Young Mother President Lian [Revised]

Chapter 50 - My Wedding

A few days later ....

Day after day changed with the course of time that never retreat, just waiting for the time to change the day then the next day someone will face in front of God to say a sacred promise, and the, all the preparations are perfect, the wedding will be held in private attended by close and distant relatives, Kevin only invited some of his close friends and also Sona.

Sona, the girl is sitting in front of the window looking towards the sky, one more day she will leave her beloved room, one more day her daytime waking habit will change, she will change, when she wakes up and the first time she sees is no longer the face of the mother but the husband, Sona applies her knees to him to hug, she is waiting for the dawn that has not shown itself, today she awakens very early in the morning due to her nightmares that make her afraid to close her eyes, Sona dreams of seeing her mother leave her with her father, they leave Sona alone.

Considering that each dream makes Sona's heart feel more agitated than usual, her heart will continue to pound when she thinks of the mother who left her, Sona feels herself will lose something that makes her broken. The fear of loss makes Sona afraid to imagine what will happen, the nature of her mother also lately makes Sona worried and confused.

An hour had passed and he was staring at the window, the sun had already appeared to him little by little, today Sona decided to spend time with her mother, she stepped out of her room, and she was, Sona wanted to make breakfast for her mother that she never did.

But when he stepped up to wake the mother, how surprised Sona saw the mother who was lying on the floor of her room, the girl ran up to the mother who was unconscious.

“Mom!”

“Mom?”

“Mommy! No ... Don't leave me”

“Mommy wake up!”

Sona immediately runs out to ask her neighbors for help, fortunately the neighbors immediately take her to the hospital and Sona had time to contact Jung's family. Tears began to wet Sona's cheeks in turn, Sona looked at the mother's face that looked very pale and cold.

'That dream can't come true, right? God, please don't take my mother I love her so much, I can't let go of you yet'

Until finally their car reached the nearest hospital, the medical helpers immediately helped Sona to bring the mother into the room ER, the, for the second time he had to see his mother enter a room that was very feared.

“nona please wait outside” said the nurse who is now starting to close the door of the room ER.

Before long the Jung family came, there was Kevin who immediately approached Sona and hugged the girl in his warm embrace. Those tears turned into a loud cry, Sona spilled all her cries on Kevin.

“cry me here, for you Sona” said Kevin, the man rubbed Sona's head and spoke softly to the girl who will be his life companion tomorrow.

“Kevin-Mommy won't leave me, right?” sona asked, she reciprocated Kevin's embrace when tightly like the man was a good backrest for her.

“Sona, don't think about it, I'm here for you baby, I'll take care of you, there'll be no leaving you”

Slowly the effort made by Kevin made Sona calm and began to stop crying. Lisa, Lian and Risa, they have no one to talk to or ask Sona what happened the three of them do not want to make Sona even more sad if in the end fate said otherwise.

Before long the doctor came out of the room with a sad face, the doctor walked up to those gathered in the waiting chair and said with great disappointment.

“we have done our best to save him but like God has other wills, the patient's heart is too much until finally the patient died” said the doctor, who was not involved in the incident, he bowed his body as a sign of permission to leave them.

Sona, the girl ran into the ER room, when she saw the mother lying on the hospital bed with the tools that had been released on her body, as if slowing down made it difficult for Sona to walk close to her mother, her body shook violently as the nurse covered the face with a white cloth, seeing that Sona immediately ran and forbade the nurse to cover her face.

“No! Mom”

“Mommy wakes up, Mommy promises not to leave Sona before getting married?” said Sona, she held the face of the mother who was pale, trying to wake her up in various ways.

“Mom! Open your eyes Mom, don't make Sona afraid of Mom”

“Mommy!!!”

Sona screamed very loudly, her crying again soaked her cheeks as well as her mother's clothes.

“Mommy!!! Wake up!”

“Sona is enough ..” said Kevin, the man pulled Sona to get away from the mother, he re-hugged Sona's body which immediately put up resistance when she moved away from the mother.

“No! I beg Kevin to let me go, Mommy just fell asleep, she .

It feels like Sona's body is not able to accumulate all the weight of her body, until she dropped her body on the floor when she saw the mother who began to be taken out by the sisters.

“Mom ... ” Seconds that too Sona fainted in Kevin's arms.

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The reality that every living being cannot avoid is death, all living things will go away when the time has come according to the line of destiny, now that Sona could only look at the mother's tomb which was filled with flowers, one by one people began to leave the tomb, only Kevin and Sona remained loyal there.

