraid I'll get hurt”

Lisa's cry broke when Heejin told me a new fact that strengthens everything if Han is hiding something from her. “I have to how Heejin? Why are they going to the hospital? Then why did that woman ask to meet Han? He even said he wanted to say something to Han!” 

“Lisa calm down, I will help you, you can not directly download what is not necessarily true right? Didn't you always say all that isn't necessarily true just by looking?”

“but people will believe if see directly rather than wait for an explanation” 

“well, you can ask what happened to Han when he came back, let's go home, I'll drive you”

“wait, what should I say Heejin?”

“that's what I mean Lisa, you can't face Han right away if only with the facts you have now, we have to make Han explain everything”

Heejin carefully helps Lisa to return home, fortunately today Heejin brought a car and could return Lisa without the hassle of Hyun who might try to interfere with Lisa's problems.

“you're still mad at me?” han asked on the sidelines as he opened the car door for Lisa, not wanting to provoke Lisa's anger but Han asked because he really couldn't be sure if Lisa forgave him because during the return trip, Lisa really just fell silent by staring all the way, and have no interest to look or a little glance towards the husband.

Lisa just shook her head, for some reason now her body feels more limp than usual, she was also a little nauseous until when she was outside the car the woman vomited all her stomach contents that felt so turbulent in it, he said, too much of Lisa vomited to make him fall on the sidelines he wanted to enter the house.

Lisa's body fell not far from where she spewed out her entrails, she fell right on a large rock to hit her head very tight.

Han, who was putting his car into the garage and was about to enter after a few minutes, was surprised to see Lisa, who was lying on the ground with little blood on her head, Han immediately ran over to Lisa. “Lisa!!”

“Lisa! Hang on!!” 

With the air getting colder plus the night conditions that have been predicted to fall blizzard makes Lisa's body easy once experiencing a slow temperature decline, the, Han immediately contacted the nearest hospital to pick them up.

“Lisa, please survive” 

Han did first aid with his perfunctory tools, though, the first thing to do is to close the injured area to stop bleeding that can be fatal, especially not even a year ago Lisa out of surgery now her head back injured, injured, but Han was still grateful the wound didn't recognize where Lisa had the surgery.

Within minutes, reinforcements arrived when Han had finished covering Lisa's wounds with the pajamas Han used, he along with the medical personnel headed straight for the nearest hospital. In the ambulance Han continued to order the nurses to provide the tools needed to try to maintain Lisa's body temperature, if not immediately done will be a lot of risk.

“please I am a former doctor, you don't have to worry, my wife is also a doctor” said Han, she seemed to understand the thoughts of the two nurses who might whisper about her being too controlling Lisa to let the two men touch Lisa.

“Lisa, what really happened until you were like this? Please hold on for a little while, said Kan again, he clasped Lisa's hand full of confidence, this incident did not worry Han too much because this was just an ordinary wound but if not done first aid will probably have a lot of risk.

Shortly after the ambulance stopped at the hospital where Han had brought Yeri and the baby here, with the nurses pushing the bed to the IGD. 

“Master you have to wait outside, even if there is a former doctor, currently you do not have a Doctor” Id Card

Han nodded in understanding, he wished nothing had happened to Lisa. 

Day had already shown one early morning until Han did not realize the man was asleep in the waiting chair, lisa's audited through her critical period an hour ago but no one wants to wake Han from her sleep, the hospital hallway was so quiet and it was rare for anyone to pass by that maybe why Han could fall asleep there.

Ink day was a long day for him, he had not had time to touch any food since noon and not to mention Han had to solve the problem which of course drained his energy and also his mind, and not to mention Han had to solve the problem, that's why Han fell asleep there.

The male nurse who had picked up Lisa and Han, walked over to Han and had to wake the man up. “Master Kim!! Sir!?”

“Ah? Yes?”

“you must fill in the data for your wife's guardian”

“Oh well, is my wife still inside?”

“No, Your wife has been moved in the nursery in room 509”

“thank” Han immediately looked for the room that the nurse had said, when the man opened the door he saw Lisa's head which was slightly bandaged but did not reduce her beauty.

Han walked up to Lisa who might be resting, he was a little sad why he did not know if this would happen let alone a blow to the head really could not be underestimated by her, it could make Lisa experience like she used to. “forgive Lisa, I don't understand why we became like this, I'm sad to say if I can't take good care of you but that's the reality ”

“Han .. don't keep blaming yourself, I shouldn't have drunk Soju then maybe now we can rest at home” said Lisa, his voice was so limp as his face was so pale that his lips dried up.

“has been feeling good? You want to eat something? Your stomach is also injured because when it is empty you even drink a lot of soju, now the stomach must be filled”

Lisa smiled, she stroked the back of Han's hand “you spoke like a doctor now, is Mr Kim switching professions?”

“Don't I speak as your husband Lisa, please don't be like this anymore, you know how scared I am to see you lying there? Can't you stop hurting yourself because I'm Lisa? I can't forgive myself if you're like this again”

“if it is like that, let me always forgive you”

“No, Lisa you have the right not to forgive when I'm wrong, don't continue to sacrifice everything for me Lisa, I beg you I want to be worthy of you, can you give me a chance to be more honest with you?”

Lisa nodded, enough with just one nod as approval. “I'm hungry, can we order a meal?”

“this time I will not prohibit you from eating something that is not from the hospital but after that you have to regularly take your medicine!”

“you talk like a doctor again! Did forget? You're the husband of a doctor!”

Han smiled, he kissed Lisa's hand long enough until Lisa forced to ask to be released maybe the lips will continue to stick there.

“Wait another? Order me so hungry!”

*******

One week passed …

Three days in the hospital and four days in Han's care, it really made Lisa unable to escape the man's supervision, how not Han decided to take a leave of absence after entrusting his company to Sean with ease, Lisa was very concerned starting from every activity that he would do to eat even Lisa should not miss a second.

But for two days in a row Han often experienced strange events that made the man tired of what happened, he was already a doctor but had no idea what had happened to him during these two days.

In the morning she always went to the bathroom to vomit all her stomach contents even though the man did not consume alcohol for the past week not to mention he could not interest in eating when Lisa's appetite the other was so high that Han had to stoke more food than usual.

Han was also very sensitive to something related to the smells that could make his stomach nauseous unnaturally, he said, that was why now the situation turned around where Han should have taken care of Lisa but the wife had to take care of her.

“Lisa, I'm good don't push yourself too much, don't you have to go to the hospital again tomorrow?” said Han, he held Lisa to continue to feed herself the porridge made, Han just limp does not mean just eat the man should be fed.

“one more okay?”

“Lisa…. Please rest, sleep next to me”

“I will rest after you spend one last bribe, we will sleep together okay?”

“well, only one”

Lisa nodded, she fed a spoonful of porridge, then placed it on top of the drawer walking around the bed and finally slept beside Han.

Certain Han immediately welcomed Lisa by inviting the woman to lean on her arm, “I think we will get good news” 

“I will wait for the good news until whenever”