Young Mother President Lian [Revised]

Chapter 35 - Hurt and tears

the next day ....

early in the morning Lisa had opened her eyes, she looked at the wall clock that had shown at five o'clock in the morning, for some reason it felt so sad today for Lisa, she will die in this room which bears a silent witness to her love for Han and also of course an unforgettable memory for Lisa.

he stared at the room that looked lonely because his family had not come yet, only his best friend was still asleep on the sofa, he said, Lisa smiled gloomily as she remembered that every morning Han would come and give her medicine and also give Lisa some spirit.

the shadow of her and Han who wanted to leave the hospital appeared in Lisa's delusion, at which time she was very surprised to see Han who was undressing without thinking if there was someone behind her, remembering those memories made Lisa's heart ache.

'just by remembering the memories with you, this heart is already feeling sad, what if I really leave you Han!'

Lisa sighs deeply, how she lives her life later, Lisa is sure that after she is said to be healthy and can return home, Lisa will not be able to meet Han again.

"i don't love you Lisa, I already have a fiancee and stop imagining if I love you too”

again the words crossed Lisa's mind, how heartbroken to hear the words coming out of Han's mouth, how could Lisa not know if Han already had a fiancee?

a memory flashed through Lisa's mind, she only remembered that when she first met Han in the garden the man had already worn a ring on his ring finger, she said, why did Lisa forget what she had seen before.

Lisa gets off her bed, she walks out of her room, this time Lisa has to meet with Han before she partes with Han, he led his feet to walk in a room he never wanted to go to again.

before long, she stopped in front of the brown door, hesitating a little to knock on the door, but Lisa was already standing here and it would be a waste if she returned to her room again. with the courage she had, Lisa tried to knock on the door of the room.

until the third knock there was no response from the inside, Lisa looked softly at the door hoping that the person inside could come out, with a smile that looks forced Lisa decided to return to her room.

“Lisa?”

call Han when he wants to leave the room, Han was already awake but when there was a knock on the door he was in the bathroom.

“you need something?” Han asked.

“let me ask for only fifteen minutes” said Lisa.

“Yes, do you want to talk inside or elsewhere?”

“better inside course”

Han opened the door and allowed Lisa to enter his room which he had not been able to clean up because Han was in a hurry to open the door, and also last night to vent his sadness Han destroyed some of his belongings.

Lisa chose to sit on the sofa, she stared at the room that was not too luxurious but comfortable enough to be a resting place, in every item in the room was never out of Lisa's sight, in the room he saw a photo of a woman who smiled sweetly.

'that must be a photo of his fiancee Han' Lisa said in her caption.

“what things do you want to talk about Lisa? tumben once you've woken up at this time?”

Lisa took a breath, she was confused about where to start, there was one thing to say but it felt hard to express.

“aku-i want to return the bracelet given by you” she took the bracelet off and handed it to Han.

Han just stared confusedly at the red bracelet, which Lisa handed to him.

“I don't deserve it, it's not mine anymore now”

“why?”

'why Lisa? why are you saying that? I gave it to you so that at least I could feel where you are and at least I could give you something to remember' the remark when I saw the bracelet in his hand.

 “not all this is wrong, I came here to thank you for all you have done for me, Doctor Han”

“then if just want to thank why you returned this bracelet Lisa?”

“Han stop saying like! you make me want to wish you back, that bracelet is not mine Han”

Lisa's crying, she's been trying to contain this but what's Lisa's power, she's just an ordinary woman who cries easily.

“can't you save it for me”

 “if I keep it, I will only always remember you, I want to let go of all my feelings, like the thing you often say if I deserve to be happy”

Lisa paused for a moment to wipe away her tears.

“I don't want to keep anything related to you Han! it's hard for me to let go of everything I already consider to be mine”

“I beg Lisa, save it for me, let it be a memory”

Han clasped Lisa's hand, she handed the bracelet back to Lisa, but Lisa refused to accept the necklace and instead threw it in any place.

 “Han! there are memories I want to remember with you, less time is up, more I go”

han's hand held Lisaa's hand to step away, she pulled Lisa back to sit on the sofa.

“if you continue to force me to keep it, it will only be a wound for me Han, I beg you to this time succumb, I'm tired, I'm already tired, I want to get out of this hospital so I don't see you again”

“Lisa forgive me”

Han pulled Lisa's face to face her, then she tilted her face and kissed Lisa, Han missed that lip so much, Han just put those lips together, he tried to send all his feelings through that kiss.

And Lisa just kept quiet, she didn't understand why Han kissed her at a time like this? even that man already has a fiancee!

after a few minutes, Han let go of the kiss, he looked at Lisa's face, Han's hand moved to wipe away the tears left in Lisa's eyes, and lastly he kissed Lisa's forehead.

“Lisa, I hope you understand”

Lisa gave a slap on Han's right cheek, she looked at the man in a daze, she got up from the sofa and ran away leaving Han without taking out a single word for the man who was holding her right cheek.

“stupid!”