“what is Mom happy now? Can I meet dad?” said Sona, she rubbed a tombstone that read the name of the mother. Next to the mother's grave is the father's grave.

“Sona, let's go back” Kevin said, the man did not leave Sona in the least.

“Mom, now I have to how? I am alone in this world, I also want to come with you guys”

“Sona, I'm here, I won't leave you, let's go back”

Kevin helps Sona to get up, holding her hand to walk away from her mother's grave and back to Sona's house. Mom, dad and Lisa are waiting there.

On the way back home, just a blank stare that Sona showed her, when the girl was just more silent than usual, she walked to the mother's room, she hugged the pillow she always used and started crying again.

“Mommy, I'm afraid” said Sona, she saw a letter lying on top of the drawer beside the bed, she picked it up and read it slowly.

' my daughter ....

If you've read this letter it means I've joined hands with your father, don't be sad dear ... My job is done now, I'm sure Kevin is the man you deserve ...

Sorry, actually Mom has long known about the disease that Mom is suffering from for the last two years .... You should be a good wife to your husband later .... I'm sorry Mommy had to leave before she could see you married ....

Sona, I know you're not ready to get married, but Mommy's more afraid to leave you alone, it's better that Mommy leaves earlier than seeing you scared to leave Mommy alone..

Sona, never regret anything that happens later, be a wife who always understands, do not demand much of your husband...

It feels like Mom has been happy enough during her life with Sona, can Mommy leave? Remember one thing if Mommy will always be in Sona's heart ... It feels like this hand is no longer able to write the thing that Mom wants to tell you dear, goodbye ... '

Sona regrets all the things that have been missed in her life, if Sona's mother contracted the disease earlier then she would prefer to work instead of going to college, it feels like today there have been many tears that Sona let out, I don't know how many times she regretted everything that happened.

Kevin comes into Sona's mother's room, he brings dinner for the girl, if you remember Sona has not eaten anything until now.

“Sona, you have to eat” said Kevin, he put his meal on the table and walked closer to Sona.

“Kevin, will you promise me one thing?” sona asked, now the girl was looking at Kevin with a pale face and filled with tears.

“if I can, I'll do it Sona”

“promise not to leave me”

Kevin nods at Sona, she pulls the girl he loves into his chest, telling the girl to lean back and channel all the warmth Kevin has never given any girl, she said, it feels like Kevin can't do anything when Sona is slumped in the loss of the mother, just like Kevin can reduce Sona's sadness even just a little.

“thank you” Sona said before her drowsiness led her away to dreamland.

Hearing Sona's regular breathing, Kevin slowly put Sona to bed in her mother's bed, pulled a blanket to cover the girl's body, then he kissed Sona's forehead as a good night's sleep for her, then slowly left the girl to rest because the next day she had to face the invitations even though she was not ready.

'married? will I be able to survive without love in our home life? or at the end of the day I'm just going to trouble Kevin during his life together on the same roof'

I forced myself to look out the window, waiting for the dawn to wake up that might become a new habit for Sona, this life will continue to go according to what our feet step, he said, if getting married is not the best path for Sona and Kevin maybe a breakup can still be a consideration.

Today, every second that passes will be a minute that does not count, today the weather is like supporting them to pledge the sacred promise, according to the decision of the Kevin family, according to the decision, they would pledge their vows at a simple church and a party at Kevin's house.

“you're up Sona?” Risa asked when she just wanted to wake Sona, she immediately approached Sona who was like a mother.

Sona smiled in response to a question that was not hard to say, Risa gently rubbed Sona's head and smiled at her.

“mort, I will help you”

One more nod Sona gave, she couldn't make a single sound as Mother Lisa acted like, making the sadness and joy that Sona felt like she wanted to explode right then and there.

Soon Risa left Sona without a single word issued as a sign she was leaving, Sona looked back at the window of the room which was still dark outside with one light illuminating the road, but she decided to walk towards the bathroom to clean herself.

Looking at the mirror that gave a picture of Sona who had been wearing a replacement dress that was only worn once in her lifetime, she looked at herself who would change herself the next day, tomorrow no longer Choi Sona, she looked at herself, there is no longer a girl and no one will ask her when she will get married.

The makeup artist is busy beautifying herself in front of the mirror, after opening both eyes from her sleep Sona's personality becomes calmer and tends to be silent, he kind of resignedly gave himself to what would happen but that doesn't mean Sona regretted having what happened, he just thought to run, but instead, there were a lot of questions that kept bothering her mind every time she looked in the mirror.

'can I open my heart to the man who loved him first? is everything going to be okay when I'm just doing my duty as a wife without any love? what about Kevin?

Could this household be the one awkwardness I feel?'

Until finally one by one the fairies left the room, Sona looked at her who was very beautiful with all the decorations used on her body, Lisa her best friend went into the room to invite her to go to church, time also showed at 8 a.m.

“Sona congratulations for your wedding, you are very beautiful today, let's go to” said Lisa she walked in a dress given by Han, a dress that quite shows Lisa's body, and, he helps Sona to walk out to the prepared car.

Before leaving the house full of memories with mom and dad, Sona took the time to look at the house, she wiped the tears as she imagined seeing the faces of the mother and father waving to her as a farewell.

As the car walks out of Sona's yard, all painful at every step of the way, Sona stares at the bouquet of flowers she was holding, it was her mother's before she left, there was a letter in between the flowers, Sona picked it up and took it with her.

'new sheets will happen in your life, every step of the way and where you are, Mom always loves you, congratulations for your marriage'

Sona smiled this time when she saw the letter, she could not continue to grieve and forced everything, 'mom, I miss you and thank, I hope that I can be happy, I hope that I can be happy, is mom happy to see me wearing this dress?'

Before long the car had arrived in front of the church in which there were many invitations waiting for the bride, when Sona's feet stepped on the red carpet her gaze was immediately fixed on Kevin who was waiting in front of the ruler. In front of the entrance is Lisa's father who is ready to bring Sona inside. All the scenery made all the sense of Sona's heart overflowed, aided by Lisa she began to walk closer to the entrance.

Sona put her hand into Lian's hand, slowly walking past all the invitations who stood up and looked at Sona who was walking so quietly but still had tension in her heart, step by step he passed until the sound of music that became Sona's accompaniment, it was a song that seemed to represent every feeling Sona.

'I Love you thousand year'

'Heart beats fast

Colours and promises

How to be brave?

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?

But watching you stand alone,

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow .... '

Every lyric heard from the music made Sona nervous more so, he grasped tightly the bouquet of flowers in his hand, then it has a very deep meaning if it is meant for Sona.

'one step closer ....

I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid.

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more .... '

Sona looked at all the guests gazing at her, then her gaze turned to the handsome man who was ready to extend his hand to Sona when the woman had already reached the altar.

'The time stands still

Beauty in all she

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this ... '

Kevin's gaze was always on Sona who was now starting to step closer to him, the man reached out his hand to the girl and slowly took her hand to stand in front of the priest and the music stopped, everyone fell silent to watch the two who were about to pledge their sacred promise.

Sona's body trembled violently when she was already at the altar, Kevin's hands felt so warm as their hands joined together, making things calmer, even calmer, the priest began to read and until the sacred promise was uttered from Kevin's mouth and then Sona, all the invitees clapped while waiting for the bride and groom to kiss them.

Sona looks nervous as Kevin's hand is coiled around the waist, then the man pulls Sona's body to draped with her, then the man holds Sona's head and kisses the lips the next second, and the man, it was just an ordinary kiss that did not last long but was enough to make Sona round her eyes when the typing sound of the invitations embarrassed her.

“Sona, you are so beautiful today and I don't know how happy I am to have you completely”

“I hope you don't-”

Suddenly Kevin kissed Sona's forehead which made the girl not continue her speech, this is the first time Sona felt kissed by her forehead, she touched the part of her forehead that was still felt, he said, I don't know why she's smiling because of Kevin's sweet act.

As they leave the room, Sona and Kevin leave the altar and walk to Kevin's house to celebrate their party, the bouquet of flowers still in Sona's hands, he wanted to give it to someone when the time came.

This time Sona and Kevin were one car, everyone allowed the bridal car to go first and the rest followed behind, they both waved their hands at everyone there.

“Sona” calls Kevin, he takes Sona's hand with their wedding ring, kisses the palm and smiles at Sona.

“Yes .. Kevin” said Sona, somehow all this makes it quite awkward.

“Can't l touch your heart?” ask Kevin

“I don't know but I'll try it” replied Sona.

“it's okay, I'll wait”

This time Sona who first approached Kevin, the woman leaned her head on Kevin, it was time for Sona to accept all of this with a chest of air, at least if it is difficult to love Kevin then Sona can still trust him to pursue the future with him, Sona also returned Kevin's hand, Kevin, he smiled as he felt Kevin's heart beating so fast up close, they enjoy the time that is together in the bond that they have just built and will go well without hurting each other or vice versa, it all depends on them and the destiny line.