Han cursed himself with what he had done to Lisa just now, Han never thought he would do that in a situation like this.

he kept asking himself, what exactly does Han want? the man did things at will, as if Lisa were his doll.

until in front of her nursery, Lisa tried to wipe away the tears that were still on the cheeks, it was enough Lisa to cry for the man, how many hearts were broken because of his words, the man, lisa's heart is dead.

Lisa opened the door, stepped back in the basket she was about to stay in and was about to be replaced by someone else, she hugged her knees, gazing towards the snow-covered window, today he gave up something he shouldn't have.

Lisa was inexhaustible, why did the man suddenly kiss during such a tense and impossible situation, but the kiss was like a farewell from Han to Lisa, she said, he can feel something being conveyed from the kiss, such as expressing feelings or other similar things.

Lisa wants to go back to sleep to recover her health, she must maintain her body condition, because maybe in the operating room it can spend hours, so Lisa should not look tired, so it should not look tired, he pulled the blanket and laid down his body, hoping he could fall asleep and forget what had happened to him earlier.

Thirty minutes later .....

Lisa could not close her eyes at all, she had turned her body to find a comfortable position so that she could fall asleep but the results were still nil.

“what should I do now? I don't feel like sleeping” at all Lisa said,

he looked at the ceiling of the white room, suddenly in the sky of the room he saw Han's face that was smiling sweetly at him, a face that was now difficult for Lisa to see, and that was not the case, soon after, Lisa fell asleep unconsciously.

The day has shown at seven o'clock in the morning ....

Lian, Risa, Kevin, Sean and Sona, they were all in Lisa's room in their neat clothes, none of them wanted to wake Lisa up, they patiently wait for Lisa to wake up in the sofa.

they are all in discussions for Kevin and Sona's wedding plans to take place next month.

“ I think Father and Mother will not discuss this again, Father it is just a coincidence, why do you still insist on marrying me”

 “Om and Aunty didn't I denounce your words, but get married? I'm still in college, I'm not ready to be a wife, Om and Auntie”

 “you can learn with me, no shame to ask the experienced”

 “Mom and Dad stop forcing me to get married! I don't love Sona, I can't build a relationship that doesn't start with love, I don't want to force Sona into a marriage that she can't even accept, please Mom and Dad understand”

Lian who had just wanted to voice her opinion had to be cut off because she saw Lisa who was already awake and staring confusedly at those who were sitting on the sofa.

“married? who's going to marry Dad? Mother?” Lisa asked.

they all approached Lisa, trying to cover up what they had discussed.

“we're going to marry Lisa” Sean said.

“don't try to lie to me Sean!”

“you don't want to marry her Lisa”

now it was her father's turn to ask Lisa, she walked to the side of the bed to stand next to Lisa.

“Dad! I want to finish my college and become a doctor, I don't want to marry”

“Lisa you can't say that!” risa said, she gently stroked her daughter's hair.

“I regret asking earlier” said Lisa, annoyed that she was singing her lips and folding both her hands on her chest.

“what about your feelings today?” the one who asked was Kevin.

“I'm quite nervous and scared”

“Lisa remember we are all here for her, don't be afraid, you have to be sure we can get through this well, we will always wait here and not go anywhere.

“I'm happy to have you guys, I'll fight to get through all this, thanks for the support”

Lisa smiled happily, behind her happy smile was a wound that could also destroy everything in a second, Lisa doesn't want them to know about her heart just a few hours hurt because a man who now doesn't know where she is, the man should have been in this room to do an examination before Lisa got into the operating room.

and sure enough, just a few seconds Lisa looking for Han's whereabouts, the man is now walking up to her in the uniform that he always wears making Lisa's heart pound for the umpteenth time, the man is now walking up to her in the uniform that he always wears makes Lisa's heart pounding for the umpteenth time, the man looks handsome he has been 30 years, with a white coat and coupled with his pantofel shoes make him look perfect.

“good morning everyone, sorry I interrupted your time, can you leave this room for a few minutes, I need to check Lisa” condition Han said.

they all compactly turned their heads towards Han as the man spoke, having finished speaking without answering Han's questions one by one of them stepped out.

“Mother loves you” said Risa.

Lisa nods to Mom, she tries to keep smiling until they all come out and leave Lisa, after leaving the smile is gone Lisa replied, coldly he looked at the man who started to check on the condition of his body.

“days you haven't eaten anything?”

“not yet, I followed your advice to do a fast”

“that's good, operation will be done at 11 noon”

“Ya, I know”

“more drink mineral water, and do not be afraid”

“i'm more afraid to stare at a guy who already has a fiance but still dares to kiss another girl”

“Lisa”

“let alone Han? again, you consider all of this a normal thing! don't you think how your fiance feels when you see you kissing another woman?”

“Lisa, you won't understand, I've tried to convey it to you”

“what with a kiss can convey something? you are a doctor but the mind is very far from the word doctor!”

“i think time is over, control your emotions Lisa and stop thinking about useless things”

Han was so unwilling to argue anymore with Lisa, he stepped out of the room without looking back, when he wanted to enter the room Han had to fight his selfishness now he came out to fight his feelings, he said, all of this really tormented Han.